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that shrewed woman didn't need to shove me with her big butt just because i said some swear word.

this freak probably wanted to suck up to others. horrible.

classrm got aircon. whoo. nice. dun lyk mr phua. the pronounciation-perfect idiot. some of us were saying he might be an eunuch.

sigh. stoopid mr phua take over madam yap. everyone grieving over loss of mdm yap. sigh. i even took her for granted. she's a great teacher. we'll miss her.

heard we'll be getting new pe teacher. samat seems so sad in lynnette's blog. sigh. poor guy.

some sucky ppl went to throw some water over me when i was in the toilet. gonna bash that person up. have 2 suspects in mind.

gotta go. this stupid chinese test on wed is driving me crazy.

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8:35 PM

[i feel so disappointed in myself. i didn't see it coming though.

nevermind. this is just another one of those crappy lessons. but yet again. haiz.

i never wanted to. uhhuh. thought we could be good buddies. but nevermind.

this is all i've learnt throughout. SENIORS WILL ALWAYS BE SENIORS SO JUNIORS JUST SHUT UP.

and. its always my fault. mine. mine mine mine. in everything, in every case, every time. its always. MY FAULT.]

now all i hope. is that i will not get into any stupid trouble for the next half year. and that i will not meet another nice senior and start calling her jie. the price, in the end, is too much to pay.

i thought ignoring seniors for this rest half year and not talking to them is an ideal precautionary measure. but i just can't leave her. she is so nice to me and so innocent about this whole thing. not to mention she is not from band.

i decided to do it. block off all seniors. but someone's call just stirred my blood.

i didn't believe it. i didn't have a choice. i was forced to talk. and i broke my own promise to myself. i am a total failure.

so what the hell am i supposed to do now. well. just be normal. don't talk unless forced to. and i am going to get this straight. i am not going to trust any senior anymore for the rest of the year. that is one of my commandments.

yeah i may be rude. blabber all they want. i don't give a damn anymore. no. i'm shuttin up.

i hate arguements.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:28 PM

so tired today. wan to sleep soon.

went to school at 8.30. supposed to be at 8 but i decided to be late. so notty.

the rest were already there. except miss debbie. sch not open!! waliao. o.0 wad the hell lor. we need to use the sch ok. haiz. when debs reach we had to tompang her mum's car to her condo...haiz..so bu hao yi si..

prac in open. very hot. play in playgrd ^_^ hahaha. prac somemore in room. prac outside swimming pool O.O ppl looking wun lehs. sumore we all doing this silly kinda dance. ppl tot wut arh. sumore can drop in the swimming pool wun. deep wun ok.

created a lot of new steps. now very blur already. haiz. hope we get into audition. or else...well. or else..i'll do something about it. ya. kill myself. or maybe..kill one of my stuffed toys.

went to a lot of places to shop. from 12. go to hearland mall kovan...eat lunch at kfc. went to this fashion to buy some tubes for the others..then went to chinatown (SO DAMN LAU TU OK!) to look for this fashion. i mean, hullo. out of so many this fashion shops MUST go chinatown arh? and erm chinatown is very noisy, dusty and confusing! grrh.

got lost immediately at the mrt station. dun even noe where to exit. got this people's park complex and people's park centre. and there is a this fashion in people's park. WHICH ONE?! grrh. went to both of the parks -.- then went to some nameless shopping centre -_- and then couldn't find this fashion and went to OG -_-" OG stuff is like so damn ex. 1 stoopid skirt is already $69.90. that is so ex lor. haiz.

got lost for about a half hour or so. finally found where this fashion supposed to be. then walk ALL the way from ppl's park to oriental park. how many stupid parks are there. and sumore the this fashion din even have wad we wanted. and we walked tons of kilometres already.

there was a nice skirt that we liked. but not enough stock. went to lucky plaza. by taxi. couldn't stand it liaos, just HIRE IT. gosh it was 6 big bucks ok. gonna ask them to pay up. shopped at lucky plaza for long time. din even buy anything. just trying this skirt that skirt. in the end all not so nice. juz cuz MY stomach is BIGGER doesn't mean it doesn't look NICE on THEM. walau lor. i mean yarrr my stomach is bigger so WUT. yar i'm fat i noe so WUT. u dun need to just CRITICISE me by this way rite. so damn unreasonable lor. so what if i am fat. u dun need to make me feel upset about this stupid stomach that is just BIGGER than urs rite. ediot.

went to paragon. legs aching. bought sorbet. mmm. went metro. metro is just as damn ex as OG lor. horrible. went heeren. went quite a lot of shops. not nice lehs. and can't find the suitable skirt / top / pants. den we went to this shop called tattoo. this grumbly guy din seem to like helping us. i mean we are here to let u make money rite. so put on a smile CAN? den we found this frilly skirt and this cloth "bellbottoms". but skirt only got 2. so nvm. and the two girl-part girls were moaning over the loss.

10 bux for everything. bought 3 cloth bells and 3 bareback tops. then went to the next shop. also 10 bux for everything. found the perfect skirt. those two were high-fiving and i was paying. wadda hell lor. i paid for EVERYTHING ok. the WHOLE COSTUME for boy and girl lor. tubes, shirts, barebacks, bells, skirts. ALL is I pay wun. juz coz my mum came along to give me an extra hundred bux. gosh. they better pay me back or else i'll cook up something really evil. really really evil. and blast them off this world.

bought this really kewl bag from 37 degrees. but din notice sewing was wrong. mum going to change it nxt tuesday. haha. went home by mrt. very squeezy. haiz. came home and got nagged by mum for spending so much stuff and dat i din even noe whether they were going to pay up or not. haiz. calculated everything nicely in a word document. then mum happy. haiyo.

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11:44 PM

why do i need to go to the dentist. and sumore get something unexpected.

that stoopid dentist. supposed to wash my teeth. went to yank out my tooth. put so much cotton; thought i'd choke. keep on asking me to rinse. and sumore left side of jaw numb. i couldn't help being a merlion. spurt out water like fountain. siow.

she injected this dark blue liquid into my gums. so damn numb ok. den yanked out my tooth. had a scary tearing sound. eek. said after two weeks if my another tooth doesn't come out then must go back and pull it out. sheesh.

mouth numb all the way to school. from dentist to tiong bahru plaza to school. couldn't even eat lunch properly without spilling something or wadever. so hard to eat lunch. ppl staring like siao. poke them in their eyes lar.

in school the numbness faded. played in itc. dun care abt pbl liaos. hahaha. so boring. next year still need to do. haiz.

neighbour's plonking on the piano. making damn WONDERFUL music. [sacarstic] made by two little kids. cute little boy boys. and to think their daddy is a musician in the SSO.

life is like a sine graph =)
8:53 PM

it seemed eternity before that nice plump lady called me out of the cold room.

sight-reading and improvisation : g major
song : let it be (damn shit! o.0)
arrangement : scarborough fair (expected.)
hearing : g major

i was chucked into this waiting room. which was totally filled with children and parents. then the nice plump lady called me out and gave me the horrific sight-reading and impro. sent me to this cold room. nothing but piano. and the piano cover was actually taped down with small pieces of scotch tape. how lame can they get. i'm only reading the stupid score ya!!

i totally freaked out. forgot to say good afternoon (she's gonna kill me for sure this time). the freaking lady was smiling like siao. din noe someone could smile lidat without having cheek aches. the man looked abit like mr siow. gosh.

the stoopid sight-reading and impro totally sucked. my freaking loud song also. my stoopid shoes got into the way and i press on so many wrong pedals. 0.0 hearing ok lar. was having a stupid sore throat and they din seem to hear me when i thanked them. they'd think i'm ungrateful.

amelina still lucky. all her ok songs wun. mine disaster ya. and zuraidah got to play her fav song. so lucky. she also kana the same sight-reading and impro as me. sigh. asked me to take her results. said she'd gonna absent herself. cuz got nc. that is so lucky.

the new mrt line is damn posh ok. din noe sbs transit wud be so good. nice light effects. cool. and i nearly got lost. big place. lotsa echo. and the train. also damn posh. the seats are. funny coloured. and there's this funny "whooooooooo"-ing noise coming out from nowhere. wind effects. i think singaporeans like smooth, round-ish plastic. ppl like the new train's insides so much. and the outside looks so cute. well. it totally looks like u noe wut. playland. posh playland.

practiced mambo till so bored. can't even remember all the steps now. not mambo-ey enough i think. auditions coming. die man. friday ponning pbl. prac from dawn till dusk. dun care liao. need to finish whole song!! o.o dun tink we'll be qualified. gosh.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:53 PM

these days ppl whom i dunno keep on toking to me!! -_-

last saturday this waitress commented on my book. "aey this book very nice to read one rite!" i was like. uhh...?

today when i bought some groceries the cashier at the mini mart said "so how's ur studies?" wad the hell?! i dun even noe her lor. and she's toking to me like we're old frens.

tomorrow's the big dae~ gonna die tmr -_-" for those kpoh ppl's info i'm dieing in studio 21 ya. wish me luck.

rite now not in mood to practice. and ms sara said impro better than sight playing. which is total disaster!! how can i improvise well when mi sight playing not good?! my brains gone haywire!!

me wanna watch tv..sighz. dun feel like chasing the 9pm show. holland V already 100 episodes. can last until late october. omigosh.

changed the template. the previous one duzzen suit my theme.

life is like a sine graph =)
8:41 PM

today's my second day when i'm free. my very second day in all the 21 "holildays". well. finishing homework now. mum is forcing me to finish it all up before lunch. and i'm hungry.

life is like a sine graph =)
1:28 PM

hi..here's my new blog ya..wun be updating the old wun liao..dats all. :)

life is like a sine graph =)
9:35 PM