:D

20031031

recap..

[wed]
went out with mum and grandma..
ate lunch..
bought music stand!
yayys..
so cool..
its black..
beautiful..
ahahaha.
hmm..
nothing much..
bought a lot of clothes from OP.
got the VIP card now.
ohwells.
nothing.

[thurs]
rotted away in labrador.
stupid treasure hunt..
which tired everyone out.
then break.
we played freesbie!
then pick litter..
when we were supposed to pick litter,
we went to the very end of the park near the jetty..
then we found some stones and threw it into the sea..
haha..
littering..
but kinda needed it..
can scream all i want..
that's stupid..
nevermind.
had band..
as usual lah.
a lot of tuning.
blah.

[today]
rotted in school..arrgh..
the oratoricals were boring..
apurva and fahima should have won..
and ashiba..
poor her..
she should've got at least a second..
hope she doesn't take it to heart..
oh well..
went orchard after sch..
with ys..gen.li..king..and chewy..
went taka to eat chao-zao lunch..
walked around..
baah..
walked to cine..
saw some..people..
emily would have squealed..
tian..
now that i think of it..
i should have given the chalet money to her at that time right?
but..haiz.
so many..pEople..
tssk.
nevermind..
went to heeren..
walked..
took neos twice..
yusheng blanjah us twice lor..
taxi fare and neoprints..
saw gha's clique..
all sad..
heard liana (or was it riana?) was leaving..
oh well..
went to centrepoint after heeren..
to look for Kodak express to photocopy the fiefoerniek thingy..
then the stupid photocopying mach. was out of order..
so went to orchard emerald..
then dun have..
so went to the building next to it..
also dun have..
went to take mrt back to taka..
then met emily (?!?%&^&???!!?!?!!#^&*!!??*?Q??!!!$ @%#!$^#!@!!???!?!?!!)
suppose she went home..
oh wells.
her bro looks..
okay.
oh well.
went to taka to photocopy the stuff..
then went to wisma to buy some OP clothes again..
then went to plaza sing to buy even more oP clothes..
bought some vandoren reeds..
went home..
went to celebrate my b'day..
miserable..
no presents anymore..
only a few hundred bucks..
in angbaos..
ohwell..
shall use some to buy the pillow and the wallet!
hahaha!
okay..
end..
sleepy..
zzt.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:45 PM

20031029

my tian!!
this clarinet is so chio right!!
*droolx*
okay haha..
so chio!!

life is like a sine graph =)
12:06 PM

20031028

yest.
had band.
had some problem with the key thing again.
sectionals.
baah.
prac-ed on happy march.
haiz.
need to memorize..
the coda part sucks.
oh well.
today.
boring.
siti and sarimah was locked in the DB room.
they were taking broom and dusters.
then some toopid fool went to push the door.
and didn't let them out or something.
then when they wanted to let them out,
the catch was spoilt.
then.
oh well.
g1 allies came over.
then ms ong ["awwwww.."]
then the OM.
then ms tan ["AWWWWWWWWW!!! (shit!)"]
then the technician.
and then the last one.
mr gau.
tian arh.
group of adults huddling over a stupid lock.
got a 'scolding' from gau.
oh well.
the both of them got out after a total of about 45 minutes.
imagine.
45 minutes of crampness.
45 minutes of dust circling around your body.
45 minutes of thin air, coming through the thin crack at the bottom of the door.
well.
no comment.
yawn.
in school.
zzt.
gonna go home soon.

life is like a sine graph =)
3:39 PM

20031026

okay. recap.

[wed]
went to orchard.
with both gens, deb and em.
isetan.
ate mos for lunch.
went toilet.
was so scary ok.
em was in the cubicle next to an occupied one.
then her coins dropped.
one in her cubicle,
another in the next one.
so we had to wait for the person to come out.
the scary thing is.
we waited.
and waited.
and waited.
nobody.
i pushed the door.
hard.
locked.
i looked underneath from em's cubicle.
nobody.
shudder.
the coin was in reach.
just a few cm away.
emily objected.
i just reached there..
and as quickly as possible..
just flung the coin into this cubicle.
washed it.
and then gave it back to em.
who knows what's in that cubicle..
oh well.
so we spent ALL of em's 20cent coins ASAP.
cos she forgot which one was the 'cursed' one.
choi.
went to taka.
saw this chao ji cute and soft pillow.
oh wells.
shall buy it some other time?
went to heeren.
took neos.
gen s. and em went home.
took neos again.
kinda lame.
bah.
went to ps.
bought cork grease.
went to listen to the talk.
boring.
went back home
did cs portfolio till one.
slept.
zz.

[thurs]
boring.
last day of week.
had band.
kind of lah.
had a section meeting.
discussed abt chalet.
blah.
had sec one meeting.
with lisa.
and a few others.
talked about making souveniors frm band.
for next yr's orientation.
please lor.
they are gonna make mini-shirts.
how nice.
and wire treble-clefs.
how pretty.
and also.
G-STRINGS.
dammit.
there are only 3 people who VIOLENTLY OBJECT.
which is like.
me.
emily.
and a sax player.
and it is like.
this thing really matters ok.
honestly.
okay.
lets follow lisa's explanation.
the innocent sec 1s take the shirts.
the not innocent sec 1s take the g-strings.
then?
like i said,
the innocent sec 1s will get POLLUTED after seeing the g-strings.
and that is NOT good for their health.
and they would get bad impressions of cgssb.
and also, if parents see the g-strings,
they would get a bad impression of cgssb.
and also cgs.
and if the seniors take the g-strings and hang it on their bags,
especially hot-pink ones,
the public would get a bad impression of both cgs and cgssb.
and everyone knows how conservative Mrs Lee, Mr Gau, the EXCO and Dorcas are.
About public image of the school, that is.
oh well.
lisa says its cute.
and majority wins.
end.

[fri]
hangover from last night.
purposely pushed myself to sleep late.
out of no particular reason.
ohwell.
sleepy the whole day.
went to watch UMOJA at the esplanade.
not bad.
but a lot of songs sound similar.
had a new experience seeing south african dances and etc.
had a not-so-good seat.
or a not-so-bad seat.
i like that drummer! his fluffy thing at the arms are so cute!
red indians rock.
ok nevermind.

[sat]
had band prac.
reached sch at 7 plus.
had combined first thing in the morning.
didn't have the chance to tune my clarinet.
so there was a problem again.
a lot of squeaks.
and most of the time i didn't blow.
'cos there would either be no sound or squeaks.
but when lisa came round for tuning it turned out okay.
siao.
regina, pam and liling were sharp.
madelene, gen and i were okay.
lisa praised. [ego ego :P]
kay nevermind.
well..had sectionals..
break..
rushed down to mobil and bought quite a lot of junk.
had to stuff down the whole hotdog roll thing into my mouth.
in 3 minutes flat.
horrible experience.
lesson: never rinse your mouth when you have something in it.
i was gonna rinse my mouth with the roll and stuff still in it.
in the end i choked and had to drink down the tap water.
i advise you never to malu yourself like that.
combined again..
sectionals..
was assigned under liesel.
a tortureous person.
no breath already.
sweating like hell.
still start clapping.
'1 bar in..'
but still managed.
once she ran to regina..
then came back and said that she had something to torture me on.
looking very happy.
oh well.
checked posture..
but haha..was correct.
nevermind..
combined again..
i think..
i forgot liao.
lilian talked about this motivation thing.
then she mentioned the g-strings idea.
and SO MANY SENIORS PUT UP THEIR HANDS!!
oh my tian.
the idea is now ABOLISHED.
wahaha! yippee!
3 cheers for the seniors!
*getting out of control*
okay.
went to gen's hse to do portfolio.
until 6.
6!!
so late lor.
in the end took a cab home from bouna vista.
shared with maz.
who also went to her friend's house.
oh well.
was raining..
rain..

[today]
boring.
went for tution.
oh well.
boring.
homework.
sigh.
boring.
time for bed.
zzz...
you all must be tired after reading so much!
end.
happy birthday sam (w)!

life is like a sine graph =)
12:41 PM

20031022

sigh..
so bored today.
in sch now.
doing shitty portfolio.
don't have plan.
so shall do it tomorrow.
heehee.
i suppose..
if i don't do it.
then i'd get 2 DPs..
cos one for not starting on it early..
and one for not handing it up.
sickening joyce.
new teacher..so what?
all suck as well.
oh well.
yest..
boring.
as usual..sigh..
end.

sigh..
she smiled at me..
no..
can't be..
impossible.
emily! ni can cuo ren le!

life is like a sine graph =)
10:11 AM

20031020

now i really believe in miracles.
i believe there are such things as true friends.
i believe there is fate.

today..
two great friends saved me.
well.
when band ended i forgot to put back the ligature on the mouthpiece.
after washing.
so the ligature remained in my pocket.
went to mobil.
grabbed some grub.
went out.
emily was just coming down the hill.
so went to mobil again.
after emily got her stuff.
and we met tania and xiangmei at the bus stop.
walked with them to the MRT.
halfway, tania wanted to see my clarinet.
well.
i know it is a crime opening the case in the middle of a road.
but still.
i opened it.
and i saw the ligature was gone.
nope.
not in pocket.
not in bag.
not anywhere.
was so anxious.
gen and ivy were far ahead already.
turned back from the junction.
went back to mobil.
with emily and tania.
in the end we found the ligature.
at the corner of the shop near the counter.
i know this is very lucky of me not to get caught by anybody.
i know pamela was in the shop.
lilian also.
and a few other seniors.
i could have been given detention.
i could have been commanded to run 20 rounds.
i could have to discover, with much shock;
that i lost this dammit ligature.
and have to apologise to regina.
get a new one.
and get punishment.
or perhaps, buy a new one at yamaha.
or even, borrow one from emily's bro.
even then, i can't borrow it for a long time.
if i returned it, then it would be a useless clarinet.
no ligature, no music.
i could have been just bringing home the clarinet
WITHOUT doing anything
and discovering the loss on thursday.
that would be horrifying.
oh well.
i really believe in miracles now.
without tania asking me to open the case
i wouldn't have discovered the loss.
and without tania and emily following me back,
i wouldn't have discovered that i had such great friends..
it was a close shave..
a very close one..
this proves that i have friends..that can stand the test of patience and time..

life is like a sine graph =)
9:21 PM

monday again..
totally boring today.
well.
surprisingly nobody cried today.
perhaps their results were satisfactory.
failed my cheena.
the rest still okay.
shall not read out all my results;
in case some baka people see it.
wokay..
gonna have a like..4 free periods tmr.
and there's sucky jap tmr!
wellx.
going out on wednesday to buy the swab..
right now waiting for band to start..
which is going to start at like..4?!
oh well.
so bored.
wished i had SIMS to play with now.
wokay.
shall change my blog template.
sigh sigh.
so cold here..
brrh~

life is like a sine graph =)
2:45 PM

20031018

past days recap.

[thursday]
basically boring.
as usual.
totally boring inter-house football match.
which started out quite late.
it was definately stupid of mr samat;
to squeeze all of the sec ones at the stone slabs;
below the netball court.
for half of the sec ones were dry-fried.
which means cooked in their own fat.
of course, with the help of the big shining sun.
oh yes.
how nice.
well.
as time passed by the sec ones moved to a shady place.
avoiding the torture of being fried.
fortunately i was lucky enough to have a place to sit in the shade.
but it was still cramp.
didn't really pay much attention to anything.
half-asleep and reading a book.
in the end i was bouncing off the netball court's net with leemin and so on.
surprisingly it was quite fun.
oh well,
i heard keller won curie.
and curie won fry.
and etc etc.
whatever.
pankhurst got kicked out as soon as it was kicked in.
you get what i mean.
had this one-hour recess.
which proved to be a little boring.
though it was quite a short time.
oh well.
at least i've experienced a one-hour recess.
what about a petition, guys?
well.
had this PCCG thing.
something about growing into successful teenagers.
obviously boring.
but still the time passed pretty fast for 3 hours.
there were too little games.
but anyway.
lots of stories.
on the whole, okay for a boring person.
and lame.
had to wrap up an egg with straws to prevent it from breaking.
after throwing it from a height, that is.
our egg didn't break, thank goodness.
but it was disgusting to see other groups' eggs break.
poor them.
their faces looked distorted after seeing the egg white flow freely.
well nevermind.
had band for a short while only.
so went to JP to check out the band files.
similar.
well.
tired out.
went back home.
met maz.
sleepy as usual.

[friday]
collected the band files money.
tired.
getting ready for the heritage tour.
which was bao-zhong boring.
went on this cool (as in temperature) bus.
started pigging out on junk food in the bus.
all the way to fort canning park.
walked around.
didn't really catch anything.
there was a really cool tower-ish thingy though.
like part of the stuff in the great wall of china.
it had 2 doors and a really steep and narrow staircase.
not to mention without handlebars.
we had to go up one by one.
i suppose it was scary and dark in the staircase.
and i wonder how the soldiers, last time, could climb steps so high.
there were a lot of holes at the top.
for guns.
pretty cool.
lots of leaves as well.
which flew onto the small staircase.
and onto some of our hair.
oh well.
cute.
walked around.
basically boring.
yep.
saw some adorable squirrels.
about 5, perhaps.
i suppose they live there.
went back to the coach to proceed to changi museum and chapel.
still pigging out.
kana scolded by tour guide.
well.
kept on pigging out.
then i had to pay a visit to the toilet at the museum.
which was scary.
the doors were made of some kind of wood.
and the place was so small.
and it had so many scratches on the door.
which was, scary.
like some prisoner of war had tried to destroy it.
some history.
perhaps i should call up some historians to have a look on that.
it was so scary.
shudder.
oh well.
couldn't make it to the chapel.
as it started to pour in buckets.
walked around in the dimly-lit museum.
the history was interesting.
yet the pictures were scary.
and there was a place where you could put your notes of thanks.
for the bravery and courage and blah.
and i saw my primary school's!
my tian.
my pri. sch's students from past years had went there before.
or so it seems.
well.
went back to the coach.
and pigged out again.
as the tour guide went home from the museum.
well.
he said his house was nearby.
too coincedental huh.
well.
i guess i fell asleep after pigging out too much.
was really tired.

went to orchard.
can you believe it?
i was already very tired.
but still..temptations..
haha.
went with gen(s), chaitali and leemin.
quite boring, actually.
went to pacific plaza to have a look at wallets.
then went to wisma to grab some grub.
yum.
*i am now advising you NOT to eat the prawn mee from
the foodcourt at wisma! the only edible thing there is the
yongtaufoo!!*
then went to heeren.
went around looking for wallets and stuff.
reserved the roxy watch.
went to the heeren shops.
was kinda boring there.
leemin was..well..perhaps a little over-enthu about taking neoprints?
kinda..forced gen and chaitali to take them?
i don't know..
but they didn't seem willing..
and i wasn't really keen on using my money for that purpose..
but anyway..we waited for almost 30 minutes on the whole..
for that friggin machine.
only to find out that the adulterous pair, no, trio! was going to take a second time.
and it was time for gen to go home.
so we walked back to the orchard mrt.
and chaitali and i went to the popular at the station.
in hope of getting the band files there instead of going to JP.
well.
there were none.
had to walk chaitali to borders.
which is like.
mrt to tangs.
tangs to isetan.
isetan to wheelock.
wheelock to borders.
i mean.
kinda stupid.
could have just crossed the road there.
but we took the underpass.
bought some chocolates from marks+spencers.
said farewell.
went back again by the underpass.
how stupid can i get..
took the mrt to tiong bahru.
bought 4 band files.
because there was no more stock.
do you know how angry i was?!!
so i went to JP.
bought the rest.
called my dad.
said he would be at jurong east.
so had to take mrt back there.
and was only at home by 7 plus.
really really tired.
slept late though.
prac-ed on clarinet.
till 11 plus.
then slept.
like a log.

[today]
woke up kinda late.
was really hard to open my eyelids.
which had really heavy weights on them.
causing them to close.
oh well.
prac-ed for 5 hours in 3g1.
and it was like.
oh.
so fast it's 1pm?
oh nevermind.
had to play the songs..did some warmup..bleh..
as usual.
then one-to-one..
the hatred torture..
me was assigned to peiting..
oh well.
must listen to the seniors..
or else they'll scold us..
blah..
like i need to repeat it..
joanne brought a CD of band songs..
most prolly downloaded?
heard tales of the sea..movement for rosa..wind+tree..a few more..
listened for about half an hour..
everyone was mesmerized.
well.
just continued practicing..
till about one..
then grace and joanne wrote a lot of chalet stuff on the board..
then they discussed about the chalet..
which i most prolly can't stay over..
unless i am able to present a consent form from the school to my mum..
so crazy..
tsk.
went to heeren with parents after prac..
bought the roxy watch! [yells][screams][shouts]
yay.
went for electone.
boring as usual.
new tango song.
zzt.
went to club.
slacked.
and pigged.
i just hate pigging out on food now.
sore tummy.
sore butt.
sore me.
oh well.
its about time to sleep.
zzz.
zzzz.
zzzt.
goodnite.
end.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:39 PM

20031015

wokay.
back from orchard.
basically a boring trip.
with the two gens, king and qiuyi.
went to isetan to grab some grub after lookin around.
then walked to heeren.
looked around again.
can't wait for the roxy watch!
bought a new pencilcase. yay!!
couldn't find a nice wallet.
neoprints..well..
gen (s) didn't really wanna take them..
cause regina was there as well.
so.
nevermind.
waterbottle..couldn't find one.
mum bought the one from school.
*boxes my head*
why didn't i tell her i was going to buy one?!
nevermind.
shall get another one next time.

okay.
i'm sorry.
i didn't know what got into me.
just misunderstood.
i just got this habit.
i dunno.
i'm a bitch.

life is like a sine graph =)
6:28 PM

now in school.
so boring.
whole day wasted totally.
wellx.
boring.
nothing to do now.
sighx.
later going orchard.
buying pencilcase.
wallet.
waterbottle.
neoprints.
well.
normal day.
shall slack again tomorrow.
as usual.
yusheng's sleeping beside me now.
poor her.
kana sunburnt like crazy.
red red.
jamie also.
anna also.
all like tomatoes.
shervon threatening us.
well.
shall stop using internet.
before kana recorded like gen.
okay.
end.

life is like a sine graph =)
1:24 PM

20031012

yeppx! yayy.
art sucked!
not enough time..
so didn't colour the fishes properly. :(
wellx.
went to orchard!
yayy.
with gen and chaitali.
took cab to heeren.
walked for about an hour.
saw this totally cool roxy watch!!
79 bucks.. :(
will buy it on next friday!! :)
that is if i can fish out some money. -_-
wellx.
went to a lot of shops.
chaitali totally new to heeren.
wellx.
met a lot of crescentians on the way.
met siti, sar, war and king.
then met the kewl krowd.
as in ys, lyn, jam, gen li, anna, sam w.
and a few more extra pple.

went to borders at wheelock place.
bought catherine lim's [a shadow of a shadow of a dream].
not bad.
wellx.
went to get a drink for gen.
then went home.
kept on thinking about the watch.
haha.

saturday.
boring.
usual stuff.

today.
went esplanade after tution.
bought this cute fish toy.
haha.
went to borders again.
bought catherine lim's [the teardrop story woman].
cos i finished the book before already.
kay.
shall stop here.
end.

life is like a sine graph =)
1:35 PM

20031009

its thursday!! yay yay.
tomorrow is the last day!!
okay.
maths sucked cos i didn't finish paper one.
geog was okay.
anna cheng was. erts.
dun like her stare.
homec i'm gonna die!
i mean..totally.
didn't really know all.
well.
science was.
okay.
easier than expectations.
that deserves a relieving sigh, doesn't it?
*sigh*
okay this is lame.
yay. tomorrow.
after art.
lynette is going to get a shock.
provided she doesn't see this!!
haha.
heh.
we'll be hitting town immediately after the bash.
catch some movies.
buy some stuff.
yeah.
usual stuff.
hahaha.
freedom is near!
and soon will be here!
muhahaha!
okay okay.
art time!
yayx.
can't wait!
i am finally starting to love my life!!
*hugg*
haha!

*Everyone wants happiness, yet no one wants pain, but you cant see a rainbow without a little rain.

If a kiss was a raindrop i'd send you showers, if a hug was a second i'd give you hours, if smiles were water i'd send you the sea, if friendship was a person i'd send you me.*

life is like a sine graph =)
7:57 PM

20031006

*shudder*
today's cheena paper was scary.
ended just on time.
well.
no other comments other than i didn't really know how to do everything?
shall not bother.
so qing song now! :)
no more crappy chinese..yayx
wellx.
gonna bring a soft toy tomorrow to hug like min today.
shall be studying geog during study period.
well..that's if i can complete the math crap by today.
shall do some home econs tonight?
or geog?
wells..shall do both then.
science?
urggh.
shan't bother so much for now.
yepx.
shall continue with my manga drawing.
my break time is running out fast.
byex. (?!)
ahh nevermind.

4 more days to hitting the town. yeah man.

life is like a sine graph =)
4:31 PM

20031005

*sigh*
its sucky sunday.
yesterday's chinese paper was okay.
although i seemed to have written out point.
nevermind.
lit sucked.
totally.
i mean.
everybody was wringing her hands.
3 questions.
total of 5 questions.
all done in 2 hr 10 min.
suck man.
gosh.
mum nagging.
hafta do revision for chi on monday.

5 more days to party.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:47 AM

20031003

kay.
its friday.
but no friday mood.
*sigh*
this is tiring.
i'm sick of lit.
really.
totally.
I'm gonna drop the 3 proses immediately after the exam.
goodness.
i just realised.
i haven't studied for homec.
which is unfortunately on tuesday.
and geog.
science.
art.
sickening art.
shall be calm.
*sigh*
now i don't like going home.
home = study+revision+temptation of slacking+temptation of gorging.
dead tired.
still got geog to do today.
perhaps shall sleep late?
*shrug*
its getting annoying with that snob tagging me the whole day.
really.
she just waits for me if i'm not done with my stuff.
and puts on that sickening smile.
and that sucking voice.
really cannot stand her.
especially when she PURPOSELY do something i want her to do.
tsk.

7 more days to survive.
i'm still counting.

life is like a sine graph =)
9:44 PM

20031001

okaay.
mood has been turning around.
but yet.
just like a pendulum.
mood swings again.
well well.
shan't be bothered.
part of exam stress.
10 more days to freedom.
yeah.
i finished my cheena ci yu revision in 2 hours!!
my god.
impressing!!
as compared to yesterday.
well.
i've decided to use good english.
sounds not bad anyway.
haha.
really energized now.
strangely i wasn't sleeping in class today.
geog..i was tired but awake doing my lit essay.
copying geog notes from siow.
lit was kinda awake.
wongie was in good mood today.
*saved*
didn't have to do the essay. wasted time. tsk.
recess was a breeze.
went by like so fast.
almost late for science.
boring.
unusally.
supposed to be fun copying notes.
instead went through papers.
i didn't do my homework.
so you can see..haha..
science is first period tomorrow.
no time to do homework right now.
shall copy from the board. or maybe from gen?
well.
tired man.
went to toilet after science.
met debra and her friend.
denise? dunno.
seemed like they were running from goh weesuan.
just then i was eating my mini hamburger.
given by the lit teachers to encourage us.
*aww. that is so nice.*
[an essay is just like a hamburger.
you need an introduction (top bun).
you need a lot of actions (ingredients).
you need a lot of links and analysis (mayonnaise, ketchup).
you need a conclusion (bottom bun).
you will have a delicious hamburger for the teachers if you have all of that.]
well.
they were hiding in the toilet cubicles.
had to look out for goh.
in the end goh had gone another way to our class.
so was kinda late for eng.
there's this collaboration thingy for japan and singapore.
shall talk about it in the next entry.

life is like a sine graph =)
9:13 PM