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wishlist
1. acjc band to get GWH for syf
2. new pencilcase!
3. new wallet
4. new shoes (sports/flats)
5. new phone?
20031119

HASH(0x849dee8)
G# minor - You are not totally happy, and you know
it. At least you are trying to do something
about it. You like to think and create to try
and sort out your problems. Keep going the way
you are, and you will soon be on speaking terms
with your demons.


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life is like a sine graph =)
8:43 PM


shit.

i can't stand it anymore.

you freaking hypocrite.
you just had to destroy me huh?
you wanted to see me cry.
you wanted to see me scream in agony.
you wanted to see me shattered.
what is your friggin problem?
whatever you do must get into my head and settle before blowing up like hell.

you betrayed me.
you betrayed me.
you betrayed me.
you betrayed me.
you betrayed me.
you betrayed me.
you betrayed me.
you betrayed me.
you betrayed me.
you betrayed me.

got that in your peanut head?
sucking asshole.
who do you think you are?
you just feign ignorance to people you see bu shuang.
you slobber and suck up to your favourite seniors.
trying to get into people's good books huh?
helloo.
please get this in your broken-down brain.

you may get into people's good books but the scar you left on me will stay forever!!!
you may get into people's good books but the scar you left on me will stay forever!!!
you may get into people's good books but the scar you left on me will stay forever!!!
you may get into people's good books but the scar you left on me will stay forever!!!
you may get into people's good books but the scar you left on me will stay forever!!!
you may get into people's good books but the scar you left on me will stay forever!!!
you may get into people's good books but the scar you left on me will stay forever!!!
you may get into people's good books but the scar you left on me will stay forever!!!
you may get into people's good books but the scar you left on me will stay forever!!!
you may get into people's good books but the scar you left on me will stay forever!!!

SO.
even if after you see this and BLOW UP..
i will not care a single bit..
YOU CAN TELL EVERYONE THAT I AM A FUCKING SLUT..
i will not bother anything about you...
but after that you will start to regret it..
for I AM GOING TO LET YOU TASTE YOUR OWN MEDICINE...
i'm gonna do BOTH of what you did to me..
in april..
and in october..
HAHA..
i'm gonna pass around...
the horror..the truth of what you really are...
the REAL BITCH IN YOU...
then not only that..
I'M GOING TO TELL EVERYONE about YOUR SECRETS!!!!
like what you did to me..
HAHAHA!
then..do you think you can still suck up to your seniors?
do you think you can still stay cool and be so worried about maluation?
and haha..not only that..
i'm going to do something..
i'll break you and your clique up!!
AHAHAHAHA!
how's that?

you bitch..you better get this clear..
i'm not one to be meddled with..
give me some RESPECT before i can respect you...
but you DIDN'T.
and i'm not planning on sucking up to YOU.
to get that shrivelling piece of respect.
i'm going to HATE YOU TO THE CORE.
ya heard that?
i'm not gonna befriend someone who FAKES anything..
just to get attention..
yeah right..
now you've got attention..
just because of MY SECRET..
and since you've done that..
YOU ALMOST BROKE ME AND MY FRIEND UP!
YOU HYPOCRATIC FREAK!
what else do you want to do now huh?
wanna make people worry for you and your FAKE thing..?
i just wonder why so many people think you're so good.
and I CANNOT UNDERSTAND why you can even get a boyfriend.
honestly i don't give a damn about those big-headed boys.
they suck.
but YOU GET SUCH A GOOD LIFE..by RUINING OTHERS!!!
you almost ruined me in april..telling everybody i'm stuck-up bitch..
yeah..
i'm a slut who sucks up to seniors..
whatever you want.
fine.
i don't care.
and i just forget about it.
but NO.
you had to destroy me another time.
I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW STUPID I CAN BE!!!
why did i even tell YOU about my SECRET!
i thought i could trust you.
after we made up.
but oh nonono.
you just had to kill me of my energy.
kill me of my pride.
kill me of my EVERYTHING.
but let me remind you.
EVEN IF YOU'VE GOT THE SECRET OUT..
ME AND MY FRIENDS WILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!
and bonds shall not be broken because of YOU, BITCH!!!!!
i know...
you're going to get at me again..
this is only the second time..
each year you MUST try to destroy me in whatever way..
TWICE...
by the time i'm sec four you'd be gone..
so there are TWO more years..
which means you're gonna get me FOUR more times..
and i'm not gonna give a DAMN about anything..
cause i'm gonna remain strong...
my friends and i will not just COLLAPSE because of a puny nincompoop like YOU!
you can try to destroy me...
but try as you want..
i will not be DEFEATED..
just because of YOU.

you stinking bitch.


okay, that was unnecessary.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:10 AM


yeeps..heys again~
kayys..
went to emily's hse on monday!
yeps.
took a 25 minute bus ride frm lakeside.
so it turned out that she lived in a maisonette (2-lvl hdb)..
which is SO CHIO!
haha.
played vice city and harvest moon etc.
yeah.
blaah.
ate a sandwich lunch.
yum!
thanks for the food~~
played the piano..
yeah.
like, fooled around.
was copying emily's math homework anyway hahahah.
so sorry yah.
bao qian bao qian.
went back into a chao messy home.
cousins were fooling around.
grrh.
dammit.
okay nevermind..
went to esplanade library today!
supposed to do "research".
which turned out to copying emily's math!! hahahaaha.
left at one..after the study period that is.
went to marina square..
ate lunch.
went to citilink..
and then went to redhill.
went to ikea. :D
bought the pillow i wanted.
it rocks!
the pillow cover is in the washing now.
should be okay by tomorrow.
yays~
bought 4 small glass bottles too.
for..ahhaha..shan't say...
err..
went home TOO early..
mum was not back home yet..
so got locked out!
had to wait for like...
1 and a half hours?!
so shitty kay..
leg suan liao lors..
tskk..
anyway..
time to sleep! yeps...
its 12 plus already..its wednesday now..
haha..
yep..
okays..
time to say goodnite!
oh yah..
happy birthday iswarya!
you're 13 today!
erm..
yesterday!
in a sense..
cos today's wednesday.
early morning wednesday.
so..
happy belated birthday!
you rock!
gud nites!


[currently wondering why i still have the mood to play the clarinet at 12.06am in the morning.]

life is like a sine graph =)
12:08 AM


20031116

hey pples :)
my gawd..
i think i haven't updated for almost 2 years, ka?
recap again huh?
by the way, i changed the template.

[wednesday 051103]
went out with gen to buy materials at spotlight.
realised how ulu shopping malls look like waaay early in the mornin'.
well, specifically, at 10am.
anyway.
had light lunch at yoshi.
finished up the specimens.
went shopping.
cut my hair 2 inches.
went to orchard to walk.
but in the end it was quite boring i think.
forgot le!
went to a lot of populars.
bought the buy2get1free kinda pc games.
me and gen bought one each and we're sharing the free one.
anyway i think we went to the populars at orchard, tiongbahru and jurongpoint.
ohwells.
quite happy with the games.
dino island rocks! :)

[thursday 061103]
slaggggged at home.
woke up early.
ate breakfast.
used com.
watched tv.
did some homework.
used com.
ate lunch.
used com.
watched tv.
used com.
ate snack.
watched tv.
used com.
did some homework.
watched tv.
ate dinner.
used com.
watched tv.
slept.

[friday 071103]
practically same as thursday.
wondering what i watch so much?
morning: ranma 1/2 [axn]
early afternoon: anything's on the screen
late afternoon: chun dao ren jian [channel8]
evening: holland v [channel8]
night: whatever that's on the screen. preferably PCK pte ltd, lydia, achar!, 9pm shows on channel8.
sigh.
i'm becoming a couch potato.
and furthermore not much homework done yet.

[saturday 081103]
had band.
usual.
oh wells.
feel kinda disappointed in my playing.
unfortunately i don't think there's any improvement since september.
i'd better buckup.
pples were sleepy during music class.
went to club.
got this perfect idea.
started working on it.

[sunday 091103]
nothing?!
i don't see anything on my ninth of november, two thousand and three, sunday slot.
oh yes.
went to holland v.
long time since i've been there.
went to queenstown library.
borrowed a few rotting books.

[monday 101103]
practically the same as thursday and friday.
slacked.
and i didn't even touch my homework.
naughty me.
wells.
nothing much.

[tuesday 111103]
cute date today.
as in the date.
the date that we use everyday.
the date that goes eleventh of november.
not the other date.
anyway.
went to gen's house.
she had this cute pillow in her house.
gigantic.
humongous.
enormous.
large.
well.
perhaps i shall buy something like that?
anyway.
hang around the com.
sharyl, em and i were struggling to do the homework.
they didn't want to do it anyway.
but i was so so determined to finish that stupid geography crossword.
haha.
in the end we swapped answers.
(more like they copied mine!)
and checked the internet and textbks for other clues.
finished it.
the three of us copied gen's cheena homework.
hahaha.
well.
had this scrumptous lunch at gen's house.
homecooked stir-fried noodles.
yum!
accompanied with nuggets hot from the toaster.
yummies~
thanks a lot for the food, auntie!
slacked like everyone did.
then had this yummie apple strudel!
em brought it along.
well.
the pastry was destroyed by me after i dug out the apple cream.
as you know i am lactose-intolerant..
so i just ate the lovely pastries.
totally yum.
so sorry..had to let gen's mum clear up the blobs of cream on my plate.
gomenasai~
went to jurongpoint.
bought socks.
freesbie.
took neos.
in the trading card form.
kewt :D
ate half-dinner at mos.
ate another half-dinner at home.
oh wells.
it was a kewl day.
yep.

[wednesday 121103]
had a dental appointment early in the mornin'.
then had to go to the hospital to have my injection.
so-so.
no burns or whatever.
went to chinatown goldendragon.
bought the materials.
went to spotlight to buy other materials.
man jai er gui.

[thursday 131103]
PUSHED myself to finish up as much homework as possible.
and i did!
surprisingly!
just that the maths stuff is still pending to finish up..
and i shall try to complete it by wednesday. yep.
so much homework..
off my chest.
my tian.
i am not believing this!

[friday 141103]
fetched grp6 members frm mrt station back home.
amanda had a stomachache..
and aisyah..
grr..
its either she really didn't know or she is just feigning ignorance to go for her ncc and see her perfect sgt wan hui.
but nevermind.
slacked.
(i am so disappointed!)
didn't do practically ANYTHING.
oh well.
i guess i'll have to complete everything MYSELF.
okay okay.
it is MY FAULT that we slacked and so i shall shut up.
so you all just shut up too and do NOTHING.
yea?
i'd better take it cool.
or else i'll be showing them the reign of the fire.
oh shut it.
luckily they left quickly at one plus.
chh.

[saturday 151103]
had band.
yeah.
usual.
malu-ed myself!! my god.
it was like.
really.
TWICE.
lesson: DO NOT BITE THE MOUTHPIECE or else you'll SQUEAK the sky down. and malu yourself.
i hate maluation.
oh well.
bleah.
usual.
i've got the feeling of love in my heart..it was so nice..not like the others..
but i feel so bad..its alone..all alone....i want to reach out to it..for it...but its gone....for now..

music class took a century to end..
its starting to suck..
oh well.
went back home.
yeah.
slacked.
watched tv!
and practiced on the clarinet.
late at night.
i wonder what my neighbours think..
me waking them up from their beauty sleeps.
hahah!

[sunday 161103] today!
okay.
today i rotted like nothing.
yeah.
went out for dinner with relatives.
boring as usual.
yep.
tomorrow's gonna be great.
and the day after tomorrow.
yeah.



[currently gaping over two fishes in my fishtank.
they swam together.
TOGETHER!
at the same pace.
same speed.
same direction.
that means one thing.
they're in love.
and they're gonna have babies!
oh my tian.]

life is like a sine graph =)
10:58 PM


20031104

recap.. -_-"

[sat]
boring.
sigh.
rot.
zzt.

[sun]
boring.
had a strange dream.
2, in fact.
one of which i went back to pri. sch.
had lunch with one of my friends.
another one was about band prac.
the whole band was like practicing in a kind of room.
you know.
like those empty shops like for rent.
totally empty.
plain walls, no light, a few windows.
seemed like great world city.
xiao.
oh well.
only about 4 clarinet jrs came.
all had some prob with mouthpiece.
went to look for a toilet to wash the mouthpiece.
all of us got lost.
when we finally came back we got scolded by mrs chua.
then we during sectionals we got scolded by brynn and regina.
at both times all of us cried.
which is like.
erts.
so horrible.
and then we couldn't play what they wanted us to.
and then got scolded again.
cried again.
then mrs chua took the 4 of us only.
and we couldn't play.
all of us cried.
except liling.
she was staring so hard at mrs chua..
i wonder how my brain cells can cook up such a stupid story..
boring.

[mon]
went back to sch for lessons.
can't believe i could handle 4 HOURS of toopid chinese.
oh nevermind.
gen, em and i rushed to tiongbahruplaza.
got some KFC.
rushed back.
in 1 hour.
realised that english was cancelled.
damn you, gohweesuan!
curse you!! &I#Y^#&%&!@%*&#$!(@&#!!!
went to heeren with gen.
walked around.
saw this nice wallet.
$11.90.
oh well.
shall reconsider.
went to buy some scrunchies.
took neos.
went to com shop.
saw sheep.
kewl game.
wanted to buy it.
gen wanted to buy another one.
buy 2 get 1 free.
one more.
there was one that was nice.
but no discount.
so suan le.
went to taka.
went to mrt popular.
nada.
went to tiongbahruplaza popular.
the sheep game was tattered and torn.
saw another nice game.
went to jp popular.
bought sheep.
gen's game.
and dino land.
ohwell.
went home.

[today]
gen, em and sharyl came to rot in my house.
played like siao.
2 playing com, 2 watching tv.
taking turns.
from 10 to 5.
kewl.
come again, pple!
having signess again.
whatever.
snnifff.
tsk.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:35 PM