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20040331

what am i doin online!
whatever.
hafta relax sometimes.

today is like so scary.
honestly.
everythin was went well until math.
leemin and amanda lim collapsed.
horrid.
was playin capt ball durin pe.
leemin in my grp.
didn't notice anythin abt her.
oh and.
pe was so damn funny.
ms wong and anna was comparin who can catch the ball.
like. anna on the chair.
yeah and stretchin their hands.
and the ball just came like that.
lol. and anna missed it!
and everyone was like.
i'm gonna kill you anna and mswong!
and everyone was laughin.
oh man pe rocks.

okay um.
didn't know what happened to amanda lim.
think she just collapsed when she sat down
or somethin.
in the end she didn't even respond.
like when you call her name she's like just dead.
scary huh.
she got sent to hospital.
in a cute stretcher. ohho.
get well soon yeah.

kay leemin.
noticed her after carryin the chairs back.
she was like in a horrible condition
like when lynny hyperventilated
fists clenched
eyes closed
hard breathin
on the verge of tears.
i think she was dizzy.
her head was spinnin.
as in practically. really.
i was so shocked.
gohailin was like. buy tissue.
lol okay.
leeboonkeng was tryin to help.
hah no avail.
man stupid ang just had to butt in.
crazy woman.
couldn't find a suitable 'oxygen mask'
used plastic bags
not suitable
in the end i had to run to the GO
to get an a4 paper envelope
and the GO pple are just too smart
they don't even know what im askin for
and they gave me a vomit bag.
stupid.
kay ran back to leemin
they scrunched up the envelope
and just let her breathe in it
sumore that stupid ang say that
'this happens in most cases whereby the student is very hardworking and pressure herself a lot'
'happens to those very stressed people'
what the hell la you.
tian you jia chu.
sighx.
oh man the scene was just so horrid
its so scary
man.
had this feelin that we could lose her anytime
though i looked like shit and couldn't do anythin
i knew that she is deteorating..
she musn't overexert herself anymore
don't wanna get the feelin of losin someone again
i am gonna make her eat during recess too.
and i am gonna make her run with me durin mass run.
yeps.
leemin is fragile.

me and qiuyi are thinkin
that ms wong feels guilty
cause of the two things that happened
sighh.
sumore last time
i fell down durin her pe.
ahhaha.
hey you two
get well soon yeah.

today is a tirin day
drained of energy.
perhaps i should overexert myself too
can lose weight faster
yeah ok nice one.

i love math remedial man.
it rocks.
tskk.

`you dont know
the value of somethin
until you've lost it
but it'll be too late*]]

--concerto d'amore`

life is like a sine graph =)
9:51 PM


20040330

okay.
just added the crezaward pics.
in courtesy of mswong! (:
yepx.

quest rocks.
whee.
joyene rocks.
farahin rocks.
too bad didn't take any pics of them bein so sexy.
lol.
kay im goin crazy.

life is like a sine graph =)
8:52 PM


HAPPY B'DAY WANQI! (:
okies i know you love purple. and blue. happy b'day you siao zhar bor. hoho!


okies.
i am seriously slackin.
don't see any point in doin art.
ah well.
new art teacher is odd.
don't like her.
eeyucks.
tomorrow art again.
haven't done the proj.
shit la.

today is seriously a bad day.
both of them are really pmsin big time.
crazy.
ain't my prob.
go scram lah.
don't wanna have anythin to do with you.

gave lynny a star.
lolx that was so funny.

ms wong is sickk
poor her.
yesterday we abused her
lolx.
asked her to shut ms tan up.
ah well of cos ms tan is pissed.
man.
ms wong rocks lor.
we all are meanos.
lol.

assembly was so borin.
blehx.

stop usin me
stop makin me your cover
stop doin everythin
get away
i dont need you
im not your partner
im not your mum
im not your anyone
but im just there
and you just like makin use of me
i hate you
you made me do what you want
what about me?
if i asked you to do that for me
im sure you wouldn't.
so just go away
stop makin use of me anymore
im tired.
im not your cover for your face
im not someone who likes gettin injured by you
i hate the way you treat me
i hate the way you treat anyone
i hate the way you treat everyone
be fair
play the game
stop injurin me
physically
emotionally.
you're havin damn lota fun
makin use of me.
remember
water is renewable
but it will become non-renewable soon.
my patience was renewable
but it has now been drained
by you.
fuckoff.


man am i pissed.
i love ice longan.
seriously.
i am gonna eat that everyday.

life is like a sine graph =)
4:39 PM


kk.
i just helped qiuyi to do up blog.
kk shall find nice nice template.
yepx.
assembly soon.
kay.

life is like a sine graph =)
12:53 PM


20040329

today was alright
had a long walk to the new classroom
i think it sucks big time
ah well
3c3 sucks
she sucks too.
whatever.
we are gonna sue 3c3.
if ms tan doesn't allow
i'm gonna sue them myself.
ah well
im not a bad debater eh
right guys
hohoho.
*thinkin abt the compensation.

new environment isnt very good
kinda condusive.
feelin cramped all the time.
fans are screwed.
so hot. and some people say its cold.
i think our class has some prob with body temp.
whatever. i am bein spastic.

slept frm maths to recess.
cme was totally boring.
cant believe i was sleepin in fronta neo.
sigh. life is screwin up.
recess and lunch was like.
total buffet.
shucks i am gorging too much.
haha. after-crezawards-symptoms.
pbl was finally held in class.
cant believe i had this thought
that i could actually be late for band.
i am seriously slacking.
whatever.

drumline rocks.
it rocks and rocks and rocks.
oh man.
ruth wants it for her b'day.
i'll check HMV out yeah.
soundtracks and vcd.
yeps.
band passed kinda quickly with the movie.
haha i was actually sitting kinda comfortably.
hoho. good position. heh.

i donno why
i got this feelin
and i kno that its true
hey girl
if you hate me
you dont have to hide it
i can see it
you just tell me in the face
i dont want to pretend anymore.
man i donno whats her prob.

why do you think
you have so many priorities
so many priviledges
when you dont?

why does everyone think
i have an attitude problem
when i dont
but other people really have
and they dont get despised.


the world is biased.
yeah i agree man.
the world is dyin
there's an environment crisis
a situation where the environment is in danger of being destroyed
ah well
bein geographical
hoho.
this is what happens after talkin to ms wong.
crazy la.

im moodswingin.
oh man.
i am still crazy over drumline.
it rocks big time.
oh man perc rocks.
snaredrum rocks.
im so crazy.
uh klarinette still rocks la.
yepx. heh. (:

tmr is a special dayy~
haha. check my specials` list.
hoho. (:

life is like a sine graph =)
9:03 PM


20040328

hoho
yesterday was so productive.
yay.
i love myself.

early for band
late for marching
illogical.
had to go to the toilet
so in the end had to run 2rounds.
ah well.
marching was so maluatin.
have a feelin she hates us.
[keluar baris.]

ox and i totally forgot my clarinet!
oh dear oh dear.
haha.
no punishment because
both of us would get it
haha.
and ox is sure not willin to give herself
punishment.
hohoho!

band was alright.
kept moving ard.
yeah.
combined.
the princesses jaune thing.
i love peiting's solo.
peiting you see this!
hah.
tell you ar.
you can do it kay.
dun need to be scared.
yep! go peiting =)

break.
din manage to eat anythin.
poor pamela.
i didn't know you loved the sun.
yeah.
eh cheer up kay.
she's not worth of your anger.

sectionals then combined.
i am fallin in love with jaune.
haha.
the solos rock.
whee..
yep. eh.
band ended.
then slacked big time outside band rm.
with pt and jess.
like for almost 2 hours.
hoho.
talk a lot.
went to tiong after that.

was huggin jess's flute.
jess was huggin pt's clarinet.
pt was holdin my shoe.
hah.
went mrt thru backgate.
new route =)
yeps.

heh!
steamboat lunch!
em you hear that!
why you go home huh.
should've come with us.
hoho.
so many interesting stuff happen.
hor jess.
hohoho!
yep.
steamboat rocks.
me and jess gave all our veg to pt.
cook for her sumore.
hahaha.
pt healthy healthy.
my steamboat pot kana chao da.
toopid lor.
i love the soup. hohoho.
we made pt's soup extra spicy.
our red chilli all plop inside.
hahaha.
pt did sth funny.
i think jess and i forgot.
yeah. ah well.
we almost just walked out without payin.
hoho.
jess almost left her flute.
hah.
the steamboat is good.
next time we go again arh.
(:

walked ard and wasted time.
in the end kinda late already.
bought dinner.
the coke kept spilling.
crappy.
frm there take mrt.
walked to sch.
i was so damn tired out okay.
was rushin like hell.
gate gonna close any minute.
stupid.
practically collapsed at the hall.
everyone in outfit except me.
so extra =\\ but i still love my band tee.
did mike test.
ate dinner.
tian ar.
the fries were all soggy.
and i didnt have much appitite.
very thirsty though.
spilled a lot of lemon tea.
nevermind.
thinkin abt that makes me pissed.
she doesn't care abt me bein responsible at all.
ah well.

oh yeah.
toopid sch attendant
came ard and looked for some band members
and i had to go with her
cause em was already fulldress.
whatever
yeah ms wong forgot to lock the door.
and off the store rm lights.
yeahh.
seemed v scary
the lights all off and everythin
ah well
its my band rm la
so nothin to be scared of.
goon almost saw me with phone
crap.
these days goon always almost catches me.
its gettin risky..

changed
put on the makeup
everyones glitter was like all over the place.
backstage toilet,
ava mezzanine
2nd lvl toilet also.
ers.
nvm.
people started to come in when it was only like 6.30.
crazy.
well
it just started off like that
and everythin passed very quickly.

we were like shoo-ed upstairs
and we were like puttin on makeup in the dark.
hohoho.
qiuyi went crazy with glitter.
she just pinched some and threw it on your face i tell you.
crazy. i think my eye has some in them.
oh yeah.
farahin (prev frm band)
she's doin a solo
and she's so good.
hoho.
em and i were like throwin glitter all over her
hah.
makin her look sexy
whoo.
yeahh and then she and em were lookin outta the window
admiring the nite scene
erbs.
then they stopped because
just in case there was somethin out there
hah.
then it led to some band ghost thing
haha so siao.
farahin you haven't finished your story ar.
tell me next time.
hoho.

had to go downstairs
change shift
haha.
right.
we started to arrange the mikes
and positions
lol.
when geraldine said
2c2 girls consisting of band-
*screams
eldds and choir.
thanks eh
band rocks
and the seniors too
hoho.

started singin
voice cracked thrice
legs kept on shifting
and the great thing was
nobody moved
whatever
i am very pissed
but i wasn't gonna spoilt the day just like that.

we went in and everybody was like yayy.
took our stuff and went upstairs to watch.
then we made wishes on the north star.
yay. hope it comes true.
well it doesn't seem to be
for the second part of the wish.
nevermind. haha.

yep and the participants were all like assembling for the prize givin
then the curtains suddenly opened
when a guest was singing
people screamed
and i went 'erbs.'
hahaha. fan ying mao dun.
whatever.
then we were all dancin with the song
yeah
and then after that everyone got their certs
and their trophies
we didn't win
oh well
frosted sounds was good!
my tian
yeps.
hungama won
congrats apurva!
geraldine won too!
whee. yeps.
and a few more i don't actually rmb..

cheers to joyene and farahin
you two did a great job man
doesn't matter if you din get the prize
but all of us did it
and we rock! yayy~

i am tellin myself
i hate anna cheng
she just came along
and screamed for us to get outta the hall
crapper.
and we were takin pics with ms wong sumore.
because of cheng there was acutally 1 cam which din take
shit her.

yayy yest was so memorable.
would like to thank a few people who helped us a lot

thanks to our dear class
for votin for us =)
you guys rock
2c2 forever.

thanks to the people who voted for us
well i don't rmb well.
but i rmb got a lot frm hungama!
thankew!

thanks to the band members
who screamed when we performed
ohhohoho.

thanks to gen s
thanks for the flowers!
=D

thanks to shervon!
for givin us tips on clothes
and the way of life
shervon rocks -sometimes.

thanks to ms wong
for everything
helpin us more than supposed to
givin tips on the clothes
lendin us money
carin abt our welfare
carin abt our situation
carin abt us

supplyin us with plasters sumore
hoho.
thanks a lot ms wong
really appreciate it
couldn't have done it without you
we owe you one
(:
ms wong rocks`
its gonna be hard to part
crezawards rocked.
i have succeeded in makin myself happy
i am happy~
ms wong rocks forever.

life is like a sine graph =)
3:16 PM


20040326

i just realised
i have cuts all over my body
and pains also
this is so hilarious.
i mean there's this cut
which lasted liks two weeks
hoho im odd.

i wonder where i got them from.

eh. oh yeah right.
haha lijin was so sweet today
she wanted my cake
and i only had the ones i bought
and when i offered she was like
'noo i want your cake'
hahaha. so sweet. =)

our new classrm sucks.
its gross and dirty.
ain't surprised.
that class consists of the prev 2c2 pple.
unfortunately she is in that class too.
argh.
she sucks.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:30 PM


tired.
today was like.
so fast.
yet so slow.
whatever.

homec was disgusting.
our lime icing was blue.
we rock eh gen. (:
i hate cakes.
i feel fat man.

the lessons after recess were
slow.
then had running session
around the sch
well i enjoyed it.

i seriously prefer janet lee
to maria tan
SERIOUSLY.


went shoppin again
late for dental appt
mum fumin.
whatever.
ate mos.
went heeren.
bleh.
went tuition.
tuition actually made me tired.
whao.
went dinnering.
came home.
tired..

tomorrow's goin to be a tirin day.
i wish i can bathe in school.
but its scary.
ah well.

band tmr,
then music at 3
and crezawards at 4.30.
i am tellin myself
i must enjoy tomorrow
without my cam.

i hate my parents
when they dont let me
remember my memorable days.

i know im wrong
but im not tryin to decide for myself
it was just the response at that moment
whatever;
everyone thinks i have a serious ap.
just leave me alone to bitch to myself.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:21 PM


20040325

i was a stupid fool
to look forward to band today.

she must be pmsin.
started off with her attitude again
i hate it alright
and thanks a lot
for makin me misunderstood again
grace is misunderstandin again.
i made her angry again
oh man why is this happenin
im sorry.


today was almost usual
and she just had to screw it up.
then chain events.
heck.

i am now in 2nd clarinet.
don't deserve it.
brynn let me go back.
i tell you
i am not
disappointed.
seriously.

mad and me
got trans up
and mad pulled regina along
after a crying session
ohhoho.
mad's good.

didn't know what happened
just started to blink alot
and the whole world was filled
with tears
again.

i dont wanna leave the 3rd part
i dont wanna cause trouble again
i dont wanna go anywhere
because i dont deserve anything.

maybe bcause too many things on my mind
too many for me
and everything just came rolling out
cant help it anymore

so many problems
so many lies
so many loves
and so many byes

so much hate
so much anger
so much angst
life is bitter

know nothing can be done now
i'll just have to continue on
with my pathetic life
shall jiayou.

--

ash cried
because mad came up too
well
i have this feelin
that i am pullin mad up with me
and puttin everyone back into the third
its a horrible feelin.
i feel at fault.
honestly.
guilt is all over me.
argh.
nevermind.
i am a piece of shit.

--

today combined rocked.
tried out new songs
on sale.
hohoho.
the wonderful friendship so rocks.
hoho.
the ceremonial march is a bit boring.
the march together also.
but ahhaa!
my tian.
anyone of us!
oogghh
the memories.
yayy and mrs chua's intendin on buyin it!
whoopee!
crezawards sumore.
hoho! =D
okay this is
heavy moodswingin.
sigh.

life is like a sine graph =)
9:45 PM


20040324

HAPPY B'DAY GEN! (:
okies i know you love purple. happy b'day and i luv you always! =D


im addicted to hersheys.
cookies and creme kisses.
i am in love with them.

whaat i did that stupid test again.
and i found out that i care most about her?!
that's mad.
it isn't accurate anyways.
qiuyi is, as always, my lucky star.
ohhohoho.

i am in love with lord of the dances.
em i love the traditional version!
so 'countryside'!
haaa..
im sittin in a daze
listenin to it
i am going crazy.

it starts with them again.
arghh.
okay at least today was alright.
lol i would like to thank kejia
for not wearing that horrible
murky GREEN coat for the rehearsal.
hohoho they're my dear children.
kay goin mad.

rehearsal was boring.
met some cute ppl.
apurva was like havin some comb stuck in her hair.
hoho. that is so haha-ey.
whatever.
met this 1g1 girl
hoho she looks like sec 3!
well i thought she was.
that is so amazin huh.
face so mature. ahahah.
wellwell.
lots of mistakes in rehearsal.
nobody moved.
i am so angry.
move people!
or else i'll spoil your whole crezawards nite.
i'll be the only one movin.
that is so sick.
ahh whatever.

ended like 5.45?!
my god.
qiuyi and i had wasted like dunno how many tricklin minutes
flaggin a taxi.
toopid huh.
took 132 instread.
walked to wisma.
bought the thing.
went home.
tired eh..

shall be guai today.
reply all the letters
then do some art.
hohoho first time.
im determined to brainwash my parents
they don't even know about what i do
ah well thats good
but its annoyin.
they think that i had math rem
and it started at 2 and ended at 6.
that is damn toopid.
whatever.

i am still in love with lordofthedances.
i am goin crazy.
i'm lovin' it man..
life rocks with you around.

//edited//
this is crazy!
i still have body glitter!
leftover man!
and it is like.
whatever i touch there will be glitter.
so there is glitter all over the place!
even my chair!
hoho the 'clarinet' i wrote on my arm
its still there you know.
ahh whatever.
crazy glitter!

life is like a sine graph =)
8:25 PM


20040323

Crescent Girl's School
which secondary school (singapore) should you be in?
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okay apparently i'm very cgs.
hah shall be proud to say so.
erps.

yep.
my house reeks of:
butter
sugar
chocolate
cakes.
project X apparently was quite a success.
eh laurel n xiangmei.
whee!
so fun okay.
gen and i made the cakes
then laurel and xiangmei
then i had to keep dear gen busy
and mum had to help out with the chiffon cake.
hah we were makin it secretly
as gen's b'day cake.
and gen was starting to suspect us.
hohoho.
thrillin.
hah the chiffon cake sank.
and it looked like so flat.
hoho.
and it tastes a bit funny.
like bread.
ah well. hoho.
today i put on 5kg i think.
ate like..
-5 muffins. plus topping okay!
-chocolates. gonna get stomachache soon.
-chips.
i burnt myself.
sobs.
nobody touch my right middle finger.
i love the shaved chocolate okay.
i am the pro.
whohoho!
this is mad.
took some pics.
anyone wanna have a look just ask eh.
whee.
today is a great day.

well not so great about assembly!
god now even my mortals are teasin me!
goin crazy kay.
whatever.

happy b'day gen!
we love you always!
`sam laurel xm.
gen your bday present frm me and qiuyi
will arrive a little late
because of the late arrangement
we had with the delivery crane.
`winks.

they've come up with this total stupid idea
of coverin their fats
with jackets.
what fuck is that
comon you gotta get down to earth gurl.
im sick of all this
what crazy kinda thought is that
if i said this in fronta you
you'd just be polite with me thats all
reason with me
say sorry or whatever
but no
you can't do anythin
to change my thinkin of you
you and you also
both of you
take a look at yourselves please
both coucillors
got sum bright future
yeah huh
and what huh
you two idiots are actin superior
and bein irresponsible
what fuck i shouldn't have even chose you
when we had the votin
for the shitty councillors
you are a great disappointment
and what huh
you and her
both
are actin superior and what eh
we listen to your crap
and i obey your commands
try to buy everythin in budget
cheaper the better
cute clothes
great makeup
fittin your conditions
and what do i get
do you do your part
no
i call you all up
tell you guys to bring stuff
but what the fuck NO
you just dont want it my way huh
im tryin to make things easier
and thankyouverymuch
you all just love to make it harder for me
i tell you to bring this
you say okay
and the next mornin youre not here
why
goin for some shitty camp
and what the hell
you dont even tell me about it
and you said okay
what kinda promise is that.
both of you
you two and your manners
get outta my sight
i've been waitin long
since last yr
to say this all out
but i just didnt
because you were just bein polite
and now i have finally said it
i hope you feel hurt man.
hate you.
im sadistic
thats what i am
so go away
you piss me off when i see you.

--makin me spend my money
helpin you all
tryin to make our grp the best
to make us win
and glamorous on crezawards nite
doin my best in helpin out
makin me tired out
makin me contribute
you know
do you even try
you have your fuckin probs
i have mine
your probs are not mine
solve them yourself
just do what you are supposed to
and i'd like to say that
you two are just pullin us down
thanks a lot.
as far as i kno here
im the one in charge of the dressin
and im not givin any chances
for you all to wear that fuckin coat
and pull down our image
of QUEST.

i believe leemin and qiuyi agree with me
that YOU have changed
certainly
perhaps too crazy over your internet boy
i don't know
but im not gonna care
because the old you is gone
and the new you
is not my type
get lost man
your politeness
won't get u anywhere
gurl you gotta face the reality
you. suck.
as for you
i dont know what to say
but you are certainly
a stupid
rebonded hair
vain
idiotic
bitch.
get a life.

you know who you are.

dont care if you see this
would be glad if you did
then you'd know the real sam
and get rollin.


i realise that not all councillors are as good as i thought.
sighh. my stupidity eh.


my parents dont fucking understand me
they pretend they're trying to
im gonna die.

in the end - linkin park
It starts with one
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
i designed this rhyme to explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
I wasted it all
just to watch you go
I kept everythin inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a
memory of a time when

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind i designed this rhyme to remind myself how (I tried so hard)
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so [far]
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a
memory of a time when I

Tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn’t even matter

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn’t even matter

life is like a sine graph =)
7:26 PM


kay in com lab now.
dearest qiuyi here.
shall teach her what is a blog.
ohhohohoho.
shervon gettin pissed at noise level
hahaha.
kay lah.
gtg help out gen.
geog still rocks yeah.
=)

oh ya.
today the soup at the 4th stall
is very nice.
hoho gonna buy lunch frm there.
must put kiamkiam.
hohoho so cute eh.
yep.
dear shiany give me key!
aiya you gong.
never give me key number 3.
gimme the door as well lah you.
gongs.
yeahh k.
gtg liao lahs.
sigh i wanna go shopshop.
whatever.
zz.

qiuyi still staring.
tskk gong lah.

life is like a sine graph =)
12:33 PM


20040321

i am seriously missin in action.
shall get updated this very moment.

oh yeahh.
forgot to add.
on thurs.
met winnie!!
dear dear winnie.
so feminine now.
hohoho.
sighh our pathetic qifa days eh.
ah well.

oh and.
on thursday too.
i was standin right next to linda goon!
my tian.
i mean.
i was standin there
with heaps and heaps of bags
with the crezawards materials
and with my shirt tucked out!
i mean.
i don't care abt tucking in
cause i was like tryin on the skirts
and shirts
in heeren all the way to ps
shucks
and it just happened that linda goon was at the train station
and then i didn't even NOTICE her.
how great is that!
then when i entered the train compartment
i was like
-this woman on my left looks familiar.
oh shit LINDA GOON.
and i started to 'excuse me' and 'so sorry'
kept on squeezing my way through the people
for like 3 carriages.
until i was far far away from goon.
and then i started tucking in like siao.
gosh.
i am so lucky.
she didn't see me cause she was further front.
i am very very lucky.
thank god.

alright enough.

friday`

reached school damn early.
started makin lil stars for you-know-who.
was like sms-ing under some teacher's very nose.
hohoho.
decided to go tbp to buy some stuff.
-wink.
ran all the way to redhill mrt
and realised that redhill also got what i want
blehh.
bought quite a lot. henh.
ran back just in time
and i found out that this gurl
she betrayed me
and i almost got into trouble

thankyouverymuch
now i know what kinda gurl
you are already
get away from me
don't wanna see you no more
you may be cute
you may be friendly
but you are nonetheless
not trustworthy
i didn't know
i was too foolish
to have trusted you
in taking care of my treasure
you get lost
you whining pest
being sassy doesn't get you anywhere
sorry isn't of any use
you've hurt me
and now its time for me
to hurt you.
-merciless.


band started
and i got pissed for a very good reason
ahh well.
gosh
how come everyones sayin im hunchin
shucks man
even mswong.
this is gettin crazy.
im not hunchin!!
bleh.
sec1 comb.
ww comb.
brass comb.
main comb.
yepp.
short break in betwn.
i am going flatter by the day
ugh.

got extremely pissed sometime during sectionals
i mean
pls
this is a grp effort
yeah
so gettin glamour without the money factor
is outta the question.
but nevermind.
at least shes payin now.
god,
shervon your logic isn't workin with the money prob!

got so pissed after band
practically broke off frm em and gen
so sorry kay
i was lost in my mind.
and gen
pls.
dun anyhow say i dun want you to come along
it just pisses me off when others assume stuff.
seriously.
sorry.

im shocked
yet happy
at her reaction.
thanks buddy.


practically dashed across the road
and the cars were like comin thru
god. hanh.
rushed for the 111.
went to ps.
seemed like everyone was goin to ps.
lol.
dated hweegeok.
whoo.
hweegeok how lost can you get lor!
siao.
went to the toilet to change
yepp our em-gen-sam etiquette. =)
yayy our skirt rocks eh!
whee.
hanh i beautified myself that nite
lols.
stupid nail polish is still clingin on eh.
em help!! lol.

slacked around in ps.
you know.
i took a bottle of fab paint.
and i was like. ok gonna buy this.
-put in plastic bag-
i was holding her plastic bag
and then i just walked out of spotlight.
and i didn't even realise it.
oh god.
until i've walked until dunno how far.
then i was like. check phone lah.
and then.
shit where did this come from!!!
run back. put back. shake head.
act innocent. run awayyy.
crazy man!!
went to m&s and hweegeok bought some chips
sigh no chocolate raisins.
oh yeah! bought nail polish!
more hah.
and lip gloss.
whee.
shall buy some mascara the next time i go.
need it for the crezawards.
ughh.
yeahh.

got lost on the way to SCH.
ah well.
emily screamin and stuff.
got in.
and sat on the last row with hwee geok.
whoo.
i mean the mus'art pple were so good!
wanted to cry during wind+tree.
man. the memories.
hweegeok keep on sayin we better.
lol. haaha.
hweegeok you crazy nut
she dare to eat chips in SCH lor.
i mean.
thats crazy.
really. no food allowed sumore.
hohoho.
i recorded the second half of rosa.
forgot to record the first half!
haiyahh.
so sad ok. no tuba+eupho soli.
man i just love rosa.
hehh i recorded jazzica too.
but it sounds horribly weird
cause the decibels overshot.
lame eh.
yeah.
went home after that.
sighh.

i really hate my parents.
really.
don't understand then don't talk to me.
go away.
ahh nevermind.
noone really understands me anyway.
she isn't even with me anymore.
drifting is the word.

wkend`
rotted at m'sia i tell you.
i even kindly left my windbreaker
at my cousin's hse.
i am going to die without my dear
i need my windbreaker.
ahh whatever.
crapped and finished up whatever pendin hmwk.
crazy lah.
go m'sia whole day eat macs.
growin fat le i tell you.
tsk.

todayy!
tell you today is so funnie.
i dunno why
but im laughing for nothing.
crazy okay.
morning i got so pissed at maths
again.
then it was all the borin subs again.
then geog. ohhohoho.
returned the 70 bucks.
hahh ms wong was like
hur the notes still so new haha.
then she was so bigeyed i told her abt the useless clothes
say i spendthrift =\ hohoho.

yepp. geog always rocks.
hoho.

i love band. =)
whee.
tell you hardy mertens was like so ke ai.
and very kind also.
makes everyone feel at ease.
hmm good guy eh.
lalala. wanna go netherlands next year!
hohoho better get realistic lah.
wanna go everywhere lah.
japan! hoho about the 50 cents thing.
whee.

so tired now.
got so much revision to do
catchup to do
whatever
but i cant be bothered
ah well.
this is the first year i ever start studying hard
and what do i get.
sacarsm frm parents
no support at all
i really wanna let go.
can i just go away
and separate
because i hate you
you just had me born for nothing.
i don't wanna live in this household
where i dont get any support
for doing something right.
sighh shall not bitch about it here.
yepp goodbye.
dinner.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:47 PM


20040318

whees`
goin happier everyday
but is this
for real.


waka!
as in.
mann. im so happy.
hmm shall type out all the happy stuff here~

tuesdayy`
went to ps early in the mornin!
bought a shirt to replace the screwed one
and then went to spotlite to buy glit glue!
waited for 111 with my dadd
which took like a million years.
whoo. reached sch ard 11 plus.
yeahh band started and it was just normal stuff
just got very pissed at my reed.
hoho. shall buy some tomorrow.

happy bday regina!
yepyep the peergrp will always rmb u
cos u're the best! =)
yayy happy bday!

had this bday bash in the miniforum.
shervon was so extra
just had to rub in when we were doing hmwk after that
lamer.

wednesdayy`
went to tbp at 12
and dearest qiuyi took so quick to come!
as in. she is DAMN FAST you know!
yeahhh she is so fast that she is late by 20 minutes!!
very funny. hohoho. this is 90% sacarsm.

ate macs.
went chameleon.
bought the necklace again.
cause i lost it. the very next day.
so nice right! 100% sarcarsm!!
went coldstorage.
bought lots of chocolates. =)
until we like. forgot the time.
and when we got onto the train it was like.
1.40 pm.
had to meet the rest at 1.
yeahh. but changed the time to 1.30.
so yeahh not veh late lahh.

reached g blockk
changed into outfits
yeahh got ready for the crezawards rehearsal.
we were like practicingg
and it was like the whole place is unsuitable for practice
erbs`
so we went to the stairway
and there was like a million and one echos.
hah.
anyways we trained poor qiuyi
yeahh and we did our final one
then it was like we had only a few more items till us
yepp.
obviously the judges were happy with our harmonization
but outfit! =\\ too casual.
shervon was givin lotsa tips
thanks shervon
ur advice practically changed my outlook on life
thankyou
anyways!!
so we went orchard to shopshop!

thanks to our dearest geog n pe teach
(like she always says abt shuzhen..)
we had like an extra of 70 bucks!
i meann ms wong was like nahh this is 50 bucks.
enuff or not! [yes]
ahh nvm. take this 20 more dollars.
and the three of us were like harr!!
later u no money howw!
then she was explainin she had some other cash on her
and her atm card too.
hahh ms wong rocks (:

so me n qiuyi n leemin went orchard with ms wong
yepp we stopped at heeren n ms wong at isetan
-she almost forgot to get down cos we were talkin too much hahh.
yeahh we ransacked the whole of heeren in like 35 minutes.
forgot to take down the impt prices and shop names!!
*argh.
went to some louyah this fashion which sold only tops.
attracted by some louyah prices like 5 bucks.
we just bought some 7 pieces of fei wu.
crapp lah. now donatin to old folkies.

late for stupid nite course
stupid kiddies
stupid rich mummies and daddies
all of em suck lah.
stupid stupid.
i just learnt how to mmp a stupid lecture
you take a stupid paper
and a stupid pen
and start mmping.
and then you go home
and do it detailedly
and come up with another stupid mmp.
am drained of my pride as a sec 2
cos i was forced to sit with some stupid kiddos
like pri 3. god that sucked mann.

thursdayy`
mornin blues again
went to sch for cheena class
yeahh luckily aint late
was countin money during class
and calculatin in my notebk
unfotrunately got sighted by ms tan
so me n qiuyi were tryin to look innocent
with like. heaps on 10 buck notes on our laps.
isn't easy ya know.

had counselling again
dont find any meanin in life
so what can you do
dont care abt me
you go away
dont need your help
im not your pet
you dont need to try to make me feel good
know that you're tryin hard
but sorry
things aint made this wayy
you cant do anythin for me
you wont understand
you dunno what i want
and i dun think you'd wanna kno
so go away
i wont let you know anything else abt me anymore
i'll just crap away in the journal
make myself look happy on the outside
and rot in the inside
you're not of any help
sorry
thanks
but no thanks


went orchard again.
with qiuyi n leemin n gen.
went wisma and ate lunchh
went paragon
bought lip gloss n body glit
then lucky plaza
nothiness.
then heeren.
this time took down the prices
shops
and blahhh
in the end we were like so tired out
finally found this ke ai skirt
yeahh with the help of dearest gen
=)
and then we met guess-who
dear em!
whee
apparently she came with her mum to look ard
yepp
and pple were like exchangin fuckbands
i feel so un-updated.
shall go stockup on fuckbands.

whoo.
I LOST TWO BUCKS FROM
the fund.
cool name huhh!
so suave. oh noo im startin to sound like em.
em you influenced me!!
kk. suave name. THE fundd.
hehh.
yeahh we were like rotting at the crepes shop
watchin em and her mum eat
haha.
din wanna waste any money
was broke anyway
lols.
kindly refused the offer that em's mum had offered.
hehh thanks eh.

in the end we bought some chio sleeveless top at 77thstreet
which is like so chioo. =)
hehh.
yeahh so there was like some probs
cause this saleswoman got pissed
at our 'stupidity'.
tskk lah.
yeahh but good thin she helped
and we bought 6 pieces frm there
and the last one frm ps.

me n qiuyi left.
so tired out!
almost slept at kfc itellyou.
crazy shoppin.
this is called desperate shoppin.
yeahh.
went ard.
bought nail polish at like 1 buck!
i mean. cheap man!
im goin back there tmr to buy more!
yayy.
went spotlite
bought some glitter
apparently for hair.
hah.
dont plan on cuttin hair no more
shall cut it after the crezawards
or else not nice le.
=) hahh.
wheee im tired yet happy~
happy happy.
whoo!
band tmr~
yayy pple we gonna dress up eh!
=D

thankew to you pple
thanks for bein nice to me
and of cos
true to me
thanks for trustin me
thanks for your support
will always rmb that =)

'this is life mann
you gotta live life to the fullest
cause life is short
this is only once in your life
once its gone its gone
shi jian bu hui dao liu de
so be glamorous
and show your true talent
that chunk of pride and happiness overwhelmin you
is totally priceless
compared to that bit of money
you use to invest in your outfit
so go for it
and do your best
-you can do it.'

`shervon.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:14 PM


20040315

hm`
today was basically alright
went to sch for recordin
dammit shervon was extremely late
luckily i was very much experienced
and guaiguai brought my hw. =)
hoho.

i hate oral.
i bet that cheena com guy hates it too.
he must be sick of it. pah.

went tbp.
ate deli.
went chameleon.
bought scrunchies
star necklace
and stuff.
im fallin in love with stars.
hohoho.

proudly [finally] did some stuff for pbl.
yepp.
a huge mmp.
a great one too.
(: so prouda meself.

im sicka longjohns.

well
tmr's gonna be a darn fine day!
woohoo!
nobody can spoil it!
whoo im bakin cakes for my dearest friends =)
then gonna go ps early before band
yeapyeap.
buy that darn crezaward shirt that i screwed up.
then buying a chunk of reeds
and a proper swabb.
thenn gonna spotlight
buy some fab paint and glit glue.
yepp.
thenn reach sch at ard 11 plus
shd be able to finish up some hw
yepp and band is gonna rawk
cause im determined to make my day a happy one tomorrow!

long time since ive done that urh.
im goin broke.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:54 PM


20040314

the days are really getting better
i feel myself being lifted
from the mass of troubles
but yet
there is something missing`

still;
what more can i ask for?
(:

-[italianpolka
drieventielkes
kyklades]]

look at the beautiful stars tonight.
im getting infatuated with stars already.
hehh.

thankyou`

life is like a sine graph =)
9:23 PM


20040313

things are turning around`
unhappy thoughts are clearing away
but still..
the memories stay.

the days get happier
but the thoughts get darker
the more cheerful i become
i feel myself falling deeper.


hoho.
today is supposedly a happy day.

sprinkled with raindrops,
no marching.
the band played trees and squirrels.
(:
yayy it rawks.

yeahh the forfeits are really malu.
kena the whole section ones.
hah.
hm. lemme think.
lww - twinkletwinklelilstar.
trumpet - shebangs *woot!
tuba - peel banana peel peel banana.. heh. go lisa!
klarinettes - macarena =\
f horn - fcuking chicken
saxophones - shaking away..
flute - statues
perc - chicken dance

tbone and eupho escaped eh.
i am laughing at ms wong's maluation.
hohoho.
could see how maluated she was.
-sympathetic. heh.

hm. had a jolly good time.
hees.

had sectionals.
yeah whats the problem mann`
i can do whatever you want
you dont hafta give me that attitude
im not that stupid yet to forget how to carry chairs.


sectionals were naturally average.
1-to-1 tutoring.
which i hate but i think is highly beneficial to the stupid people like us sec twos.
more like me only.
yeah whatever.
yeah got assigned to grace.
was crossing my fingers so hard`
did the longshort and shortlong thingy.
yeah. then the even one.
yayy my tone is improving.
considering to buy a tuner.

yeah.
have to work on my tone
my high notes
and also posture!
don't want brynn to keep reminding me.
high G`

yepps.
the whole day sucked after band.
i am determined to drop electone.
sorry pamela.
perhaps i need a change of teacher.

highly addicted to my dearest klarinette now
very interested in improvement of tone
through using yarn for ligature.
from now on i'll use the yarn.

lips a little swollen.
haha.

thankgodforthem.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:09 PM


20040312

march hollies.
=\ so tired.
there's this huge stack of homework.
waiting to be attacked by me.
uhhuh.

i prefer sch days.
now i don't even have time for any revision.
busy everyday.
i am seriously deteorating in maths.
desperately need a proper study group.
yeah, like those in class are proper ones.

yep..
went out today.
to now-official territory.
ps (:
ate an extremely expensive lunch.
bought crezawards costume.
rounded collars arh.
you people better be happy.
im not that sexy-minded as sharyl.
heh.

i'm broke.
so no reeds.

hamstring's still hurting.
och.

today was one of the happiest days
since that day.
(:
finally talked alot.
to dearest qiuyi.
yepp you rawk.
-hugg`
thanks to the people who cared for me
thanks to qy and ky for comin out today
thanks to you
for - me.

life is like a sine graph =)
9:17 PM


the ruth with a bloody left knee.
that's my ah-ma.
yepp i just adopted ruth today.
(:

-
wanqi!
god i didn't know it was you.
mistook you for like. 2 hours?!
i am stupid!
o_0

life is like a sine graph =)
12:54 AM


20040310

im not stupid
i didnt say that
stop putting filthy words in my mouth
you wont know what i can do`

i never said
you just stuffed the words
into my mouth
as if i did.

would i even care
that a puny idiot like you
gives a derogatory comment
or thinks im spiteful.

would i even care
that you think
that i am worshipping oneself
and disparage others

think what you want
i shall argue no more
for it is totally pointless
to defend myself
in the views of a haywired nut.

argueing is not my way
i have my own kind
of solving problems like these
you are easy
to get rid of.

thanks alot;
for that remarkable comment
i'd like to say
its a compliment.
-bow`


sometimes.
god puts people on earth
to test your patience
so
when its time to let go
you should`
cause theres no point
being angry at one who thinks highly of ownself
while thee is puerile and meatheaded
praisin oneself
for being a stupid jerk.
well;
feelinn good mann.

life is like a sine graph =)
9:10 PM


memories flood my mind
my innocence
and happiness
as a sec one.

had the best
of all the holidays.
and it couldn't have been
without you`

whatt?
why am i thinkin abt the hols.
yeah the march hollies are comin.
cramped with busy schedule.

report on drain near church gate
its spurting water just like the one
outside the bookshop
just that its humongous
yeah
it looks cute. as scrutinized.

heaps of homework
comin thru
hot as pie
better keep cool.

im still rotting
im still there
but im just livin
without a care.

bcsc.cant wait.

-homeworkcalls.reckless`

life is like a sine graph =)
8:17 PM


smirking at the fact
that crescentians are wayy too used to
the stupid fire bell
until they dont even give a damn
about the bell that went off.

people walkin around
sch servants strolling
nobody caring
and the bell continues.

its extremely lame.
and i laugh in the middle
of the parade square
and people think that i am crazy.

report on drain outside bkshp
its currently spurting out drainwater
looking very cute
like a fountain.

amazingg.

sch socks comin alongg.
rain also comin alongg.
love rain.
can get wet
and fall sick.

and noone would know
if i did cry or not
cause the rain would've washed my tears
awayy
and awayy.

-dyingg`

life is like a sine graph =)
4:03 PM


20040309

god sure wants to play with my feelings.
He drops me from my happiness.
and picks me up again.
and again. drops me down.

we got in for crezawards.
not in the mood to be happy.

-stillhaunting`

life is like a sine graph =)
12:14 PM


20040308

8th march 2004.
this is the worst day of my life.

-
torn down.
shame.
stripped of dignity.
me.

many a times.
i wonder why.
but finally.
i burst and cried.

work.
stress.
death.
in a mess.

can't do this.
can't do that.
wanna say sorry.
might never had.

but i did.
and what.
im broken.
becoming a brat.

talking.
telling.
pain.
anguish.

tears.
why?
no one's in the wrong.
but that opinion's not mine.

i am at fault.
you'd better don't care.
being polite.
doesn't get you anywhere.

and you.
i don't know.
hating. or kindly.
i won't know.

well.
i just don't understand.
but its alright.
cause i don't care.

i won't care.
about what you say.
cause im down.
and washed away.

i just want to say.
i'm not worth it for all of you.
just go away.
cause i make trouble. for you.

why.
i wonder.
its me.
always. forever.

-
my lit isn't good.
my life isn't good.
go away.
im not fit for you.
bye.

-broken`

life is like a sine graph =)
7:36 PM


20040307

last comment.
claudine tay you suckk!
and your template sucks too.
your blog sucks.
your board sucks.
and you suckk!!
god.
how did i ever manage to find hers.
pathetic accuser.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:23 PM


i realise i get pissed VERY easily.
excuse me!
-haoxinmeihaobao-
what is happening to this fcuking world!
tian.
i don't wanna dig this up.
but is annoying
if you apologise to someone
and then
this someone comes along
and says some untrue stuff.
and accuse you
of doing things you haven't done.
is there some kinda problem with me miss?
god..
i am really pissed.
just wanna cut.
fcuk it man.

life is like a sine graph =)
9:59 PM


ohh great.
yeah i'm moodswinging.
againn.
sighss.
yeah my dad doesn't even care if i get into triple science or not.
i mean.
yeah i can't actually go.
cause its out of the question with my maths already.
but at least i shd try.
and at least my parents should trustt me!!
honestlyy i am getting angrier at the moment.
just thinking about it.
fine.
shall be neutral today.
yeah thanks to the sweet people who came along and tagged.
yep.
[therearepeoplewhoactuallyknowthatiexist]
yeah im touched.
yeahhhh.
nothing much to write.
just that i got pissed off doing my homework.
i tell you
i can never finish homework on saturdays.
better buck up.
this is crucial year number one.
yeah.

mann im becoming screwed upp`
seriouslyy.
i am not me anymore..
i'm like.
faking my smiles.
faking my happiness.
oh no.
better stop this thingg.
im going nuts.
really nutts.
i must eliminate that thought.
this is crazy.

life is like a sine graph =)
9:10 PM


woot.
its the first time i woke up so early on sundays.
yeah.
i woke up early cause..er.
i realised that yesterday was so successful!
haa.
i ate only like.
-bread
-milo
-biscuits
-ice tea
-chocolate raisins
-noodles

haha! i am so proud of myself!
yeah from now on everyday must eat only like that!
yaay.
must try to take away the chocolate part lah.
yah.
yayyyyy.

kay today must be guai.
do homework!

life is like a sine graph =)
9:39 AM


20040306

being stupid today.
went to school early to sulk around.
starting to dread marching.
its maluating.

band.
sectionals.
i think today my stomach is weak.
combined.
not very satisfied with myself.
end.

slacked around school with cindy and cheryl.
[cheryl! what flavour huhh. hahahaaa!]
sulked again.
went to clementi like damn early.
decided to talk and talk and talk.
thanks to em who wasted her phone bill.
music class was wayy screwed.
i want to drop asap.

came home by taxi.
gonna bathe soon.

-serping is cute.-

[crazy hyperactivity occurs after being immensely depressed.]
[immense depression occurs after being crazily hyper.]
[and the cycle continues.]
[i hate bad memories.]

life is like a sine graph =)
6:04 PM


20040305

ahh.
i am sickeningly.
stupid.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:20 PM


i am plain stupid.
serious.


why.
whyhasthishappened.
whydidfatedecideeverything.
why.
whyamisofoolish.
ijustwanttoknow.
whatgotintome.
again.
thisthinghashappened.
forthe5thtimealready.
imreallysickofit.
imsickofmyself.
icanthelpit.
imnuts.
itjusthappens.
why.
ireallywannaknow.
whyiwasbornlikethat.
imsorry.
ididntmeanit.
ireallydidnt.
youjustgavemeascare.
icouldonlyrunaway.
sorry.
iwasoutofmymind.
iwentmad.
iamstupid.
andthisisthelasttime.
thatimgonnamakeamistake.
imreallysorry.
iknowivehurtyou.
itshard.
itshardforme.
ifeelremorseful.
imreallysorry.
forgiveme.

[imsorry.]
[ididntmeanit.]
[forgiveme.]


go away. i know you read that.

todayy.
i screwed up my whole day.
i just realised.
khan likes to make use of people she knows.
yeah.
she happened to give me the bandrm key.
so today she asked me to carry a carton of fruit and veg.
whatt is this.
recess.
i'msorryiwastooafraidiamacowardimworthless.
blehh and the rest of the day.
finished up zuowen.
thankyou so much sweet gen for your help!
XD
yepp went ps by taxi with gen.
yeahh.
had lunch at like. 3.30. bleah. at yosh.
then went to spotlight.
IT APPARENTLY SEEMS THAT SOMEONE REALLY LOVES TO COPY OTHERS' IDEAS.
MORE LIKE TWO PEOPLE.
THEY ARE REALLY PRO AT COPYING.
I TELL YOU.
MY HEARING IS DAMN GOOD.

icouldhearthem.ithoughtitwasthem.anditwas.
i am telling you now.
GEN AND I ARE GOING TO WIN THIS CRAZY HOMEC COMPETITION.
and raise MORE MONEY than you.
i am serious.
two skimpy bitches can't possibly win this kind of stuff.
yeah.
after like. two minutes.
they disappeared.
woo.
they are PRO i tell you.
fcukingly pro at bitching away.
yeah man.

went to buy a reed even though i have thousands of them in my case.
finally bought cleaning paper =D
went for tuition after that.
it sucked.
the other two peeps didn't come.
and it was like. 1-to-1.
sucks lah.

went tbp for dinner.
went home.
yeah.
still feeling.
end of today.

my crezawards song! =)
anyone of us (stupid mistake) by garreth gates.
I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
I should've played it cool

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

It could happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
Cos I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take
My heart will break
Cos I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy, I should've known
She must have altered my senses
As I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

It could happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
Cos I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take
My heart will break
Cos I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

A stupid mistake
She means nothin' to me
Nothin' to me
I swear every word is true
Don't wanna lose you

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

It could happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
Cos I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take
My heart will break
Cos I made a stupid mistake

It could happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
Cos I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take
My heart will break
Cos I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

now this song is really meaningful to me.
really very very meaningful.


imadeastupidmistake.

-sad.-

life is like a sine graph =)
10:14 PM


20040303

yayy.
happy day.
=)
um.
yeah today was basically awrite.
yeaps.
the sec3 placement briefing was SO interesting.
30% sacarstic.
i wanna take pure geog! =)
yeah..
um.
rotted away during recess.
then after school i had mass run.
as in.
runn all around the school again and again.
yeah looking for tania and kejia for the crez awards.
haiz.
crezawards was.
so so.
=) its over.
yeah. went to see the band perform.
soo kawaii ok! =D
yepyepp.
heh!
band rawks.
annie rawks.
yeah..
klarinettes rawk! XD
yep.
i'm hungry..
didn't eat lunch.
recess..not exactly.
lets go emilyy.
-tugg-
-shakes head.-
nhh lets go and eat!
-shakes heaad!-
erps. so erps.
=\
lunch for now.
emily takkaire of my com!

life is like a sine graph =)
4:20 PM


20040302

=)
feeling happy.

>=0
feeling irritated.

[moodswing.]

-

monday was a good day.
and a bad day as well.
i forgot the bad part..which is a good thing. =)
hm. band was..er. tiring.
i hope we can sit next time.
standing isn't exactly what i can tahan.
as you know.
mylegbonesaregettingmoredrasticeveryday.
happy day too.
=)
forgot most of the happy stuff..
-_-'
yeah but.
yays =))
hugs to liyana =)
[thankyouforlettinggo.]

tuesday.
horrible day.
apparently i ate something bad.
had diarrohea thrice including yesterday.
(yay. this time i spelled it correctly. I DID RIGHT?!!)
erps fine..
shall not elaborate.
-_-'
and.
i got pissed with l****n twice.
i mean;
does she think she's incharge of every single thing.
yeah she does man.
she's in control of my life as well huh.
bitch.
AND.
fine. she can just insult every single idiot out there.
by whispering LOUDLY to poor sharyl.
poor sharyl.
sharyl's stuck with a horrible bitch.
i give my sympathies.
and wow.
isn't it nice to hear a bitch jabbing insults at you to your dear friend.
it was indeed. VERY NICE.
oh well.
i'll just have to tell my mortal.
that SHE is not fit to be her senior.
[i'vegottaprotectmymortalfromthatbitch.]

went orchard today! =)
finally one day.
after the commontest that is.
went to ps.
slacked a lot mans.
=\time passed too quickly.
and i keep on forgetting about the neoprint stuff!
how to control that thingy..
erps.
shall try to rmb.
yeah um..
shall list out the stuff i bought now.
cause i'm in a good mood. =)
- chocolate raisins =D
- lunch [bloatation occured.]
- fabric paint >_<
- swshhhhhh *secrett*
- pompom. for no reason.
- scrunchie.
- leather string.
- pencilcase [finally!!]
- neos! =)
- bootiful bottle. =D
yeah.
about all.
i think i spent about.
40 bucks?
including half of the taxifare too.
hees.
^_^
happy happy day.
yaay happy happy days.
this week is going to be a happy happy week.
i am going to enjoy it.
=)
if not for that crazy com in the comlab and a bitch.
it would be the best week i've ever had.
=) must try to enjoy.
yayy.
btw.
emily always goes hyper after drinking coke.
so when you gurls see her.
bloat her with coke.
ha.

+largacordobesa+

life is like a sine graph =)
7:29 PM