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2. new pencilcase!
3. new wallet
4. new shoes (sports/flats)
5. new phone?

uh.

today was a majorly fun day.
yeah right.

started counting down to 11 when i went to school. finished up math homewk and dozed through english. chinese.. halfway through shermin came along to tell us we had 15 minutes to change, set up and be upstairs. which was crazy! nurul was farfar away. in the end nurul had my stuff and i had hers. took damn long to change ): anyway. went upstairs to arrange stuff. went through the pieces.. not really very good. yeah. recess for 1 hr until 1130. went comlab to try to fix up chi proj. no avail. sigh. went back and practiced again till 12 plus. then slack till ard 1 plus. investiture started a few mins late btw.

we played.. not really very good, but still.. room for improvement. yeah. forgot to hold the last note. sigh. the member of parliament's speech damn long. most cgssb pple yawning le. was trying to do discreet dozing in front of like heaps of teachers.. ehh. then the candle and rose ceremony was cute. the singing was out of tune.. ah well. ended. went back to band rm. got damn pissed. nvm. shouldn't give in to any stupid challenges.

went home. i know what you guys were doing behind me yeah.

tired..

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adam says regret is the worst word in the dictionary.

i regret.

hm. will be seeing adam this weekend. and shikin. and everyone! yay. clarice rmb to bring a photo of your bedrm k. sigh. we miss everyone like siao right. heh.

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thanks.

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9:35 PM

20040628

been stagnant again. hais. screwed up internet connection. its moodswinging. bahh.

tags first.

(:.// uh nice name you have! i like the smileys the way you do yeah. uh. what makes you think i'm negative about band. weirdd. my actions or my words? if i said something like 'band. [...]' means something nasty happened that day and i don really wanna talk about it. if it was my actions, please tell me what happened. cos i suffer from sudden memory loss. yeah. like i forget what i wanted to say to you in an instant. (my friends can vouch for that man..) would like to know more about why you make that comment? -puzzled.

gennli.// yo girl. orangee rox yeah. lol. blinding? sorry eh. heh. tc too!

pris.// hey girlgirl. don test my patience. lol inside joke. kay. uhh. why like sec one band members so have (so far) crossed upon my blog says its an airport? uhh.. sec one scary siaoness syndrome.. eh i link you arh. heh. link me too. one day we must play magnificent 7 together again. heheh. like press 'custom play' at the same time heheh.

pamela.// uh. thought i told you i wanted to go for the swiss cottage le. yeah. andd. i haven't tested your patience anytime yet. shall try it sometime.. muaheh. uhmm. guilt factor.. nahh. don worry. don feel guilty cos i know and you know that, no one is gonna blame you for this (even though you're the one scolding-cum-lecturing). cos whatever that happens to each and every one of us as an individual is our own consequence (rmb choices have consequences?) and we are 100% responsible for our own actions. andd because of whatever choice we chose (whatever action we took), it resulted in you being angry, disappointed, blahblahblah, thus lecturing us. eh? (: heheh. chimmified? ask me for un-chimmifying services. heh.

alright. recap.

tuesday 220604
morning blues. someone just came to school to flirt and play. sigh. some people never learn, anyways. decided to do pbl upstairs instead. yup. till around 11. went to citilink to walk around with lijin. went to orchard mrt to wait for mswong. (btw lijin had forced me to arrange for a date [her+mswong] which is outrageous. i helped her cos i owed her money you see. life-threatening situation back then.) went to the popular, then ran to wheelock like mad (due to my hearing problem and communication breakdown etc) then ran back to orchard mrt and thru wisma and taka to heeren. yeah. (mswong was late, we were even later.) we had devised a stupid heck of a plan to scare her. yup. i was hiding behind this cabinet inside action city with lijin behind me. then we were like squirming. then she just walked by and we froze like ice. and it was like. 'what are you two doing here?' i mourned 'shibai' the whole lunch.. anyway. had lunch at sakae. i ate a plate of kani sushi and a strand of chasoba from lijin's lunch. thats all. lijin ate like 7 plates of sushi and soba and etc etc etc. lots more. more than mswong. then in the end mswong won the fight for footing the bill. haii. in the middle of lunch me and lijin went out to buy the cats for mswong. yeah. well. after lunch we roamed ard in the heeren shops.. yeah. not much stuff. quite an unproductive day actually. supposed to watch movie, eat dinner, shop till you drop etc. but she was busy. and lijin kept bugging her abt watching movie. hah. i actually hijacked mswong's phone. cos i gave her the bear. she forced me to take back my cats. then she wanted me to have the GV tix. then i asked for an exchange (gv tix and cats.) cos i already had her phone on me. hah. i hijacked her phone when she left it on the m1 mini counter while searching her bag for stuff. then we pretended she lost her phone. but anyways. i didn't return her until her mrt stop. even if she took back her tix. cos i know how mean she can be. ohohoho. whatever. hope lijin had a 'fun' day and won pester me to make another date. yeah. gd luck to mswong in china. shopping trip.. ehheh.

wednesday 230604
totally slacked. made myself do homewk. but to no avail.. sigh. dad brought us out to watch [ard the world in 80 days]. yup its a good show. so so plot. cranky jokes, but still up to expectation. should watch if you have the time. hahaha. passeportuo rocks. if you get what i mean.

thursday 240604
only nette came over for chi project. disappointed. at least we did something today. typed out all the rubbish and copy paste here there. blehh. ):

friday 250604
was shocked when i found out i was kinda supposed to be in school. but in the end didn't need to go cos instrument was at home. was so angry i ate 4 pieces of bread. -_- did homewk.

saturday 260604
band. no marching. sectionals and combined. i think. i forgot. :\ hmm. think we ran through the pieces for the henderson performance and yeah. was a good day. invention of new grading system for pamela. hoho.

sunday 270604
changed into everything and warmed up. kinda unorganised. people (like me) go in, take instru, go out, forget shoe, go in, take shoe, go out, rmb about tuner cap etc etc, go in, take stuff, go out, run awayyy. stuff like that. yeah. got onto the bus and realised we were driven into bukit merah neighbourhood police post. and we were like ahhh! what did we do wrong!! -_- haha. playing for the officers.. lol. went upstage and arranged the chairs etc etc. settled down and played some parts. in the end i was involved in the singing?! *strangle emly. ahh no choice la. be a nice person right? hahhaha. then we decided not to sing cos mrs chua said even if we sang today we still must sing for the fiesta. so i'd rather fiesta cos i sort of forgot most of the lyrics and tune? aghh. then the band com announced wrongly ): and then it was maluating. sigh. started playing and everything. cancelled rats bats spiders. think pt got totally pissed off with the chain of events and me. sighhhh. didn't play my best cos for one, about the wrong announcement part and two, my right leg was total numb cos of my sitting position? sadd.. the ex-seniors and jrs came ard to help with the perc instrus.. yeah. shermin fell.. hope she's ok. (shd be ok by now right?! o_O) uh.. boarded the bus and had a tired trip back. unpacked and everything.. then ms low said stuff about sense of urgency and being responsible, taking initiative.. etc. i believe she is a nice person. (: heh. and i believe ms siow is gonna be a nice person too. hah. went ps for section meeting-cum-lunch. ate at long john's. shall not elaborate on the stupid guy with his oldold girlfriend who took up our space. we innovatively dragged a table in between two immobile tables. had a great lunch. started discussing. then it was too noisy.. we went up to yamaha music plaza. no reeds of my kind. decided to check out the stagea. pamela was showing her 'array of talent' on el-700. her sesame street thing. went outside and finished up discussion. went spotlight. didn't have much to do there. went home with pamela. decided to visit debkong at clementi. in the end she wasn't working then.. aii. finished up our own discussion and left. went home. did homewk like mad. slept at 1 plus.

monday 280604
badd day. ): don like firstdayofschool-s. notnice. yukk. maths was ok.. forgot to copy homewk. sigh. history sucks man. can't even put my chin on my palm. face cannot come into contact with hand. rubbish. then must stay alert and sit properly at all times. this one cannot, that one cannot. argh. so many rules. rubbish woman. another neo. ughhhh. i slept during her class. and i bet she caught me more than thrice. yup. but i really couldn't help it.. was counting down the last 15 mins. last 2 mins got totally energized. then she OT-ed into chinese. i was still energized. funny.. sigh. chinese was alright. then was english. so we are now goh ws's babies. -_______- no comment. but thats good.. at least she's now more committed to bringing us to greater heights of the english language. (woa chim.) yeah. ended the day with boring old science. only 3 pple brought books - esh, nurul and me. heh. i'm the guai-est in class man. brought ALL my books yeah. hah i rock. kkk too ego le. yeah. went down for lunch and set up instru. helped with the stands and chairs. settled down and practiced here and there. our fanfare wasn't good. sch song neither. sigh. yeah. mr chua taught pt how to conduct expressively. yeah. abt all. went home. uh. sometimes i think i just waste too much time being nice to my dad. my dad.. sigh. thinks he supports me, but i can hear and i know he doesn't really wanna.

uh. tmr is gonna be a great day. cos im gonna play my bestest best. yeah man.

(i sound so fake huh.)

sighh. ._. feelin small.

shall do my best tmr (:

nights.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:24 PM

20040621

-blank look.

sunday
uhhoh. i forgot what i did. think i did some chinese homework. yeah. and slack around the whole day. nothing much.

monday
slack slack. ): didn't go out afterall. did some newspaper cuttings. read mags. watched tv (yeah im hooked on that jap show). booked tickets online. went out at night. had macs for dinner :\ watched [home on the range]at great world. funny. abit corny. recommended for cartoon-lovers. maggie rocks. i want a himalayan dwarf rabbit. and a tabby cat. and a truebred collie. sighhh pet shops.

tags.

azura.// hey girl. how can you land on my blog, its not an airport you know. lol -_- nah its not cute. :| blehh. take care.

im tired but i want to watch tv. im mad.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:26 PM

20040619

yup tags.

sand.// yes dear. update le. (:

carren.// hey girl. run wild. ;)

genli.//sigh yupx. tc too! hugss. ((:

moni.// yeah i know who you are. yeah. just changed template so it ain't plain and nice anymore heheh. yup cya around school. (:

endd.

life is like a sine graph =)
7:51 PM

(:
smiles.

recounts.
monday310504
went chinatown to helpout at some oldfolk's place.nette esh and me. supposed to meet neo at the hawkercentre next to the stage . we were early so we went to 7-eleven to get some breakfast. my slurpee leaked horribly. neo kept on calling and saying different places; ask us to go hawkercentre, go concourse, go ayerkeroh, etcetc, not maxwell, not stage blahblah. so (in the heat of the moment) we cabbed down to the 'ayerkeroh' place. then we donno where it is, the taxi driver donno where we want to go etc etc. a lot of rubbish. nette and esh were so pissed off -_- inevitably. nette went on with reasoning and logic (chim) and esh just shoot vulgarities etc. i just sit there and pass the slurpee ard for them to xiao qi. dropped off at a block of flats at 'ayerkeroh' and walk here and there. saw something like 'people's theatre' thingy so we thought it was the correct place. then we walk ard being so lost cos we couldn't find any entrance and neo kept on calling nette and rubbishing her ayerkeroh nonsense on her. then neo suddenly say 'ah yaryar we saw you le so just walk down the hill' so we went down the slope thing and when we reached there guess what. (btw neo was wearing bright pinkk and her husband looks just as naggy as her.) we were back at the same place where we started frm. which is rubbish right. ask us go all ard chinatown just to come back to that stupid hawkercentre and stage place. rubbish. so pissed. anyway. gave angbao to the poor oldfolks. so apparently the oldfolk's place is like a house and its damn ulu. more like the whole block of flats are ulu. the whole block is like filled with oldfolks that kids throw away. baddies >:| and we had to take the lift up to some levels to give the angbaos to the disabled oldfolks. me and nette went with a helper auntie, esh went with another auntie and neo's hubby. all the floors were like so dark kay. imagine the japanese occupation. one whole corridor alley has only one lamp. and its really creepy. it was like 10 in the morning and it was pitch dark kay. had to guide the way with my phone light (which was no use too). gave angbao to a crippled guy with no left leg, a blind woman and one more who wasn't in. so we had to go to CK to buy some lux shampoo for them cos they said the last guy couldn't be trusted with money cos he would spend them on beer and cigarettes. blahblah. left at ard 12 plus. neo treated us teh. mine was most miserable cos mine was chao hot since no milk. miserable me. sigh. went town with esh, she met her friend and i just roamed around in heeren. went for dental after that. stupid doc says 3 or 4 more months. whatever.

tuesday 010604 antigone
got lost at westcoastpk. took the damn 176. warm weather. hai. me too kiasu, stopped wayy too early when i told the rest to stop after they see macs. so had to walk like kilometres and kilometres and kilometres. siti too, cos she also kiasu like me. hah. reached there like half dead. whatever. pigged there. mccafe + macs. brunched. 2hashbrowns, 1chickenfillet, 1largefries, 1icecreamcone. serious discussion turned to bitchy gossip. went to big pyramid. siti+elizabeth+me climbed up. monkey-ed around. heheh don let the pri sch kiddies climb to top. jenhui injured, laurel pei her. went down, drama runthrough. siti+elizabeth went home, jenhui+laurel+me towned at ps. bought antigone clothes. all under-measured. pissed and tired in the end.

wednesday 020604
slack day. tried to do homewk. :
thursday 030604
band. i forgot what happened.

friday 040604 chi proj
supposedly slack day. last min decided to check out little india with nette. quite late actually. 3+ at mrt. :\ walked up and down serangoon rd. stuff there very indiany and pretty. nette and i innovatively took pics of the stone slab with the temple history so nette wouldn't need to write down everything. smart nette. went around using my guide brochure. bought some pottu and bangles. nette bought betel nut. took lots (not really) of pics. took some of the fortune teller's cute green bird. first time i used flash. that pissed the fortune teller off, so i had to back off. went to hawkercentre. had rotiprata. nette had her tehtarik, me ribena (: took pics. burned nette's tongue cos i ask her to pose for too long ): went home. tired.

saturday 050604
band. [...]

sunday 060604
last min pbl with xm. silent mode. slack mode. tv mode. pbl mode. dreaded the camp.

monday 070604
camp day1
found it boring. 0800-2330. 15 and a half hrs. four days. i thought it was mad. met band jr clarice from fhorn. damn surprised o_o. learnt some skills. group was not being cooperative. coach was paranoid. assistant coach was redundant. meals were short. time was slow. (contradicting) i bet i checked my watch more than a million times that day.

tuesday 080604
camp day2
learnt lots of new skills. found out who the most important person in my life is. very inspirational. crying sessions. group was better, but still neutral.

wednesday 090604
camp day3
kept telling myself it was the third day already. shd seize the opportunity and live the camp. tense sessions. screaming. yelling. total truth process (: the best dinner of all. noisiest. bonded camp.

thursday 100604
camp day4
best day of all. best lunch. bomb. groups bombing. don sing malu. shout -hoi to malu chant by gerald. donation drives. kindness all around. best part- 2.5m jump. group bond. fall backwards. group catch, throw, whooshing. (clarice would know.) greatest. the best. the jump - whether you trust yourself, whether you trust your friends. best (: rush dinner. rush amara hotel. rush briefing. graduation ceremony. the best ever. take cert, hug: adam, stuart, ramesh, coach, assistant coach. best best best. i love my grp. i love my coach shikin. i love the camp. you won know how it feels to be part of the group, part of the camp until you've been here. you can never find true friends any better than this way, in this camp. akltg rocks.

friday 110604
rushed to m'sia for praying for granddad. nauseatic. lethargic. headache. lousy lunch. slack watching cartoons. brought jin and second bro over to hotel for dinner. played with the icecreams again :| hai. we're still kids. sent them home. finished up my 36 hr prog at 4 am plus. pissed.

saturday 120604
woke up at like 2 pm. think i am crazy. had brunch at 5pm. ate my xiangdi mifen. heheh my fav. fetched jin for dinner at equatorial. 12-inch hotdog bun. o_o hahas. nice chicken rice. piano-ed a lot at jin's house.

sunday 130604
ate lots. was 'braap.'-ing the whole day. the toast at the hotel rocks. ate xiangdi mifen again. that one rocks bigtime. more than anything else la. uh went to jin's hse again. unexpected amah emergency? their amah ran away. :| hur. she went out without a sound cos jin and her bro was watching anime on the com. she claimed she wanted to buy some funny banana food thingy cos she was hungry. took jin out for lunch at some seaside restaurant. keep on taking irrelavant pics with jin's laopok cam. attracted lots of cats (as usual). pretty kuching (: about 5 cats. fed them loads more than i fed myself. hahas. tapao-ed for the amah and jin's big bro. slacked around. gossip about our relatives. haha found out lots. so i have a sissy cousin. eek. kay. had to leave at around 5 plus. bought dinner at the macs drivethrough. their sundae sucks. but anyway. dinner was very blur cos it was quite bright become quite dark. :\\ siaoness. slept loads. almost puked after the whole car ride. was horribly carsick.

monday 140604
still suffering from a bout of carsickness. went out for lunch. came back and slack. very unproductive ):

tuesday 150604
band. pissed at myself.

wednesday 160604
nette xinyi audrey came project-ing. chi project. rubbished a lot. if we're not eating, we're drinking. if we're not drinking, we're eating. etc etc. nothing really done. nette paranoid about finishing everything. audrey found most of the info. xinyi did the intro rubbish. i just plain slacked. so in the end my mum's going to translate the whole damned brochure :| sorry mum. i know it sucks.

thursday 170604
band. i want to improve more. pissed off at those irresponsible people.

friday 180604
picked up laurel jenhui from mrt. did some decent antigone work for a short while. slacked until lunch. lunch was horrible. slacked the rest of the day. we got really frustrated and pissed off at the rest. were shouting and yelling like mad. esp with the telephone issue. but nevermind. went goodwoode for dinner. i miss the fish (: but anyway. slept late.

saturday 190604
band. almost late. most fun band day in june. (: grace came down and chitchat. turned out we abused her and made her and yifang go buy macs for break. so our break was very late. thanks grace (: she poorthing la. lost one set coupon+money. poor girl. after break played with the saxes. had a great time. didn't realise it was already packup time. anyway bought some rubbish and dad picked me up. ate lunch :| so full. parents went for some crap seminar in the afternoon. now having some wedding dinner. i've been home alone since one plus. wish i could go towning. missed town. but anyway. monday (: heh.

uh quite a decent recap huh. hope i din leave anything out.

ohyes. does anyone know who jonathan is. i don rmb who he is. he looks damn familiar. frm the camp. but he's not from my sch or my kindergarten. :| agh. i trust he isn't ---'s boyfriend. who is he? arghh! brain cell damage! o_0

life is like a sine graph =)
7:30 PM

20040615

hey sorry.
been missin in action these days.
like loads.
will update when i find the time.
sighh`
yup kay.
got lots to talk about.
think i'll change my template or something.
yeah.
kay. whatever.
yup.
takecare everyones.
(:

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11:28 PM