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1. acjc band to get GWH for syf
2. new pencilcase!
3. new wallet
4. new shoes (sports/flats)
5. new phone?

in school now.
using the imacs in the g block.
haha. miss it from last year.

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mon 2308
yest was ok. hah neo tried to catch me not paying attention. was just filing some stuff. lol. i feel so pro when i answered her damn question. muaha. ok band. big fun and concerto. (: yay. i like. went tiong popular after band. bought black file for busking. haha. nice.

tues 2408
today has been a sleepy day. i wonder what will happen later. whether sharyl will be able to come to my house or.. haha. shall not say anything in risk of the woman bitching about again. haha. since she doesn't wanna be called a bitch (oh so despo!) so i shall state her as the woman. but you can't stop me from being vulgar at times! haha. :)

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cs has suddenly turned boring.. but anyway. -_-

heya ppl.
nurul here. wanna crap for a while.
i haven't updated my blog.
and don't feel like doing that now.
so i shall crap a bit here. lol.
ok lah.
shan't take up sam's time.
lol.
ok.
bye people!

haha got intruder. okok no la. ya.
me gen nurul sneaking m&ms in the com room. haha.
kk. about all liao. bye.
chao (:

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11:44 AM

20040822

i finally got rid of the stupid search bar problem.

sorry for the big gaps in between the posts. its due to the dumbass bar.
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olympicsfever li jiawei is my ouxiang! haha. that n.korean kim hyang mi is totally bitchy. scream so much for what. muaha. good thing china's zhang yining won her 4-0. muaha. yining rocks! and the s.korean kim kyung ah also. but not that bad. but still. -_- nvm. li jiawei all the way! she totally rocks. singapore loves her loads! :D
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fri 2008
stayed back for hse prac cos nice cheryl reminded me. in the end cancelled. hope there's hse prac the next 2 wks or else die. failed my chi ct btw. ya. kinda expected. but failed better than expected. (?!) ok nvm. went for tuition. watched repeat of li jiawei's win in the quarterfinals.

sat 2108
marching. super funny kays. jean purposely put the cone there then annabella and sy donno why just march thru. and its like me and sy exchange smirks when we just march thru. haha. jean nv put properly.. lol. band. whole section kena come out for sectional with mr chua. elementary thingy and sg experience. went for oral. shit oral. nvm. zhang is spas and sadistic. went back for band. concerto d'amore and big fun :)) band ended. went to see the tablets. went to akltg. i think the grpwork for this wk's hmwk is just gonna be shit. nvm. went back home and watched li jiawei's unfortunate downturn in the semis. kim hyang mi sucks is bad. nvm.

sun 2208
went out. first go imm. bought the accessories for my section. shall collect money soon. happy (: then go citilink. bought mdm yap's tchers day present. then orchard. met gen sharyl carren. the whole outing just defeated my purpose of going out. i was just too controlled. stop it. sorry. i am superbly pissed. at everything. i'm not in explosion mode. i'm plain disappointed. in future just rmb to tell me if you want or not to do something. thats all i ask. don't waste my time anymore. due to this experience i have decided to save up so i can splurge without anyone telling me not to after the finals. i'm not blaming anyone. i'm only stating what i reasonably want. went home and watched li jiawei's bronze medal match. kim kyung ah had her there cos jiawei wasn't in too good a mood. oh well. we still love her (:
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uhoh. haven't been studying. but anyway.

li jiawei rocks! in our hearts she will always be a champion. yay! my mum says she's the cutest and prettiest of all the table tennis players. don't you agree?! haha! :)) zhang yining is like super good compared to that kim hyang mi?! and she was so cute when she won the gold medal. haha! drop bat, hug coach. so touching! she smiles cute too! ok i have high olympics fever..

bottom-line: li jiawei rocks! :D

life is like a sine graph =)
9:17 PM

20040819

common test is over!

yay (:

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wed 0408
the dance was great! our group kicks ass! :D thanks to all for accepting me and my silly ways.. awrite! we rock! hah. danced throughout the whole day. practiced like crazy. at the PAT we just kicked ass. yeah whoohoo! went tiong macs after dance to chill out. yeha.


thurs 0508
science test. thought i would score. tingxie. band prac. practiced nat day songs i think. yeah.


fri 0608
nat day celebration. played one united people and shrek dance. good response. if you don't know band stuff, don't you dare shit about the band, bitch. the band was super efficient, whoohoo! we just rock. haha. sorry pammy for whining for chairs. was just joking, ok? haha yup. ms low was happy (: went into hall to chill with class. unfortunately.. unlike last year. i think even ms tan noticed. sometimes i ask myself what happened.. the answer is always her. ok went town after celebration. went ps to eat lunch in ichiban sushi. nice. ate a lot of rubbish. went back home for tuition. end of another stress week.


sat 0708
band prac. akltg. weird..


sun 0808
went to conrad hotel to stay! cousins came over to sleep.. watched tv and played. but studied like crazy? yeah. 2 rooms combined and one tent (?!). i brought my hamsters there! hard time keeping them there though.. noisy and smelly and forbidden in hotel rooms.. macs for lunch. macs for dinner also. studied till 2am and slept in the tent cos that cousin slept on my bed. -_-


mon 0908
nat day! happy bday sg. studied and studied and studied but cannot concentrate. ): so kinda slack. ya. macs for lunch. then watch tv, read, try to study. ya. drank a lot of tea. nice (: watched nat day parade on tv and sg idol. yep. watched fireworks from the hotel window! whoo! so cool ok. haha. yup.


tues 1008
went home in the afternoon. btw did i say i was stuck in that damned room(s) for the whole stay? i didn't leave it at all, except for the breakfasts and once to get some jap food from the restaurant across the road. kinda like grounded in the hotel.. but anyway. was a slack day. tired.


wed 1108
basically tingxie. stuff going on.. uh ya.


thurs 1208
band was cancelled. yeah.


fri 1308
cram time. english was ok, hope i pass. lit was dead. everyone studied that topic. stubborn old me forced myself to read up cassie. nvm. shall follow the crowd next time. my inner self is bad. ask you wanna go town, no. saturday wanna go town, yes. this shit. tapaoed bad cram day. tuition; laoshi was disappointed in me. couldn't concentrate the rest of the day.


sat 1408
band for sec ones and twos. haha empty spaces. mrs chua took concerto d'amore. yayy! haha. went for akltg. argh. went home and crammed. no productivity.


sun 1508
mug history, dilly dally. hate myself for that. finished at 4. then cram chinese all the way. slept at 2 plus. hate myself!! argh.


mon 1608
stress.. hist chi sci. hist, ok. hope can score. chi, wan2dan4. totally shit. screwed up, thanks to me and my slowness. by sci everyone was tired and screwed up too. OH, except the bitch.


tues 1708
math was ok. dnt also. yeah. supposed to go town at 2.30. haha. left at 3.45 instead. lol. took a cab with chaitali and sharyl to taka. lunched at mos. went to heeren. left in a few hrs. reached home at 7. sorry to jan for forgetting you.


wed 1808
had this chi movie screening. interesting. opium balls. lol. incorrigible britishmen. that guy fooled the queen. aii. didn't finish the show cos too long. went town with gen and xm. heeren. marche. ate a plate of rosli (pan-fried potato thingy). nice! haha. stole two pieces of xm's pizza with hotdog, crabmeat, ham and mushroom. haha. nice. went home at 5 plus.


thur 1908
made an important realisation. ha. played arioso and concerto d'amore for band. klarinettes kana tested by mr chua. ya. i like my tone but then again i don't. what's wrong with those damn reedguards, they can't hold a reed properly without screwing it up at the curve. thailand or australia? some say thailand, some say australia, some say both. i'd say i prefer thailand. but still. if we could go for both it'd be great.

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what is your problem what is your problem what is your problem!!! god. you are just so freakin pissing me off. thanks huh. i've made a friend. a friend who has shown me that she will stay with me through thick and thin. you're not one of those friends. and what do you say- i'm spending too much time with her and [we] not paying any attention to you? must we pay attention to you? is my attention to you that crucial? is her attention to you that crucial? why must we pay attention to you? why is it our fault that we're friends? why is it my fault that we're just spending our recesses and lunches together and you come to her whining, saying she's not giving you attention? what's it with going home with her? why am i an obstacle for you? why do you blame me for 'stealing' your friend when the only thing you fucking do is to use her! the only fucking thing you do is use her! abuse her! scold her! you use her and you consider her your best friend? you think she treats you as a best friend? what is the matter with you! i'm socialising with your friend and you're so freaking sensitive about it! why are you so afraid of me stealing her? its not as if there is only one friend she can have! its not as if there's only her for your friend! is she that important to you? oh yess she is. she is because you fucking use her! don't think i don't know. you fucking use her, and thats been goin on longer than i thought. perhaps i'm just here to stop that. perhaps not. let me tell you this. she's everyone's friend, not only yours. she can be my friend, can be yours, can be anyone's. what is it with you. i don't recognise you anymore. you selfish slut.

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btw, i'm a peer leader. yay.
inspired by regina. haha.

life is like a sine graph =)
8:29 PM

20040811

hey (:
like my new template?
haha. imagine; rubbishing like this just before the common tests.. :\ but anyway. good luck to all! (: shall update more on what's going on around here after the CTs yeah? take care everyone! (:

life is like a sine graph =)
11:51 PM

20040803

" when i look into the sky..
something tells me you're here with me "

got that from some random blog.

i'd like to thank you. for being there for me. always.
yeah you know who you are.
(:

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july flows into august. all i see is a shooting star.. okok so chim!

tues 2007
went town aft school with the family. bought back foodsies frm macs and mccafe for pris. no brynn sweets ):

wed 2107
flunked math test and had self prac. i think. totally forgotten.. so long le.

thus 2207
band? uh.. memory zaps.

fri 2307
went ikea to cut hair (: to escape the braids. but anyway cut until not nice ): tuition.

sat 2407
speech day! don even need to tie braids. messy. sang mrs chua happy bday song! yayy. went to akltg. sort of cursed myself for signing up.. was not in the mood. but anyway. gerald is nice. and the group is kinda unstable.. we don talk. but anyways. new hammies! new hammies! i've got 2 new hamsters and they're a buck and a doe. kenneth and priscilla. in courtesy of pris. hahaha. they're uber cute.

sun 2507
super angry day. but anyway xm came to wrap up pbl and the dancers came to start on dance. unproductive.

mon 2607
realised this week would be a horribly stressed week. sighhh. complications la.

tues 2707
pbl presentation. i am proud of my performance. this year's pbl was good. (: my acting rocks right!! haha ok. ego. kena pissed off by my very own locker cos i had to carry it up [with help from nice nice people (:] to faraday (3 lvls) and then down again [by myself this time!] which is totally pissifying when you have 1 kg for the table itself, 8 kg for the books and another 1 kg for the extra weight of the stuff in the plastic bag. went down like. step by step. table leg by table leg. cut myself in the process. ughh.

wed 2807
hist test postponed (: but had lots of things to cover. stress.

thurs 2907
had to chase the band people in. missed lunch but anyway. mr and mrs saveno came! haha they're so cute! their italian is cute too. and mrs saveno is totally ke ai. totally!! mr saveno is damn damn cute!! la-lala. brefffff. and the whole band starts laughing. lol (: mr saveno has a weird clarinet but a super o_0 mouthpiece!! their tones are like uber pro. shall work towards that..

fri 3007
damn stress day. dance stuff. history test. damned bastard said 4 and 5. in the end neo said 5. rubbish. spent the whole night doing chap 4. then come to sch rush chap 5 like mad. hate that damned bastard. then history skit. destroyed my orange glitter marker ): my bayonet rocked but i kept on holding it as if it was an umbrella (which it is! in the first place) lines a bit screwed up cos the font was bad. yeah but we did it. and i was super tired out. tuition was letter writing. happyy..

sat 3107
special day!! haha. no one knows except maybe sharyl. heh. uh band in the morning rush rush. pack and leave by ten. went taka with pris and jan. lisa came along too. she kena caught in the rain. poor thingg. so we cabbed her down to orchard. then join us for lunch. ate mos burger. treated them to ichigo strawberries. (: hard like donno what. but it was good (: went isetan to get brynn sweets. hah. then went wheelock for second lunch at sakae. we're piggies eh. hahaha. yupx. went akltg aft that. group was okay. more hmwk. went yamaha and play ard. then went home to finish up homewk. went acsi concert. almost late but anyway. the school layout is quite weird. haha. and their hall is quite small. ha shall not compare.. at least their balcony was big. and anyway persis rocks! ya. noah's ark also. heard that nanyang gonna play noah's ark for our fund raising??! ya. acsi screwed up mvt for rosa. yuckkk. the jr band quite cute. met jiayi!! haha. he still quite horizontally challenged. heh. fhorn ehh. nt bad. look quite smart in his outfit. ya. the rest of the songs were quite ok. not very big impression. persis is like woahh i likee! anyway. hees.. ya. went home by car. fell asleep while doing hmwk. which is like -_- ya. totally sleepy.

sun 0108
woke up like 5plus. left for m'sia. went to tampin and just sat around reading witch 7 and 8. haha em. ok uh auntie gave me a cute white seal toy. frm alaska (woah!) haha. went to cemetery to visit. yeah. dono la got a lot of complications going on. a lot of mosquito bites. went to some run-down vegetarian restaurant for lunch. went back to the hse to slack ard then left at 3.30 with my cousin who's in temasek poly with his further studies. only reached singapore at like 9. major shit jam at malasia custom. only 10 out of 24 units for custom check were open. and we were stuck in the damned jam for 2 plus hours. damn. but anyway. ate dinner (macs) in car. reached home and wanted to puke. yuck. never gonna eat macs on car again. found out that the 7-wk old hammies were trying to mate?! yuck!! they don like to play with me anymore ):

mon 0208
totally forgot it was mum's bday. happy bday mum! ok uh band. ponned pft. hardy, savenos and capt lee came! savenos went towning after a while. hardy helped us with fiefoerniek (magic story!!) and capt lee with his composition one united people. yayyy! haha. hardy with his maggi mee hair!

tues 0308
complications in the comlab. shervon ah! yeah. ok. pft. stomach ached cos ytd did situps ): but managed to pull through with an A (: quite satisfied with my results compared with last yr. yeah. yay (: dance prac aft pft. productive (: tmrw's the dance! must prac during recess, music and lunch. yay. we can do it!

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is it just me, or have i finally found you?

[are we fated to meet again.]

life is like a sine graph =)
9:28 PM