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wishlist
1. acjc band to get GWH for syf
2. new pencilcase!
3. new wallet
4. new shoes (sports/flats)
5. new phone?

get ready for the furuba makeover n_n
soon, that is..

and soon is very very far away.. -_-
hai~

life is like a sine graph =)
1:37 PM

20041122

hm. been around town these days.
the x'mas decor is nice.
not too bad for a tiring year like this one.

"Give, and it will be given to you"
Luke 6:38

taken from tangs' decor.
i think it has lots of meaning.
but is it the same as

take, and it will be taken from you?

both phrases have such overwhelming meanings..
and so true..

give your friendship, and friendship will be given to you.
give your love, and love will be given to you.
give your faith, and faith will be given to you.

take your friendship (for granted), and friendship will be taken from you.
take your love (for granted), and love will be taken from you.
take your faith (away), and faith will be taken from you.

does make some sense, huh?

christmas is a season of giving..
or something.
but maybe this christmas isn't time yet.
its too far away~ ^_^ more than a month away! >:)


i dont seem to understand life. yet.
i'm still young.. ^_^

but life's all about anime! manga!
garharhhh~~ -bonkers.

i want to eat pasta and pizza and rosti and ice cream waffles..
(aftereffect of drug X dining at marche..)

jyaa`
furuba!! ^_^
tohruyukikyoushigurekaguramomijihatoriharuayamekisahiroritsuakitohanajimaoutani..
did i miss out any? X3

life is like a sine graph =)
11:41 AM

20041118

the concert was a blast.
thanks to all who have given me support throughout our journey of conscious practices.

the precious memories.
i remember we somehow toiled to the day of the concert. i remember the distractions. i remember the fear that somehow was stuck there, not exactly calming nor frightening at the same time. i remember how pissed i would get almost every band prac. i remember the dreaded sectionals. i remember the tiring combined-s. i remember that everyone has their own bad days. i remember my own fears and doubts. i remember the anxiety in the last few days. but i also remember the way we stuck together as a band. as a section. as partners ((: the band spirit.

16 nov seemed to pass so fast. too fast. section brunch at ghih moh. traveling to sch. prep for all the stuff. packing. checking everything on the bus. changing rooms from downstairs to upstairs in vch. moving the perc instru in. rehearsing. changing into full u. finishing up weiling's dinner for her (: checking instru. running round n round for fun? tuning. lining up.

there was a kind of emptiness in the hall..it wasn't full house. didn't exactly concentrate on the audience. just began to play like everyday band practice. made mistakes.. and soon intermission. met up with ms wong haa someday shall go out with her again. then the perc ensem we peeked from the closed doors haha. moving the perc out and arranging the chairs was a total flop pls. sorry to all who had to share chairs. then sg experience was over so soon. the whole concert was just over so soon. everything was in a rush. moving the perc into the lorry and stuff was just rush rush rush. without knowing it we were all back in school packing and stuff. before 12 i was home.

everything was over in just, snap. its over. its like you're sad but you're not crying. its just a sticky icky feeling that doesn't actually go away. the concert had no impact. on me, that is. i keep asking myself why, but. its over. all those things that i've never understood before, suddenly became so clear as the concert comes and closes to an end. "i should've done this..." "i should've done that..." little things which have never occurred to me suddenly began to surface. but like always, its too late.

i want to thank my section. for being the greatest section of all ehheh.
i want to thank my seniors. for guiding me and helping me, whether in or outside band. especially meiling and weiling. second part rocks. thank you meiling for telling me my mistakes. thank you weiling for your help and your sincerity.
i want to thank my peers. for supporting me and being such a great batch.
i want to thank my partner gen. for always being there for me and to learn new things with me.
i want to thank the band. for making up cgssb. the band that i love.

i want to thank everyone for the good times.

thank you so much.

-----

"even if its a terribly sad memory...
even if its a memory that will cause nothing but pain...
even if...
its a memory that i might wish to erase from my mind forever...
i believe that, if i hold on to those memories instead of trying to run away from them...
one day...
if i try really hard...
one day, i will be able to overcome those sad memories and turn them into something positive.
i really believe that.
because i really...
want to believe...
I believe that..
no memory is ever worth forgetting..."
`momiji.



i want to thank the ones who have made me realise so many things.
things that i've ignored for my whole life
things that i thought weren't important to me
things that were the most crucial bit in life.

there's a lot to say. but no.

treasure what you have.
count your lucky stars.
friendship is precious.
true friends are hard to find.
never take anyone for granted. cos thats a big mistake alr.



the world can't ever be fair
keep that in mind.

life is like a sine graph =)
9:43 PM

20041103

fuckin dad just fuckin signed me off the fuckin msn explorer and that fuckin wasted my fuckin time writing the damn fuckin post.

fuck.
-
holidays
haircut
homework
headache.

i really lurve the peerleaders' course. thanks to all my m&ms group members for the memories. though it only lasted 2 days this round, i'm certain it was much more enjoyable compared to the external training. thanks to prerana khalilah yihui terrie serene christineh3o weelin liting monica genli(: nadrah liting. you guys rock. thanks for all the fun. ha can still rmb nad and her ball lol..

anyway. priscilla gave birth to 4 kids. i mean my hamster. whoever wants to come visit those cutesies just tag (: thats about all..

take care everyones..

and thanks to all those who gave me bday presents (: hugs!

fruitsbaskett;

i hate the way you're always blaming me. i hate the way you accuse us of things that were really not our intention. i hate the way you're always turning the tables around in the end and saying that you were forced. i hate the way you're always saying that its unfair. i hate the way i can't bring myself to hate you.

i hate the way i have to wait for you. i hate the way you're cheating me. i hate the way you're always treating me with disrespect. i hate the way you're running from reality. i hate the way i ever helped you.

i hate the way you're always claiming i'm your friend. i hate the way you're so controversial. i hate the way you're pretending to be concerned when i'm down and preach about God. i hate the way you used me. i hate the way you cheated me. i hate the way i fell for your trick.

i hate the way you're always saying that you do. i hate the way you keep on breaking promises. i hate the way you pretend. i hate the way you accuse me of not accepting you. i hate the way you're always using me. i hate the way you're assuming that i'm not there anymore due to your own actions. i hate the way i hate you because of nothing.

finally i finished writing all the lovehate notes to all. hah you guys should know who you are.

life is like a sine graph =)
8:28 PM