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20050130

you pretty little thing.
(:

monday
every week is the same. all the history and music homework drags into the next week. its so frustrating. ugh. band. mrs chua came. yay.

tuesday
like i said, music and history homework will still exist. kwan gave me fachao cos i didn't bring the friggin txtbk. and it was only for what- LISTENING to the stupid tape. wtfck. her daughters must be having a very very hard time. -sighs. sympathetize them man. marching video. at first me and sy cldn't get in cos the squad full alr. then aft break we went in cos quite a lot of ppl nt feeling well. bleahh the marching was like shit pls. my right marker dunno go where alreadyy. messy messy. the basic drills were okay. we were neato. (:

wednesday
as usual, copying history hmwk in the morning and during recess. didn't do music hw. haha. music was so fun okayye. me and carol were late cos. erm. we were late. haha. then during music laugh laugh laugh with enjia. and liyana. lols.

thursday
oh yes. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARYL (: hope you liked my present to you. pretty boring day. band. I FEEL SO CHEATED walao pls. last time band world (see lah! again! damn band world.) told me that if a leather ligature has no cord, it is deemed useless. APPARENTLY i believed that and i lost the cord during band. cos it dropped out and i didn't know until combined. like shit lar. and i was SO PISSED and started crying during pack up. damn. and the next day i found out from this NICE SWEE LEE GUY that the cord was only used for VISUAL RECOGNITION and DOES NOT AFFECT ANYTHING because the important thing in the ligature is the GOLD PLATING of the metal thingyy. WAH I WANT TO KILL BAND WORLD ALREADY OKAY. wasted my two buckets of tears. ARGH. warning to everyone: DO NOT TRUST BAND WORLD or rather Mr. Ong because HE TELLS BIG LIES and HE DOES NOT KEEP HIS PROMISES and HE IS A LOUSY SHOPKEEPER. from now on i will go to swee lee for all band products. i swear to the day of my death. (i cannot believe i cried like shit for a stupid pathetic green cord.)

friday
ss test was like huh pls. i wrote like dunno what everything was so messy. then i see dot's and hers was like so neat. i think i wrote too slow.. -_- health screening was so fun! wasted 2 periods of keong's physics. wahaha. eh went to tiong aft school to eat lj for lunch. had tuition. at night supposed to finish homework but then talk to vicky for too long already. HAPPY DAY. ((: so many pictures. (x

saturday
boring day. morning go dental. waited for over an hour lah damn. went to IMM daiso to get v'day presents and project materials. haha. went for music class. ugh. went home to do homework. but then again at night talk to vicky for too long. haha until 1am+ okay. first time record. 4 hrs 2 mins 7sec. even i haven't talked to my other friends so long before okay. lols.

sunday
homework day. currently having a stomachache cos i ate 3 bundles of grapes. sigh sigh. better study for the upcoming tests tonight.

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haha. i'm so happy.
i so smart okay. 11 pictures!! hor vicky. eleven leh. heh. so many. ((:

heehee. (x

takecare everyone!

ps: to all who this may concern. i saw TWO lisa lee lookalikes. one who is exactly like her but abit older with LONG LONG hair at the orchard mrt last sunday. another one who is about primary 6 with short hair along orchard road ytd. -ahhem. yeah. (:

life is like a sine graph =)
1:20 PM

20050123

you're behaving more and more like an ahlian these days.
HAHA.
for your information, i am laughing at you; into your face.

life is getting sadder. but happier.
:S

monday
rushing through homework because i didn't finish it during the weekend. i hate myself for that. kena facao cos my brain didn't manage to remember all the yanyu. damn kwan. band.

tuesday
still rushing through the homework. arrgh. pretty soppy day too. marching.

wednesday
history homework copying marathon between everyone. esp me and jannah. -_- had music. almost slept during the last 30 mins. hai. finally finished all the hw can relax a bit.

thursday
crappy day. ugh. kartinie & co came to spotcheck s1 and s2. darn. ate up our bio period and some of our recess. treated us like prisoners.. -_- but anyway. 3 discmans were confiscated. sarahh happy lar huh. didn't get caught. poor shiping's ear bled when she had to take out her earrings cos they 'had a tint of blue' or something. rubbish. the thief should just stop it. sigh. or was it really lignen (or whatever his name is)..? lucky me didn't bring any forbidden devices. cos it was mass run day. har. but anyway. immediately after band there was math tuition. and aft that chitchat with vicky online until dunno when. -_-

friday
morning. went to m'sia. reached in afternoon. went to grandma's hse at night for potluck cos my aunt who married a german is back in m'sia. so everyone has to go there and see her cos she doesn't come back in like how many million light years. bleah. oh when i was bathing before we went to my gran's house there was a blackout in the whole hotel. and the only emergency light is like so dim pls. and in the end we realised we had to go downstairs to the carpark (level 3) when our room was like 15 floors up (level 18). so i carried all my books (bio phy chem ss history) and homework down 15 levels. my shoe is so long and the stupid steps were so small and steep. good exercise lah 15 floors of staircase. didn't manage to do any homework except read the joy luck club.

saturday
afternoon. came back to singapore. finally. i'm so sick of m'sia even though i've only been there for a day. i will always be sick of m'sia. such a diaow place. nvm. did homework. quite productive.

sunday
i hate my stupid chi tuition teacher. she should just go to hell. i can cope without her pls. don't need her to mess my life up. agh. nvm. finished the stupid jian bao. went out with vicky. both of us were late lar haha. erm went to kino to find some books but then don have. went to buy takopachi to eat on the way to heeren. bought smth nice for someone's bday at heeren (: couldn't find nice bags for vicky so we went to cine. and vicks finally found a nice bag for herself (: went to bugis by mrt. can't believe we spent 30 mins waiting for just 2 stupid trains. cos they were 1. slow. 2. crammed. so we always passed for the first one and waited for the second one. bleah. went to bras besah complex to look for sweelee which had an unusual back door or rather unusual signs. :| didn't really buy anything but rather played with all the percussion instruments i would only get to touch in sec 4. rahhaha. i like the high hat ((: and there was this little boy who played like every single thing in there. haha. aspiring musician. -_- quite a lot of people there considering its a rather ulu shop. anyway. went back to bugis and ate yoshi for dinner. vicky eat until quite xing ku. -_- haha. then we went back home. haha.

i think my mouth can't ever stop when i'm with vicky lar. hai. nvm its good to talk rubbish once a while (or rather every week). meeting vicky is going to be a weekly thing. yay. haha. ((: which is good cos its very de-stressing. i like. yay. ((:

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okay. time to study.
sometimes i wish i didn't take up o lvl music.
but sometimes i am very happy i did.

vicky: i cannot believe - was fat in sec one okay. -_-

take care everyone! ((:

life is like a sine graph =)
9:39 PM

20050118

guten morgan.
apparently i'm not supposed to be online.
but i'm already quite dead.
its okay.

lets talk about the weekend ((:

saturday
math tuition in the morning :| then electone in the afternoon :|| haha. my electone friends and i chitchat gossip complain about everything under the sun until overshot 40+ mins. haha. jacob is working in chinatown near a gay club. whateverr. -_-

7-eleven gave me some fortune cookie thingy cos i bought some biscuits. think promotion lah. then my fortune was sth like 'Lady Luck will be with you today!' then some 4D number or smth. haha. pls focus on today. so that means that day only. -_- whatever. but actually it was kinda true lah. ._.

met vicky online. haha. (: she's such a cute person ok. lol. and i thought someone said she was very quiet. -beams at rachel. haha we talked for very very long and in the end i managed to coax her to come to the SWS concert ((: hahaha mean me.

haha. happy happy. ((:

sunday
chinese tuition in the morning :| went home to do homewk without avail. -_- went heeren to buy hairbands and walked to taka to buy stuff frm orchard popular. took train to dhoby ghaut to pick clarice up. saw lijin wanqi and cherlynn on the way on the train i missed -_- went to citilink pacific cafe to meet up with them. ate 'high tea'. -_- so ex okay. broke alr.

stupid flower shop closed. walked a very very weird route to vch. -_- very weird to me lah. first time walk so ulu road. haha. the church bell rang while we were walking there. 17 times. haha so interesting. somemore the concert at 5pm. very interesting time. -_-

finally reach vch. unfortunately wanqi didn't bring clarice's and my money. so we were alr broke. but i found ten bucks in my wallet which i lent to clarice. donno where vicky was. her phone busy. then two typical girls standing there holding clarinet. abit the weird la i stare at you then you stare at me. somemore they got the haising band look. haha. but then finally get through the call alr then realise they were vicky and celia. hahaha. -_- feel so bad ok had to borrow money from them for the ticket. haha.

concert on the whole was weird lah so early. the saxo solos were like damn nice lah. lord of the rings can sleep alr ok. 5 movements. and i don't like lotr neither. but anyway. ended at like near 7 lah. still very bright -_- so weird right? waited and waited and in the end we realised we waited for nothing cos wanqi and co going home by her chauffeur. hai. walked to raffles city mrt with vicky and celia. haha they're so funny lah. not to forget they also have the same views towards band world becos they went there that day and the guy didn't want to repair the clarinets for them. UGH.

haha. yay. another haising friend. actually two. haha. can't wait for exchange!! (: right vicky? (;

happy lah happy. ((:
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yay.
i'm very very very happy.
very to the power of infinity. (:

i'm so smart. hahaha.
i wanna hug myself for being so smart. heh.
whateverr.

HAPPY HAPPY ME!
smile! ((:

life is like a sine graph =)
1:00 AM

20050115

-*curses.

[censorship = 0%]

to: Band World

you fucking asshole freak. you're such an irresponsible nincompoop. fuck you to bits. i told you like 5 months ago pls. you arse. and your accomplice also. so uninformed. you chicken faggot. hello i mean you didn't give it to me in november. your fucknut. and now its january. you shithead. some more you said concert not important, SYF more important. you fucktard. and now you said you didn't order in the first place. you friggin twit. and then you changed your claim when i said your accomplice said it was ordered already. you poser pig. only a sorry sorry and SLAM DOWN THE PHONE. you jit bag. who the fucking hell are you. treating your customers this way. hello you already earned over 200 dollars worth of band stuff from ME okay. and you dare to fucking slam the phone. very funny.

i swear all my life never to go to Band World ever again.
you kuso jiji. baka O-JI-SAN.
fuck yer.

i hate people wasting my time.
just like you did.
yes you.

damn.

life is like a sine graph =)
1:26 PM

20050114

i want to sleep.

i want to sleep forever and forever and never wake up.
until one day my troubles are gone.
but that's being irresponsible. hai.

monday
very dreaded first day of the week. math test was posponed (: penny ang and her silly sprinting lesson. band. hai.

tuesday
marching. haha. marching is quite fun if everyone does it right. but everyone just doesn't do it right. including me ): gotta jiayou.

wednesday
some people just love me too much. -beams at delia. right? want to sabo also cannot. zizi also. hai. shtupead baiyo rehpp. went for o level music. the external students cannot make it one. -shakes head. carol doesn't have an explanation neither. -snigger. internal joke.

thursday
yes, dear sock. i fell down. and such a big wham too. -_- funny. laugh laugh. i don't like the bio practical books. they don't like me too. ): band. nya nya.

friday
damn tired don know why. i slept during anna cheng's ss class and tan tze yong's physics class. ): some more i'm sitting on the second row. and i just sleep like that. bleah. if you (teachers) see this, then i just want to say sorry for sleeping in class. esp to mr tan. he got so pissed with us. hai. :|

cca day is okay. quite tired after a while. grabbed quite a lot of sec ones. went to the hall with qiuyi and talked to ms tan for quite long. haha catch up. so sleepy. haha. i miss her a lot. tho i used to be really afraid of her. hai. all the memories flooding back. tears coming out alr. sigh.

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im sitting with wani aka nini. haha.

i love e maths. we are so bad. wahah.

tmr there's math tuition and electone.
sunday there's chinese tuition and singapore winds symphony concert.

what i feared most is happening.
and happening unconciously.

it is still so far away.
it may never happen.

i don't have a sense of belonging. i don't belong. i didn't in the first place.

-\\ tell me the truth, tell me you hate me``

life is like a sine graph =)
9:08 PM

20050109

giving - a chance means giving me a chance.

i will accept the challenge.

-_-

life is like a sine graph =)
10:14 PM

HAHA. i'm so happy.

i'm sec three.
everyone say yay. -_-

slept at 1 plus on the sunday before sch reopened. thinking and thinking of rubbish. nvm. sec three already. -shake head.

monday
sleepy like shit. sitting next to stephanie. busy busy. tan tze yong is funny. kwan is a born bitch but she's still okay. anna cheng is boring. i mistook ms ho for our bio teacher. but anyway she is super lan at teaching math. peer group is o-k-a-y. they're a friendly bunch. except some. but its okay. i used to be like her too. band. tired.

tuesday
tired. mr M is best. i love lit. i love bio. lim sf and goh al is best too. ow sl is boring to bits. old hag. ms azilah teaches chem ._. stephen loh is hilarious. bleh. band. lecture from ms low. marching.

wednesday
history in millenniun classroom (: ms neo is nice. noralizah is boring. band. campfire rehearsal.

thursday
penny ang is bad. dedication ceremony is boring. we didn't cheer for kwan -beams. band. syf lectures.

friday
lunch+dinner at pizza hut. dorothy+suiying+me. personal 6" hawaiian. crunchy temptations ice cream. 2 cafe treats. tomato beefballs. chocolate brownie. $32.06. track: plaza singapura -> heeren -> wrong bus stop -> right bus stop. running time frame: 20+ minutes. cynthia owes 12 bucks. ((: campfire. yay. boring like shit.

saturday
math tuition 9 to 10.30. chinese tuition 11.30 to 1.30. electone class 4 to 5. the big fat man in the mrt is a big fat bastard. fuck him. tried to do homework at uncle's house. ta pao dinner. bleah.

today
homework time. revision time.

i crave for:
1. sleep. (its a luxury.)
2. endless sundays. (rest is a luxury too.)
3. the day.

stop treating me this way. or else you will regret what you did. or what you said. i mean what i say. so stop breaking your promises.

oh no. i'm not doing anything for you. bitch.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:12 AM

20050101

ahh i feel so bad.
i was so happy the last post i forgot to say sth.
anyway here it is.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY ((:

ok. (:

happy new year everyone (:
ytd i went to uncle chandra's hse. blah. quite a few ppl there. okay lah. VERY BORING. agh. ate a ball of rice and a piece of potato. -_- oh well. ate grapes. whateverr. a lot of crap talk going there. and the children are so annoying and lame. there was a q shuai guy there but hah he don dare to talk to me because im older. wahaha. then again sad lah i feel very short cos he's only sec 2 this year and he's one head taller than me. -__- hai. silly parents think they can matchmake us. cannot make it lah. muaha. i will stay faithful to my lollipop ((:

woke up very late today. still struggling to finish homework.

oh. suddenly rmbed that it was shermin's bday ytd or sth. happy birthday shermin(:

ok about all. -_- oh well. haha. (:

life is like a sine graph =)
1:58 PM