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wishlist
1. acjc band to get GWH for syf
2. new pencilcase!
3. new wallet
4. new shoes (sports/flats)
5. new phone?
20051128

Train - Drops of Jupiter

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I’m afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way

And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had...and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself-

(Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
Did you fall for a shooting star
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there)

life is like a sine graph =)
10:40 PM

did i tell you that i was fucking pissed in the last two days?
does't matter anyway.
i'm just a SMALL FRY.

farewell today was okay.
i daresay it was memorable, but who knows.
it may just be a waste of time.

sec 4s, i'll miss you guys.


i'm proud to say i've started on my homework.
i've finished my english functional writing!
yay!
actually i kinda edited the answer sheet that mrs ow gave us.
she didn't even know she gave us the answer sheet, but anyway.
that's all i've done. -_-
i'll do more.
don't worry about me.

i need to work on articulation, posture and AIR.
maybe i'll start running again.



please, don't lead me on so dangerously.
i'll just break down one day.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:25 PM

darn.
nicole tagged me and so i have to play some dumb game.
anyway.

RULES OF GAME:
1. post 5 weird/random stuffs about yourself
2. at the end of the quiz list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

5 weird/random stuff about me:
1. i should be cutting my nails soon. i hope.
2. in the amath common test of term 3, there was a linear law question that required us to extract the new Y as -lgp. (in other words, negative low geok pin.)
3. cheryl and i love the manhattan fish and chips restaurant in PS. (its our secret hideout.)
4. my hamster's sleeping.
5. everyone who sees this MUST come for the mus'art concert on 11dec but anyway i'm going to advertise that later on next week or so, so nevermind.

and i'm gonna pass for the second rule cos i think its so damn dumb.
but if you're nice and you happen to read this, i would like emily ruth vicky cindy cheryl to do this. but then i guess no one can be bothered and so can't i. heh.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:06 PM

20051123

Tsubasa RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE!

yes. finally a layout that i really really like.
hopefully it'll stay there for a long time.
i'm tired of changing layouts.
especially with Os next year.

there were more birthday presents
but i'm too lazy to host them.
oh well.
maybe in the photos section lah okay.

janice and priscilla baked me a cake!
a chocolate fudge brownie cake (just to make it sound nice.)
for my birthday.
thanks a lot!
i really really appreciate that. (:

like i was saying.
there were a lot a lot of lessons.
its like as if we never had any holidays.
which is quite true to a large extent.
because there are band practices every other day.
and lessons everyday for the past three weeks.
anyway.
i have enjoyed myself pretty extensively during these three week of holidays.
i have gone out quite an alarming number of times.
and my homework (not to forget revision) remains untouched.
and is still in the process of collecting dust.
hopefully i will (finally) bother to do away with it soon.

anyway.
on my birthday emily and i decided to eat sakae sushi buffet.
unfortunately it only starts at 3 in the afternoon.
so we had to wait from 12.30pm after emath lessons till then.
however.
we could not control ourselves and just had to buy some takoyaki and yakitori to eat.
and subsequently we got tempted by the offer of 3 dollars for two flavours of venezia gelato ice cream.
so you could say we got carried away and were quite, quite full at three.
anyway.
we went on to eat sakae sushi buffet; our quota which was 50 shrank to 20.
personally i think 10 plates is quite a good catch.
if you can eat as you can save about 20 percent or so.
but we were full..
so we had no choice but to stuff ourselves with japanese food.
therefore 20 plates was terribly difficult.
conclusion.
don't eat before a sakae sushi buffet.
no matter what happens.
(hmm, maybe not if you are on the verge of fainting.)

this year i have succeeded in visiting two malay families for hari raya.
(which is no different from last year, but anyway.)
and the lucky families are maznah's and wani's.
maznah's lontong was nice.
and so was her pet hamster which came to stay for a few days in my house.
wani's cake is just as nice.
just the right snack to eat while watching willy wonka and his despicable face in his chocolate factory.
yucks.
hari raya was definitely very heartwarming this year (:
i shall visit you next year, nurul.
you've definitely ran out of sweets for me to eat at that rate you're eating.
heh.

i was supposed to be out with priscilla and janice on this particular saturday.
but the unfortunate priscilla was down with a cold.
so janice came to my house really early in the morning.
to deliver the chocolate cake i mentioned earlier.
it tasted really nice for breakfast (:
watched tsubasa on the computer till midday.
and left for sentosa near lunchtime.
priscilla, we are really sorry to leave you out but sentosa is just so tempting (:
and so we took the cable car there.
(and bought the two way ticket by accident)
and went for three excruciatingly high luge rides.
from the carlsberg tower to the siloso beach.
(inclusive of chairlifts, which were excriciatingly shiok as in the scenery.)
went to eat sakae again.
no buffet this time, cos it was saturday.
went cycling!
i missed cycling from last year's chalet.
definitely looking forward to this year's! :D
went a lot of wrong ways while taking the tram.
supposed to go to the southernmost point of asia.
apparently we took a lot of wrong trams.
and so we alighted.
and silly ol' me was taking such a long time to get off the tram.
and the tram started moving when janice was still on.
therefore 'JANICE! JUMP!!'
so she jumped.
and fell :D on her butt.
wahaha.
the lifeguard laughed at her.
heh.
anyway.
it was fun. (:

the english course was fucking crap.
therefore i decided to pon it on both tuesday and friday.
monday's lesson was ab-so-lute-ly BORING.
so i couldn't bother to go on tuesday after band.
went out with gen and xingtong (:
hope gen's having a great time in china now!
friday i couldn't be bothered to go cause emily's and pris' nco passing out parade was at 7.
and i needed to shop for clothes badly.
went all over town from fareast to ps with dorothy.
apparently i saw candice who didn't see me.
and rani saw me who didn't see him.
the world singapore is small.
nco POP was nice.
it wasn't that grand, and it wasn't to flashy either.
you guys did a great job, em and pris!
apparently i was the only one from crescent there so.
i guess the band's not exactly interested in these kinds of things.
anyway, back to the topic.
and because i didn't go on tuesday and friday.
RAVI CALLED.
as predicted by some.
and he called on a WEDNESDAY MORNING.
actually it was the office auntie but who cares.
i was so fucking pissed cos i was in school.
those who ponned school and MANAGED to get the call instead of your parents.
WELL DONE.
i should've ponned history.
it was useless anyway.
FUCK -.
i didn't put anyone's name down there,
else i get caught by the police for
slander assault theft robbery graffiti scheme scam fraud embezzlement murder internet-obscenity trafficking scandal international-bombing terrorism rape molestation underage-alcohol-consumption gangfight BLOGGING and any kind of shit crime i could get myself in.
BEAMS. ((:
i really should become a lawyer.
then i can fight for the rights of blogging.
you mean, we can't blog?!
-gasps in horror.
DAMN IT.
and so my parents found out.
and they've sent in a letter saying that.
I SAID IT WAS BORING, SO I DIDN'T GO.
and also saying that.
THEY WILL TAKE DISCIPLINARY ACTION AGAINST ME.
sheesh.
they haven't started on anything yet.
i'd better jump out of that pot before it boils.
last one.
FUCK -.
i've gotten vulgar ):
well, only over this issue (:

john teo's wedding was.
1. NICE!! :)
2. desperately boring.
my darling teacher johnny was looking really great.
his wife valerie also, even more radiant than him.
(i wonder why her taste is SO BAD, my god.)
the only interesting thing was the walk-in.
the exchange of rings.
the saying of 'YES I DO!' (i bet john didn't practice it properly. it sounds so un-professional!)
the KISSING of course.
the rest was just plain boring.
that pastor's wife and the lousy translator talking after one another on God and stuff.
if they really wanted people to become christians.
they should've talked less.
so that others would be more intruiged to learn more about God.
but then that whole HOUR of God-ness.
i almost died on the cross triangle.
i feel TURNED OFF and i don't feel as if i've been ENLIGHTENED.
oh well.
i'm a free thinker afterall.
though i wanted to convert some time back.
i'm absolutely TURNED OFF by all these promos.
its like as if christians are FORCING those who are non-christians to convert.
not just suggesting or 'sharing the joy',
but FORCING.
i don't see it in my bible.
it just doesn't make sense.
let the people come to God by themselves.
they'll realise it on their own, no matter how long they need to take.
don't force them, cos its such a HUGE TURN OFF.
that's my opinion.
do i get arrested for slander assault theft robbery graffiti scheme scam fraud embezzlement murder internet-obscenity trafficking scandal international-bombing terrorism rape molestation underage-alcohol-consumption gangfight or BLOGGING?
i hope not.
i'm a free thinker.

sunday mus'art practice was funny.
the danse of the cockroach.
somehow this cockroach appeared while we were playing danse diabolique.
and unfortunately i was sitting at the side ):
and we were playing Vivace.
so it started running all around the clarinet section.
and we were trying to evade it as if it was some huge monster.
after we finished playing mr chua decided to kill it.
ha :D
our hero.
it was squashed up when mr chua picked it up.

went to make IC.
terribly boring process, i must warn you.

emily came to my house on this particular tuesday.
and we watched TSUBASA (:
she'll be coming over some other day to finish the season.
i cooked lunch.
so BE HONOURED, EMILY!
(it was a horrendous process.)
i cooked miso ramen (instant) for her first.
so she could EAT!
and she DIDN'T WANT TO!
cause i was cooking the carbonara pasta!
so the noodles got fat and soggy.
and while i was cooking the pasta 2 (similar) disasters happened.
because firstly, i cannot cook.
secondly, i'm not gonna make a good housewife.
but that's not really a reason anyway.
i left the pot boiling and went to watch some tsubasa.
(kids, never try this at home.)
when i came back, it was bubbly really violently.
so i took out the ladle, assuming it'll be fine after that.
and so it rises!
and rises!
and the whole mixture of milk and water threatens to spill over.
i cover my eyes and turn off the stove.
and finally after some screaming.
it goes down.
phewww.
and i put in the pasta and all.
AND I LEAVE TO WATCH TSUBASA AGAIN.
so i didn't learn my lesson.
sigh.
and when i go back to check.
its threatening to spill over again!
and i turn off the stove.
good cooks don't scream when they're cooking right?
and they don't watch tv too.
i must learn.
sigh.
in the end the pasta was too cheesy according to emily.
i'm not gonna make a good housewife.

on wednesday, the dreaded day.
i went to cut my hair.
at shunji matsuo (redken).
in isetan, wisma, level1.
DON'T EVER GO THERE.
they so fucking screwed my hair please.
for $33.60.
its so SCREWED.
they cut me a china doll hair.
totally s-t-r-a-i-g-h-t fringe.
i had to go home and cut my own fringe myself.
another reason why its so freaking short now.
sigh.
i'll never go there again.

the speech competition was like shit.
it was in the canteen.
like what kind of a fucking stupid place is that to hold a speech competition?
nevermind me, i'm pissed off now.

recently started swimming.
its quite fun.
i'm sick of the whole world saying i'm fat.
azilah, dorothy's mum, the GUARDIAN SALESGIRL.
she actually asked if i wanted any slimming products to 'reduce your fat'.
like hello, i'm just fifteen!
and i was in my SCHOOL UNIFORM.
do kids like me eat any slimming products?

went to marche with my relatives on some saturday.
it was o-kay.
i was bored.
maybe i should like, start on my homework..

and just on monday was sarina's birthday chalet.
or some sort.
only went there really late at night cos i had chinese holiday tuition.
it was quite fun. (:
apparently i got lost on the way there.
so i had to call vicky for directions.
was really guilty about calling during the Os.
but then she said she didn't need to study for the next paper.
which made me feel a bit better.
(but also kinda worried at the same time. no need to study?!)
and so (i thought) it was at costa sands downtown east.
so it took me a LONG time to get there cos i walked from the mrt.
met rachel on the way.
really coincidental. haha.
she was really funny! goodness.
she was like, why you so fast reach here already?!
and i'm half-stunned at the coincidence and half-amused at her statement.
anyway.
when i reached, nana told me it was at some arnada? country club.
which i passed by a LONG LONG time ago while walking to costa sands.
grrh.
so i had to walk back.
but anyway it was fun.
bowling, arcade, bowling..
happy bday, nana.

today was just any other normal day.
band practice.
lunch.
supposedly picnic but it rained.
went to kent ridge park with my cousins when the rain stopped.
i was bored most of the time.
i got my pudding back.
my hamster went to my cousins' for a few days.
its grown fatter.
now they've taken another hamster.
i guess as much it'll grow.

so if you're the policeman checking on my blog post,
if i really get arrested for slander assault theft robbery graffiti scheme scam fraud embezzlement murder internet-obscenity trafficking scandal international-bombing terrorism rape molestation underage-alcohol-consumption gangfight BLOGGING or any kind of shit crime.
please notify me by post.
hm, maybe phone.
not house phone, that'll cost you a few more cents.
my handphone then, i've got free incoming from 7am to 7pm.
so please call within the time frame or else i won't pick up.
or easiest, you could come and take me away from my house.
please come either before or after band practice.
i'll have to thank you for taking me away from living in a house which gives me pain.

sorry.
i'm just pissed now.
if you really mind the vulgarities, i'll try to reduce them next time.

ta for now.

i should really start on my homework..

life is like a sine graph =)
2:03 AM

20051103

i'm happy. (:

thanks to all who saved me from having a pathetic birthday yet again.
this year's birthday is nonetheless the best i've ever had.
thanks (:

i would like to thank;
wani! (you were super early!), jiu mu, joanne, sarina, ivy, vicky, janice, enjia, celine, isabelle, fenghui, ashikin, nurul and suzanna for your well wishes. thanks for remembering and for your sincerity.

sharyl <3
thanks for your keychain!




emily!!
your ultimately HUMONGOUS present was definitely a surprise! thanks so much! :D




the roll of honour containing these posters below.






dorothy (:
thanks for the jewelry box! (thank your mum too!)




cheryl`
thanks for that unique sms -_- and also the beautiful handphone accessory which now adds on to my phone's weight! (: thanks for being hamhams with me!! <3




gen!!
hey hot chick! thanks for being buddies all these years! i'll definitely treasure those times we had! and of course i like pink (as an exception for this case!) :D




thanks to all again! (:

あなたはいつまでも私の心にいるでしょう。
ありがとう (:

life is like a sine graph =)
12:30 PM