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1. acjc band to get GWH for syf
2. new pencilcase!
3. new wallet
4. new shoes (sports/flats)
5. new phone?

20060228

oh yes
I AM FREE!
well all the sec 3s and 4s are now
sec 1s and 2s also, having completed their CTs ytd
but anw what's most impt is
i am finally finally free.
for now, that is.

amaths flew past
doubt the passing rate
guess i'll be disappointing stephen loh again sigh.

history still alright
wrote a little too general for seq
sbq abit contradiction but anw

something funny to laugh on. please note that this entire conversation was in LOUD WHISPERS so yep please imagine creatively how it went.
hanizah; samho what are you reading!
me; sex book!
hanizah; what book? sex book?
me; yes sex book!
hanizah; oh you pervert samho!
not say hilarious
but with hanizah around everything is funny.
by the way, it was really a sex book.
not very hot though.

btw, hanizah saved me from a killer bee this morning!
it dropped on her desk.
she flipped it away with her book.
it gravitated to the ground space below my table.
and it was struggling to get up.
as i have insectophobia (don't think that's the correct word)
i dared not kill it as i feared it would kill me
so hanizah my saviour killed it with a big step.
and.
the bee (or what stupid insect) got stuck in her shoe groove.
and it couldn't come out!
she dragged it along the floor, bee juice followed (yuck!)
she banged it a few times, a few wings got detached and floated away in the air (oh dear)
and finally when she lifted her foot up to see
the bee was STILL ALIVE
MOVING
its wings flutteirng feebly
aye, humanity.
and she blames me for not being brave enough to kill the damn thing.
poor bee, hope its ligaments join together when they meet in heaven.
hanizah my saviour
my one and only love
oh yes -_-

oh well finally released frm the grasp of the monster called COMMON TEST
not in a state to be considered jovial but anw
thanks to those who cared today.

band was pretty disappointing
no wait.
correction: band attendance was pretty disappointing.
but who cares right?
even when the Mr. Composer himself, Hardy Mertens, comes all the way from Holland to our pathetic little school.
at least he's modest and doesn't really make a fuss.. or maybe he didn't mind.
that angmoh girl with him is absolutely dashing
pretty, good figure, TALL (omg like 1.8?!) and talented (we're playing one of her compositions)
and guess what.
she's only FIFTEEN.
ah, jealous jealous.
chiobu.

took some photos on the way home.
so you can somehow figure out how to get to my house and commit arson
or likewise you can stalk me, anytime
will put it up soon.

red green light! direct translation from chinese. cute m&m's.

sam's great escape
has begun

let me escape into a world of samho.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:37 PM

oh yes i'm still here
pretty early huh
gonna sleep soon (finally)

was talking to hansel for a bit
on clarinet stuff as usual haha
and i find him extremely.. funny! haha.
we were talking about ligatures
the latest models and the ones we have
then he said this about the old old old buffet ligature that comes with the clarinet.

#Rc# | | #SwiftDream# says:
now u use that u will OMG!! wad the shit..

which isn't really that hilarious..
but it certainly brightened up my muggish night (:

only clarinet players will understand what i'm getting at, but anyway.

goodnight!
zzt.

life is like a sine graph =)
3:12 AM

something to ponder about

et bientot le meilleur = ahh bientoh lur murleur?
probably the most accurate account of our band motto
wanky's in french class, so yep.

if there are any band members out there who are so kookoo that they don't understand our glorious band motto, it means the best is yet to be. which is also the school motto of ACS(I). OH YAY!

i need to go to beijing 101 or yun nam hair care centre. my hair's dropping at a increasing rate of 100 strands per day. which is dangerous, might lose my hair soon. have been eating too much cup noodles..

sigh ):

life is like a sine graph =)
8:11 PM

uh, i think i was too paranoid in the previous post.
forgive me.
i'm easily paranoid-ed.

hm today was a pretty okay day
had many laughs with cheryl about lots of stuff yumyum!
pirates of the carribean and the tcs.
oh yes and hanizah's ulala-ing my hair.
farrah the sadist squashed my poor red m&m's! growls
cheryl decided to eat the squashed one but anw

tanty didn't come for phys today, hope he's alright
maybe he got knocked over by a pendulum?
or electrocuted by a series circuit..
omg then who'll scold us during physics class?!

rupa was exasperated with us during eng
all teachers are anw, 4s2 the naughty

audrey leo was pretty cranky for hist
she wrote on my paper again the same old thing;
were you listening to my error analysis?!
to think i stayed up late last night to do corrections argh
who the fuck cares man.

claudia ting gave out ss results today
guess she's not very happy with our results
cher didn't finish her paper but she got the same marks as me
who completed the damn paper by writing 4 bloody explosive pages of sbq
i know its not about the length but
i know its not fair to compare ss papers this way but
its just so not fucking fair, like______________________________nvm.
yawns

yip gave out bio results today as well
i guess im probably the lowest scorer in class
like i said before
nobody understands
my misery.
if only,
never regretted so much in my life before
but like i said la, who the fuck cares abt me.
just fucking drop bio lor, so easy RIGHT

kwan gave out chinese results today also
quite a number of results taken back today don't you think.
pretty satisfied with the marks for once
i guess chinese is gonna be the only subject that isn't gonna let me down for Os
when it was my fucking weakest subj back in pri sch.

lit was shit
nobody listened
amaths was okay
went through the past yr papers.

oh well tmr its amaths and history
i must must must pass amaths with flying colours (maybe not flying la)
and history at least pass?
i don't know la
its like everything's falling into place
and i'm finally seeing the big picture
what went wrong
not like i want to put the blame on anything
its basically my fault for not managing time well
but if only ----- sam STOP WISHING what's done can't be undone so shut the fuck up.

sorry for the vulgarities
rather upset about
nearly everything in my whole life i suppose

maybe i just want to cry it all out
with someone to listen to how fucked up my life is
but yeah
doubt there'll be anyone who's so goddamn free to bother
its not like i can't cry
i can
but what's the point?
like the joy luck club says,
other people just FEED ON YOUR TEARS
to become THEIR JOYS.

yawns

oh yes wanted to touch on the topic of examinations in the eyes of crescentians
and probably all the girls / bitches in every school (boys included)
i just so so so HATE people (NOT finger-pointing)
who know that they will pass their exams
ok fine whether or not they know
i just HATE people who are like this:

BEFORE THE EXAM:
oh my god i am so going to fail my ___ paper la!
oh my god i am so going to fail!
oh my god how?!
oh my god i am so going to have to drop ___ la!
oh my god i didn't finish studying ___ lor!
oh my god i am so going to fail!
and the like, you know what i mean.

like hello
if you know that you're gonna pass
if you know that you're good in that subj
if you know that you have a 100% of NOT FAILING
then stop saying all that shit.
even if you are unsure whether you're gonna pass/fail/whatever
you're just affecting other people's moods
don't you know you're affecting other people when you scream that out loud
its like just damn fucking irritating

AFTER THE EXAM:
oh my god the chapter i studied came out!
oh my god the chapter i studied didn't come out!
oh my god the chapter i didn't study came out!
oh my god the chapter i didn't study didn't come out!
oh my god i got correct for this question! (after checking the damn textbook)
oh my god i got wrong for that question! (ditto.)
oh my god i am so going to FAIL
and the like, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN ARGH.

like hello
the exam's over
so stop talking and discussing about the exam without SOLID ANSWERS to the exam
you're just spreading baseless rumours that the answer to this question is this this this
(which eventually turns out to be that that that)
its damn fucking irritating
esp when a lot of NOISE is generated

WHEN THE RESULTS ARE BACK:
1. pass scenario
OH MY GOD I PASSED! HAHA! HOW MUCH DID YOU GET? OH HAHA! I GOT MORE THAN YOU! HAHA! I PASSED! and go around spreading the news that you are so goddamn disappointed in yourself because you missed by what, 2 marks? to FULL MARKS. oh yeah man.
2. fail scenario
OH MY GOD I FAILED. I'M GONNA DROP ___. I FAILED. I FAILED. I FAILED. HOW MUCH DID YOU GET. OH OKAY I FAILED ALSO BUT I GOT MORE THAN YOU HAH. BUT YA I FAILED. I FAILED. I FAILED. and cry or break down or whatever shit. and float around the rest of the day like some ghost who has lost her soul and can't enter heaven or whatnot.

thats why
i NEVER go around shrieking like a bimbotic bitch
that i'm going to pass or fail
that i didn't finish studying
that i know i'll have to drop the subject
i NEVER go around discussing answers like a loudhailer
that the mcqs are full of C's and D's
that the structure question answers are haemoglobin and CaC03
that the equation of the tangent is 2y= 99x - 1
i NEVER go around ANNOUNCING MY GRADES, be it good or bad
because i don't ever want any idiots to know
and start spreading how good or bad my results are
because its just so fucking bitchy to do so

practically everyone IS like that
shrieking like a bimbotic bitch before exams
discussing answers like a loudhailer after exams
announcing grades when the results are out
but who cares man
i have my own views
nobody is so fucking gonna change ME.
if you read this despite all the goddamn lines
then congrats, you've learnt more about me and my lousy character
and since you KNOW
DON'T EVER APPROACH ME
BEFORE OR AFTER THE EXAM
WHEN THE RESULTS ARE OUT
DON'T EVER APPROACH ME
TO ASK ME
'study finish?'
'how were the exams?'
'how did you score?'
I'LL JUST THROW ROCKS AT YOUR FACE PLS.

like i said
if you don't like this side of me
then fuck off
because whatever shit you try to do
NOTHING IS SO FUCKING GONNA CHANGE ME.
i live for myself.

to be honest i've felt that way ever since primary school
didn't really bother much about it
until it became really prevalent in secondary school
so now after all these years
have finally decided to explode
because this common test is really
FUCKED UP.

god, i can see through so many people already
two-faced.
oh yes diss me. i'm two-faced too, whatever you want.
i have a shallow vocabulary,
only know how to say fuck
oh yes whatever.
go fuck yourself.

IN A HORRIBLE MOOD, SORRY.
):

life is like a sine graph =)
7:52 PM

wtf am i doing up at this hour
now being a monday morning

uh, history revision?
gah.

oh yes
another crisis..

oh my son.
it has happened.
it must not happen now!
shit, faeces.
damn it
why now?!
why even happen?!
oh my son.
i'm in deep kingkong shit.

or maybe its just my own fertile imagination playing a fool on me, yes?

but i'm like so damn sure that it has happened.
quite sure.
should be.
uh, maybe not.
WHATEVER SAM!

it has so fucking happened
oh my son.
i think.

meep!
this time its gonna be helpless
sobs ):

life is like a sine graph =)
2:48 AM

oh yes, a crisis.

we are currently in one.

the poor girl
if only i could help
as in really really help.

to think i thought it was just a joke

oh well
a photo to end off
about time to sleep anyway
just a bit of history corrections to do
and revision maybe
yawn.

'If your first paagraph is similarity, then the 2nd should be ??? Please pay attention in class.' oh no ): i think audrey leo really caught me and cheryl playing away with the chocolate powder that time.

life is like a sine graph =)
1:10 AM

suddenly thought about the old times

as in really old times

primary school.
the fun times i had with benjamin and shahrul. funny isn't it? my 2 best friends were guys. nothing wrong with that lah but ya.

prefect duty at staircase 3 with ben. (oh yes fishcake.)
talking cock with sarge.
pokemon duels.
eraser collecting.
stationary exchange.
hopscotch?
loaning money.
sharing food.
mass run with ben. (we're damn good cheats man.)
ben stealing my abacus.
me stealing his pokemon coin. (shh!)
sarge and i playing with mr and mrs pencil back in primary 1. (got caught by mrs lum the old hag, pulled our ears out like shit. i had an infection.)
the golem figurine incident with ben.
and lots of other uncountable memories.

suddenly miss the both of them a lot.
found sarge's blog.
ben doesn't seem to have one.
wondering if we could meet up in the hols or something.
but anyway.

reminiscence.

that thing is not making any kingkong sense to me.
oh my son.
HAHA. addiction to the tcs style already.

life is like a sine graph =)
7:00 PM

0uh m0I g0dz!

baq 2 da fuTuRe juZ rAwkSz! 0uH m0I g0Dz i jUx cArn bEliEf dAt wE're g0nna plAe it f0r dA eLect0ne c0nceRtz! it jus s0 rawkszs! it iz s0 damn nic3 cAn gAspS! wAhpiAnGz manz i caRn wAit t0 pErf0rM thIs wIf mY g00d fRiEndz fr0M mY eLect0nE cLaZZ! yAYZz!

eh, that was like damn difficult to type out.
guess i'm not fit to be an ahlian. hah.

but anyway, back to the future is really nice! (: listening to the soundtrack now. practicing together with it is not easy ._. but anyway yep its a good piece of music (: john williams lah of course right? haha.

by the way, it brings back much memories from the #cgssb japan trip 05 hm. still remember my group and i were queueing for the back to the future ride at universal studios osaka for quite long haha. it was some car ride into the future etc etc. and the fact that my japanese was so broken that the usher had to correct it so paiseh haha. man i miss those times with you guys my darling room 6 peeps! (: esp sitting in front all the time with dear natasha and wenjun! hee. ahh yes, the good ole times in japan (:

random post. back to mugging!

life is like a sine graph =)
12:44 AM

you should check out my master priscillaYUEN's blog.
i got awarded a gold at the olympics!
hahaha the stonefish rules!

oh whatever.
blink blink.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:19 PM

today i woke up 45 minutes before my emath-and-amath tuition which would commence at 1145 and i jumped out of my bed of pillows cushions bolsters blankets geddecok to brush my teeth wash my face straighten my hair (lion head today) and not forgetting pee in the toilet. was super prepared at 1145 and by 1150 she didn't arrive.. so i used the computer. and i continued to wait loyally like her pet collie but anyway i am still lala's pet stonefish so i cannot be a dog aw sad. oh anyway i like collies and huskies but out of point. turned out she was 40 minutes late ._. from there had a 2 hr plus tuition with her on differentiation and rate of change and lg and e graphs yay. hm i made a shocking discovery that i usually fall in love with the subjects that i understand. so i must make sure i understand CORE PRISCILLA so that i will love her a lot a lot as my master -the stonefish bows.

went for electone lessons today, after like a 29384109387409278 weeks hm. eh it was pretty fun today we are playing BACK TO THE FUTURE theme song for our september concert! hah i have currently opted out of the concert but hmm it looks damn interesting manxzxzxz! think i will join in the fun lar (: whee back to the future electone part 2!

oh erm i was late for electone lesson by a bit because i went to the 7eleven to get coffee to drink but in the end i decided that the mr. softee seems more yumyum based on wanky's fervent reccommendations some time ago. it was grape flavour mr. softee hm. tastes like grape gummy bubblegum jelly. first time i've heard of grape flavoured ice cream but anyway good experience. now that i think of it grape and milk sounds disgusting. oh well like i was saying, i walked up the stairs to yamaha and dangdang! my teacher was walking down and she CAUGHT ME eating my grape flavoured mr softee and she was like HAR! HAR! hm i think should be more like hor hor but anyway. funny lah she. um, downed the grape flavoured mr softee in about 3 minutes flat from the time i bought it.

have been quite a guai kiar for the past few hours doing homework considering this week i have been quite glued to the computer hm. shall continue doing because i am such a guai kiarzxzxz and i rockxzxzxz. eh whatever.

oh yes priscilla smsed me this afternoon saying 'i'm at the police station.' being such a kookoo sissy i didn't bother to scroll down because it didn't seem like a people-always-forward-here-and-there-proclaiming-you-must-send-back-or-else-you-are-not-my-friend-type-of-irritating-sms to me so i replied what are you doing there?! and she asked if i scrolled down. turned out to be a suanning type of sms that was pretty lame but anyways. just emphasizing on the fact that i am such a stupid retarded kookoo.

oh yes i just ate the $3 shilin taiwan snack XL crispy chicken that my parents tapaoed for me from harbourfront yumyum.

i've been practicing stoning under my master priscilla's strict surveillance. so far my longest record for now is 22 min 58 sec! haha. stonefish rule the world.

so what's the point?

life is like a sine graph =)
9:50 PM

re: "priscilla's busy killing the poor bug who flew into her keyboard by hammering her spacebar key. my condolences."

she claims that soon after her consistent hammering..
the bug crawled out.
and erm, she killed it manually with paper.

aye, humanity.
yawns.

life is like a sine graph =)
12:06 AM

oh yes MOSCOHOL.
one of the many funny sightings i've come across.
think mos (burger) and alcohol.
mos + alcohol = moscohol!
(its some hand sanitizer at mos burger. haha!)

hm forgot to mention that i had to use my old sony ericsson t610 today before getting my n6230i back (my mum went to get it for me when i'm supposed to show them a receipt that i signed for collection. i wonder how she made them give my phone to her without the receipt. wonderwoman.) so yeah. took a few photos with my old phone. quality is not as good but still quite okay (:

cheryl the ham2 having difficulty stirring. stupid ham. anw, all the photos will be vertical cos of sony ericsson's t610 vertical screen -_-

ham2's queue number 90 at mos. in sepia! i just love my old phone's effects.

mos wall decorations in negative! whee. i love the effects!

hamhams in the cab! cheryl's sleeping on purpose k. in sepia!

i LOVE this photo can! haha! i look like a jailbird kena locked up! actually at cheryl's house.. her window grilles! heh. i actually put my phone in danger by holding it in the air 14 storeys high omg -_- in sepia again!

cheryl's estate. her block is 87 but 88 is a nicer number (:

yep okay block 87.

walking to school. something's wrong with the photo but anw. cheryl looks like a PRC china scholar omg! so cheena man!

priscilla's busy killing the poor bug who flew into her keyboard by hammering her spacebar key. my condolences.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:26 PM

the weekends are here again
laadeedum.

was so busy doing up the visuals yesterday i didn't have time to blog. yep all the albums are up on the right column now! (: go have a look if you're free or bored. contains highly graphic material heehee!

hm ah yesterday was commontest, literature and sci physics. i think i'm quite dumb.. i spent the whole night before studying lit till 3 and chionging phy till 3.30. partially because i thought enemy of the ppl was so goddamn important compared to physics. when actually physics is so much more, equational.. luckily i listened (for once!) to tanty's physics lesson on wednesday, or else i wouldn't have remembered V=IR and Q=IT and R=R1+R2=R3 in series, in reciprocal for parallel circuits. anyway, the one pathetic question which came out for lit was something abt (dr stockmann) being the only one defending the truth while everyone else wants/thinks the other way. etc etc. sometimes the book is just too ironical and drastic for me. drastic irony = enemy of the people. it was not too bad, hopefully i didn't write out of point and anyway i finished my last sentence on the dot like: -scribbling- thus the strong must learn to be lonely. tayhl: okay stop writing all pens down! and physics was quite okay, finished it in half time and slept for the other half cos was really tired :| ah heck the papers.

was released from school after the 2 papers which was rather early 1045, cheryl and i went wheelock to rush my poor hyperventilating phone to the nokia care centre for recuperation. like i said sometime earlier it has stopped responding to calls in terms of vibrating, so i have finally found some time to dump it in the nokia hospital to rejuvenate its senses. oh well, it came back today (: quite fast right? oh yes the countergirl was called fara (hm, farrah's cousin?) and she had this smirk on her face when she saw the stars in my phone ._. anyway, went to isetan mos from there and ate lunchy lunchy yumyum! me and cher feasted like the hams that we are heheh erm, we ate corn soup butterfly prawns french fries tsukune burger chicken nuggets ice milk tea yumyum! eh took a cab from behind wisma taxi stand to cheryl's second house (she has 2, rich girl) which is next to her first house but anyway, printed out mr stephen loh's 2003 and 2005 amaths common test papers. i HATE cheryl's stupid scanner-cum-printer that's located above her com cos there's no collecting tray for the printed pages and while i'm busy editing the papers to fit to page the stupid printer just SPITS OUT the papers onto my face can! dumb printer. and there're like 10 pages to be printed and 10 times the printer spat out papers into my face. agh. i hate ur printer cheryl!

walked to school after cheryl's house cos she had makeup for reap, so i was nice enough to accompany her. no actually had to hand up music corrections to jamie seow which i spent like ONE HOUR looking for her pidgeon hole argh what kind of pidgeon is she, don't know how to build her nest. anyway cheryl couldn't find the others so we went library to do our work. she left with yifang and left the poor me alone to finish up music corrections aw. heard the juniors having sectionals so decided to go look look see see, in the end went home with lijin who was there to check on her tubists but anw, had a long talk about the dom hah. returned home a little on the late side and worked on hosting all the photos on and there you have it, all the memorable events in visual heh.

eh today was a pretty boring day. had o level briefing which was rather interesting, didn't really knw about the huge amount of moolah that the whole of singapore's sec4s spent every year at the exams. eh kwan didn't come for lesson yay, and bio lab was quite fun with the potato cavities eating up D23 yumyum tasty. lit was okay, mr M got irritated until he didn't care abt us anymore. emath was quite alright with the transformations and for amaths stephen loh exploded at us for having three quarts of the class not completing the past yr papers. chem.. nevermind. yawns. slept quite a bit. leo came in for abit of history to go through an essay. packed up and left the classrm to go for consultation tgt with cheryl with mr stephen loh on amaths. haha i think he's hilarious! even though he was fuming at 4s2 today he was pretty nice with us haha. i think its just so amusing to see him write cause his words are so teeny and shaky and cute! haha. and the way he can write half a number and suddenly change it to a whole different number! haha. his pen stops suddenly and swirls the other way round.. hilarious. yep the consultation has improved my knowledge on permutations and combinations. omg chapter 13 just sucks la -_-

abit long winded for a post but anyway.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:10 PM

oh hm something before i leave to mug

have been getting a lot a lot of positive feedback on our #cgssb concert and yep it makes me really glad that our concert was pretty much a success (: even up till today i keep getting compliments about BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND haha. and also for my solos lah, which makes me even happier to know that the audience really enjoyed our performance (: not proud or anything, why should i be? we did it together as one band, cgssb!

one of the more touching ones;
'cgssb&choir concert was really awesome! :D
i thought that priscilla and sam ho were fantastic,
somehow. with their instruments. haha'
-farrah

ahhaha i know she loves me so (:
she can just laugh at me and cheryl while looking somewhere else when i'm screaming HAMTWO! in cheryl's face
which i find extremely amusing because it seems that she's laughing into nothingness the poor girl.
oh yes farrah the girl who sits in front of me, shall get her photo up here one day.

sorry
just a sudden impulse to blog

have to study!
ARGH
before my energy zaps out at the strike of midnight
and i go running back to my bed with only one glass slipper.

life is like a sine graph =)
9:55 PM

oh hello
glitches of updates for the entertained,
if you do find any entertainment in reading about my sadistic and pathetic life.

monday
common test again, this round chinese emath chem. i think i am weird- i find chi papers difficult when everyone says its easy and easy when everyone says its difficult. it was RATHER difficult i guess; but easy enough to pass hopefully. emath was alright, loci was quite horridly done. chem is as good as failed, I NEED A CHEM TUITION TEACHER NOW desperately oh well. went tbp with sarina ivy xingtong to lunch at delifrance, window shopped around. didn't do any revision gah.

tuesday
supposedly a revision day for lit but reached home kinda late and didn't concentrate on revising. went ikea to lunch with emily janice MEATBALLS yumyum. wanted to buy a pillow to sleep in class but it would be too obvious that i would have floated to lala land if i bought the bright yellow 4dollars one but then again the 1.95dollars one is too flat to have enough fluff to sleep on oh well. quite a disappointment i didn't make an effort to study but anyways.

wednesday
mrs lee bee yann aka our beloved principal came to talk to 4S2 today whee. we are the first class to receive her inspiring speech on motivation and preparation for O levels yay. have decided more or less to go straight for nafa if i can't make it to ac, stress sia. and FINALLY finally finally i received mrs lee's famous peacock feather yay, have been dreaming about what she would say when she gave it to sec4s since sec1. it has a lesson attached to it so yeah meaningful (: ehr, went for mep today, first time in a few weeks but found out last week's lesson was cancelled phew. but anyway tomorrow's common test again and i've yet to study, wish me luck.

oh yeah i cut my hair.
if you haven't noticed (and probably did not)
my right side was shorter than my left at the back
and to think i went to jean yip hairdressing to cut hair before concert, with sarina also.
so i asked my dad to help me cut yesterday
but he cut cut cut absolutely straight without layering
and my left side became shorter than my right -_-
so today i styled my own hair whee.
it is finally layered (somehow; i'm not a pro lah)
and finally in line (i hope.)
maybe i should go and study hairdressing at the TONY&GUY institute after Os
and learn how to cut my own hair
so i can save money next time
oh bother
i'm wasting my time talking nonsense again.

photos (:

me and the soft squishy bouncy headrest at ikea foodcourt!

emily planning on how to kill me with a knife, probably attacking my throat that sadist. oh no, i mean a fork.

oh yes a smirk from my wife the band major. she must have figured out how to execute my assasination.

YES THIS IS THE BEST PHOTO I HAVE OF EMILY. absolute retardedness.

me again with the lovable head cushion behind me.

yet another wedding photo.

doubt this is fit for a wedding photo. but anyway, it was painful ouch.

my assasination. i guess she failed in murdering me.

the emily drinking water. hm.

good food in our stomachs; me and jan both ate meatballs yum. obviously mine's the cleaner plate, see so neat right.

oh yes the yummy chocolate cake at ikea. super chocolatey.

supposedly fish fingers but left only a fry and tartar.

em's unfinished potato salad, waste.

a photo request from em: The Lemon.

emily's fish and chips with cheese? sauce. i guess she's a pretty neat eater too.

random. wallpaper of.. swedish cows.

i think emily's tired.

3 potted plants.

quenching thirsts. i have eyebags.

serious thirst quenching!

sexy janice posing. no lah actually tying hair.

death of samho - RIP. ehr, it is nice to slp on the cushions!

janice fighting with em. box.

me with em's bag, em with my bag. abit retard.

mrs lee's peacock feather to all the sec4s!

pretty right! the tip of the feather.

i am amazed by the colours. i want to be a peacock! ahhaha.

nobody understands how i feel
how miserable it is
on the verge of giving up
if only.

life is like a sine graph =)
8:18 PM

i have decided that
i will blog on a regular basis
maybe everyday
depending on my mood.

since i come online ~~nearly~~ everyday,
why not blog
instead of waiting for the weekends to come
by then i would be busy with my weekend activities.
i don't think i'm making sense but anyway.

from now on, short posts.

and i finally see cindy visiting my blog again!
welcome back haha.

life is like a sine graph =)
8:04 PM

hey!
decided to change my blog layout.
it looks abit more samho-ish right? haha.
not that crazy over tsubasa reservior chronicle for now. hee.
hope its nice!

will put up some photos at the side soon.

btw.
the recapitulation between the flute oboe clarinet in 'Beauty and the Beast' (symphonic band version) is incredibly nice! argh! haha.
if only i could find a few chaps to form a wind ensemble. hee.

but anyway,
i have already promised emily back then in sec one to form a clarinet choir together when we grow up! (:

i should focus on my studies instead.
what am i doing here?!
distractions, distractions.

life is like a sine graph =)
9:07 PM

anyway.
i think my resolution..
doesn't apply already -_- haha.

life is like a sine graph =)
2:06 AM

loads has been happening since i last updated.
i wonder what i've gotten myself into.. hm.

monday;
pretty much of a tiring day. band was cancelled due to the success of our concert on friday. yay.

tuesday; VDAY.
a pretty memorable vday for me : ) though i got a very much reduced intake of chocs this yr :| haha. hm.. i forgot abt the kiss! haha. funny. later u grow more pimples! heehee. anyway. had health check instead of chinese yay haha. had crescentian reunion aka 50th anniversary celebrations opening ceremony rehearsal.. playing to the stars and lion king. damn la mrs lee wanted all 4 soloists to stand on stage can?! o_o sheesh. hm.. probably the first vday i can say i truely love someone : )

wednesday;
studied till 5am the previous night.. ss sucks la. the fact that i overlooked the sbq thing. but anyway. skipped mep again.. oh man i'm just so gonna get it from jamie seow and chua huay wen >_< but anyway. tired day.. kept falling asleep.

thursday;
COMMON TEST ugh. i'm hoping i will pass my english.. and i MUST score in ss cos i studied so hard man. and i'm not planning to fail bio, i'm FAILING bio. damn. i didn't study enough, properly.. oh well. had rehearsal for saturday again! oh man yip is damn funny can? 'eh, who's gonna CUE me?' like, who's gonna KILL me.. but anyway. she makes a good emcee : D she was supposed to get the cue from sharyl, who is quite.. small-sized. yip actually mumbled throught the mike 'oh dear that girl is so small.. i hope i can see her..' which is hilarious can! haha. and i've gone crazy over the dance item again, as usual.. i've learnt all the sexy dance moves from carol! wahahaha. okay. and the cb thing in the ramen song -_-

oh man! tootsie me! i'm a band freshie and i want to play the clarinet! (omg. like half of the band quaver is tucked in!)

xie yifang trying to block my face!

me and emily's bass clar! wani in the bg looking abit lost.

i can so make it! yay! : D

me with em's bass clar ; liyana with my clarinet!

lee posing with my clar ; me with her tbone!

sam the professional tbonist! can make it right! : D

cheryl on my clar ; me on her eupho! yes yes i rock.

me and cher rotting around while moving up perc and setting chairs.

me and the sexayye nurul! walking down the crescent slope.

me and my first part clar partner! whee~ finally can see the post v'day balloons. i like this pic a lot a lot!

we look retarded.. the balloons are engulfing us.

friday;
slackish day.. had math tuition. oh man first time i laugh so much with my tuition teacher! haha. cos i was so damn blur about the dy/dx thing in the normals and tangents of curve. haha! i think i made her vomit blood man haha. eh.. wasted a lot of time on the com aft that. supposed to study but.. -_- i must SWITCH OFF MY COM ARGH. this is such a bad addiction.

saturday;
i think crescent is damn good at blowing up small things into big important events. the crescentian reunion kick starts our 50th anniversary celebrations and the school brought in the PRESS.. but the attendance was so damn pathetic and the school spirit wasn't really there -_- eh the programme started and the band had to sit up straight for about 45mins throughout the programme and concert.. agh back pain. anw, to the stars was not bad (mr chua said: finally today i could hear the choir) and lion king never ceases to impress whatever audience we are playing for. had reception after the entire concert and i went to the wrong table! haha. i took food from the vip table o_o so i had high-class porcelain plate while others had styrofoam -_- took quite a lot of photos.. a few ex band girls were very excited to see the band again and one of them took photos of the band.. omg mr lee sat beside me!! damn honoured can! (note: mr lee is the band's previous conductor who has conducted us for decades from the start of the setting up of crescent band.) oh man he's so cute la he smile at me with that kind of ^_^ smile when he sat beside me! haha. honour honour haha. took band photo on the stage tiers! fun fun. managed to take photos with mr n mrs chua! whee! last performance with crescent band and a parting shot with my conductors in official band u! : D sound memories : ) went to acjc funorama with emily wani nurul after that. o-m-g the funfair is like so happening i can't get hold of what's going everywhere haha. but yep it was fun walking around, rotting around, playing around.. yep. ate a lot, drank a lot.. fondue and sodas are the main food types haha. wanted to leave at around 3.30 but time just floated by and it was at 4+ that we wanted to leave BUT it started pouring like.. insane. so i couldn't make it for electone.. and my mum miss-called me 10 times -_- she was damn angry abt it. agh. but anyway. the 4 of us decided to run for it.. and walked/ran from acjc to buona vista mrt in the freaking rain -___- was super duper drenched can. but anyway. after that i was part of someone's first date : D sigh i know my voltage was very high and my lightbulb was gonna fuse anytime soon.. so i decided to leave! (mum was already nagging) haha. reached home near 7, bathed and slept till 10. and i'm supposed to study for common test on monday.. but damn tired la :| sigh. oh ya.. saw him today! he's cuter by the day man.. and he was SO SWEET TODAY CAN?! but anw MISS TSWL PLEASE CLAIM HIM BEFORE I erm.. not like i will do anything also right haha. i will remain loyal : D

MRS CHUA AND ME! : D conductor and student, senior and junior; musicians! my favouritest person in the world.

MR CHUA AND ME! : D clarinet tutor and repairman! one of my clarinet ouxiangs! i love his blurness!!

my demure wife emily and i ; enlightened! nice effects right? done by the sun behind us..

and again. proper shot.

LOW GEOK PIN IN SCHOOL UNIFORM! AH! how hilarious is that! one of the perks of the reunion. heh.

ms low can get into detention. dyed hair, short skirt, wrong shoes, no school badge.. but anw she's so cute in sch u la! haha.

em and i scandalising with the tree.

me and nurul scandalising with some dumb lampost.

nurul and me at our favourite photo-taking spot again.

wani and me! the vainpot changed earrings.

omg its TOASTING. hot hot.

you are my sunshine, my sunny sunshine.. yellow reflects heat.. hot.. ~heatwave.

running! raining HEAVILY at acjc; us the stupid crescent yellow lightbulbs speeding to buona vista.

nurul and i still had time to take a photo. hah. was drenched even though i was wearing windbreaker.

dried, changed; at tbp with ahhem and ahhem. itadakimaaaaasu!

oh did i say my phone is screwed.
it doesn't vibrate when ppl call anymore :|
but it vibrates when ppl sms -_-
i have to send it to the nokia care centre.

i'm not taking part in the july national band competition.
half of me wants to cry in sorrow
half of me wants to shout in relief
was initially gonna join with mus'art..
judging from how i handled the 10feb concert, 12feb performance, 18feb performance all together with my common tests..
i really cannot balance out properly.
when i want to go all out for band, i can really do it.
i can commit to band and do what people usually don't, such as run for stamina, practice every weekend, memorise my notes without realising.
i did, for the concert, but there were tests hindering me, and it was not easy having to balance them out.
so when i want to go all out for studies,
band will hinder me in the same way, that is if i join the july competition.
and i doubt i can carry on this way, band-ing and studying..
nearly collapsing state everyday.
fatigue? maybe. exhaustion.
forgive me, i'm just an immature sec4 who doesn't know what's right for her.
yawns..
i wish both crescent and mus'art the best of luck at the july band competition : )

hansel is funny!
haha. he's looking at auctions on ebay.
because he's sian.
hah! hilarious.

random photos ;

kartinie can come and catch us using this photo as evidence. both of us are using our phones, my shirt is out, we're late for class in the toilet.. fooling around with cheryl as usual.

my typical table.. at the back of the class.

mrs leo aka former ms neo. gotcha! heh. one of the fiercest history teachers around.. and i got her on camera! hah. my co-form teacher anyway.

omg this is hilarious.. speech day 05. i look like some japanese shuai ge...

speech day 05! found this photo recently.. me and wani! trumpet babe. i miss my that fringe.

yep,
what you said is correct.
why should i be intimidated by him.
why should i bother about friendship.
why do i put in so much effort.. when the result in the end is the same.

life is like a sine graph =)
1:41 AM