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20070129

i'm so frigging tired my hands are spasming.
seriously :(
recaps and i'm off to do the string quartet harmony homework.
oh and the aeolian harp composition.
(how the hell am i going to compose for aeolian harp.. i need a grand piano NOW.)

wed
math tutorial, break, chinese, lit, break, harmony, econs lect (zzz), contact time.
sectionals .. tired.
went for electone class, then home.

thurs
4 free periods - 3 free periods + 3 periods of lit = :(
and we thought we had 4 periods of rest. i planned to sleep at the qm room / bleachers.
lit, break, harmony tutorial, PE OMG, econs tutorial (perfume attack!), break, chinese (4 periods.. ugh..), break, math lect, break, gp.
my class is becoming united (: this is gud! :D
i don't know, what she said just hurts. even though it was just sarcasm.

fri
math tutorial, techniques (fun!), break, gp, econs, 3-hour break :D, h3 mep slot.
quite a relaxing day. the break was good. no reserved tutorial :) for now la.
had performance for h3 mep slot. violins flute eupho etc etc.
you guys did great gerdine and edwin :)
went back to the qm room and yingda gave me a such a huge shock i cried o_o
i feel bad for making him look like the bad guy. seriously he's a good guy yup? :)
went home for math tuition, rotted and slept early.

sat
games! yay hahaha. we had games instead of sectionals
played some huge captain's ball game! wow huge crowd.
then we played some break the ice and wear the frozen socks/shirt/glove thingy
(tim wore the socks! matching orange ahaha!)
and then scavenger hunt! haha fun fun. i'm the answer the qn2 LOL!
who shares the same initials as the vicepres of band and what section and class?
mememe! clarinet, 1AA4! :D haha but shuhuey also has the same initials :)
just that mine is exactly copy and paste T_T
yup then after we finished we slacked around, joel found an ugly caterpillar haha!
sheree tim and friends started mass dancing so i joined for a while lol
then it was band lunch at void deck! haha i drowned my rice in lots of packets of soups.
had combined aft that, intonation again.
cynthia was funny, mingxuan was funnier and kenneth was funniest! omg.
meiling kenneth mingxuan cynthia and i were all talking and laughing not-so-loudly during combined
omg its damn funny la! kenneth keeps snatching cynthia's tamagotchi
i keep trying to snatch it back (in vain sigh)
and he and meiling keep feeding it SNACKS to make it FAT HAHAH
kenneth was like sam what time is it now?
i'm like erm.. i think 4.50something
then he NO its SNACKTIME muahahaha! (evil laugh)
and cynthia's like NOOOOOO! hahahaha damn funny la.
and i was so lousy at the training games! hahaa
we all keep stealing mingxuan's mp3 player and keep disturbing mingxuan
then kenneth was asking shibin something and the latter went
'i'd like to buy a vowel' in a damn accented voice HAHA damn funny la!
and ya it was quite fun la. as in the seniors were really hilarious hahaha. yup.
after band the mep people + meiling maryanne eugene all went to watch the ac string ensem play for some chinese opera.
meiling maryanne gerdine and i cabbed to bugis junction, met the rest who mrted there (and reached at the same time -_-)
ate some stuff, rushed to bugis nlb drama centre, got there just in time.
it was a chinese opera sung in english (NOT the first one please, forbidden city came first)
basically quite an experience BUT seating was HORRIBLE, backaches la.
ac strings did a good job, impressive winds too but hall was not suitable for brasses.
anw it was DAMN LONG, plus the talk aft that and stuff we ended near 11.
cabbed home with meiling and had a nice long talk.

sun
had to travel to mus'art myself, sian.
thought i would be late so i cabbed and reached 15mins early,
in the end everyone reached like 30mins late. i'm like damn good la. whatever.
sectionals for an hour, think sectionals kind of bring our section closer?
hope we can get to have more sectionals so we can bond more (uh, we usually don't even have la.)
yup then quick lunch at mac, then it was marathon time! woohoo.
7 schools came and went, we just kept running whee! hahaha.
feeling kinda excited about the concert alr haha.
considering to go (late) for tues prac but i'll have to ask joel la.
baohui and i got ian to buy us ligatures! omgomgomg yay!
charles bay gold ligatures! wowee! :D
we tried hweelee's ligature and it was good for producing a good tone
so nice to play! hahaha :) yay.
yup aft prac went hollandv to get some bread then home.
watched some tv, slacked. talked to a lot of ppl online (bad choice)
now i'm stuck with lots of homework. die la.
and tmr is like HEAVY TIMETABLE DAY :( swim pe somemore :(
see you then.

-

when you're abandoned you can't help feeling insignificant.
and i realised after so much pain, that i just wanted you to talk to me again.
people change when they go to jc. how apt.
something she said just touched my heart.
ITHURTSITHURTSITHURTSITHURTSANDYOUDON'TGIVEADAMN.
just because you don't need me anymore doesn't mean i don't need you anymore too.
when will you realise that i'm in pain here?
by the time you realise i am talking about you, perhaps i've already learnt not to need you anymore.
i'm tired.. i'll just leave it alone.
hopefully nothing aggravates me.. or else i'll just lose everything.

life is like a sine graph =)
1:19 AM

20070123

please excuse this sudden urge to blog.

LEAVE ME ALONE.
please.
i feel so.. raped.
just leave me alone. i need my space to breathe.
and anyway i am none of your business.

since i'm here, might as well update about today.
chinese, gp, break, econs tutorial, econs lect, huge break, lit, mep hist.
my class is full of nice and interesting people :)
i'm glad that i'm in this class cause everyone's nice and stuff
whereas i didn't feel much attachment to my og.
its fun to be in 1AA4 :D
anw, i'm the class gp rep :l cause ianthe suaned me! what did i do T_T
oh well at least i will (all the more) try harder not to sleep in gp class haha :)
econs tutorial was sleepy la. stop laughing edwin.
in the end i couldn't take it for econs lect and slept for the first half an hour.
HAHA you know what i have the power to lull people to sleep!
edwin said he look at me sleep ah, in the end he himself sleep la! HAHAHA so lame la.
in the end we missed out on microeconomics notes for central economic problem sigh :(
shall copy from jefri (if he actually jotted down notes).
spent my long break at the qm room/having lunch with bize edwin.
.. really restless.
lit was okay, too bad i'm not in the same tutorial class as zhiwen :(
got to know dewei (class rep) more during lit, glad to make new friends haha.
mep history was ok, got really tired at one point.
then went for band, combined was tedious due to intonation stuff.
packed up, went home with kristen.

i'm so burdened with these thoughts.
really wish i had a close friend who would understand everything..
i really don't want to be the cause of all these problems.
why me?

thanks to everyone who cared today.
this goes out to emily sheree sarah rebecca who were afraid that i would faint haha.
and also to zhiwen and gerdine for smsing me just now.
sorry if i offended anyone with my troubled-ness. i just can't seem to smile for now.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:46 PM

20070122

life is like a sine graph =)
11:14 PM

20070114

FINALLY SOME REST :D
actually, i shouldn't be here updating and stuff.
i took a day off from mus'art practice today and i feel bad ):
but oh well. still not feeling well from diarrhoea.
have been suffering during toilet trips everyday since the start of this week.
sigh hope i get well like really soon.
yup okay recaps!

wednesday ACJC ORIENTATION :D
slept late, bad choice ): had a very tiring day.
bad jam on the way to school -_-
went to hall, sat with carol and new-found friend meiqi from chungcheng yishun (:
had a rather long assembly with devotions and vp's address etc
then started off with discipline talk by the DM
omg he's like super efficient, damn good la!
i will have your attention please. and everyone WILL listen!
oh man i love his tactics. he's really good.
he's quite funny too, esp with the lift rules. level 1 AND 5 only haha lame!
yup then after discipline talk we had recess
then the girls went to LT4 for The Talk -_-
okay erm. guess its kinda important ba.
then we went back to the hall and it was time to get to know the 'story' haha
the OGLs and council members did some skits and presentations for us
and there was this parade-cum-mass-dance thingy haha
omg there were like 48 OGs O_O so cool lar
oh btw there are like 955 of us j1s from 83 different schools cool not!
and 70 of us crescent people.. tsk
i just don't like the idea of having too many of the same people around me for eons.
oh well scratch that, i bet half of them will go to like nj, hc, vj, rj, etc etc after first 3 mths.
yup so anw aft that we went to the bleachers to gather in our OGs!
oh btw the clans were saralonde (water), earfalas (earth), aldarond (air) and erif (fire spelled backwards) HAHA
i'm in the OG medusa! of the clan saralonde! :D my OGLs are aaron, debbie and pauline :):):)
we had OG time which were like some admin stuff and paying of moolah etc etc.
had introductions and some icebreakers, the like yup.
then we had lunch which was kinda awkward but aiya first day ma
yup then went to go get changed into PE attire and then we had mass rally! haha
it was kinda fun but everyone was like not on one so quite sian la.
the cheers were either damn fun or super retarded so yeah.. kinda interesting.
yup then after mass rally we did mass dance at the concourse
we learnt the singles dance and it was quite fun haha esp with debbie screaming at us half the time HAHA
omg she's absolutely hilarious and fun, hardly believe that she used to hate ac haha
yup and after dance we went to verify our data at some com lab
then we went around the track to do games! :D
oh my goodness there were so many many many games i really can't remember much which game was on which day
if i'm not wrong we first went to the basketball court to play the chairs game
everyone had to squeeze on the chairs and then pass the last chair to the front and like, move forward kind of thing
then it was damn slippery cause the chairs had muddy water and starch stuff on it omg
it was quite fun la, we were all squeezing and stuff, then we won hahaha
i think i slipped and touched the ground but aiya nobody cared lol
yup then we went on the track to play some water game which i forgot cause i didn't play
omg the track was like HOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOT OMGOMGOMG
damn pain for the soles la! i got dirty soles and peeled feet and burnt toes etc omg
DAMN HOT. pavements, track, roads all included and we were all walking barefoot omg -_-
like everyday! haha it burnt up my feet la. whatever lol
then we went to the side of the track to play floorball haha fun!
quite retarded though, i hit the ball until my stick flew out of my hand HAHA
yar um then we played catching in the mud :D:D:D poison to be accurate.
haha i was one of the last few! but i got caught in the end la lol
aaron was being such a mean ogl throwing water bombs at us randomly! omg haha
yup then i think we ended alr, had mass rally then og meeting then home time! :)
went home, bathed, dad brought me to queenstown to buy water bottle and fbts and new shoes
(see i so guai listen to DM about the 25% other colours thing, in the end nobody cares la)
then went back home, ate dinner, so damn tired slept quite early.

thursday orientation :)
morning went to school for a sleepy assembly, then vp's address
then we had a sleepy subject talk which was .. kinda boring
finally recess, then another sleepy PE talk, then mass rally! yay haha
omg it was so frigging hot la we were all at the bleachers there damn hot under the sun
no wonder everyone got sunburnt after the 4 days haha
yup then we had games, then lunch, then verify data or something
then some og time, then dance time at the concourse :D hahaha
learnt the rest of the singles dance and a bit of the couples dance
ooh aah haha :D:D:D yup then after dance we had games again! yay yay haha HOT TRACK AGAIN AHH
i really can't remember all the games la haha but i think we played some game at the basketball court first
then we played some pass-the-waterbomb game and the last person has to burst it with a bat haha
it was quite fun yups. then we played twister OMG HAHA
SO DIRTY MUCKY DISGUSTING AHHHHHHH
they make you bend down and stuff on the muddy wet disgusting mat
then they throw mud water, water bombs and STARCH STUFF at you omg
EEEEEE super disgusting! hahaha but it was quite an experience la lol :)
yup then we played giant troll magician, something like scissors paper stone and tag
kinda fun esp when my team had only 5 people left haha! lol was quite a fun game la.
yup then we played some flag game on the field which only some of us played
i didn't cause was kinda tired la.
then after that we played ultimate frisbee on the other half of the field haha
fun fun haha yup then after that i think we played some one-legged rugby thingy haha fun!
yup then rest for a while, then mass rally
og meeting then RUSH OFF FOR BANDDDDD
rushed to bathe at the canteen toilet, changed into school u
by the time i went up to LT4 i was late, then not enough instru omg
then i realised i left my hair-tie in the shower downstairs so i had to rush down and up
in the end i had to play alto clarinet haha :D fun fun.
oh and not to forget orange tim with his rhino hair haha!
combined, doc lee got pissed, we ended kinda early, then with all the intros and talks it ended kinda late
so in the end went home bathed, then went to sleep immediately.

friday orientation :)
assembly then student welfare and development talk (sleepy sleepy)
then recess haha, followed by mass rally! haha quite on by then alr lol
after that we did dance at the concourse, i'm like damn blur about the couples dance la lol
yup then it was a lunch then a bit of og time, then we had games! :D
omg first game and we got super dirty haha! :D
we played the commando thing in the mud OMG -_- so muddy!
but i got the grassy-er patch so i got more grass cuts than dirt ): pain!
it was fun la. everyone tied together then 1-2-1-2-1-2 hahaha
yup then we played heads or tails on the track, something like giant troll magician haha OMG HOT TRACK
then we went to play some pass-the-waterbomb-using-your-shirt game with everyone lying down haha!
really silly la then the last guy have to smash the waterbomb on his head haha!
we're like all cheating and stuff lol hahaha but it was fun.
yup then we went to play the transport-water-using-your-hair game HAHA so lame!
all the girls had to take off hairband and stuff then try to take as much water to the other pail etc
omg i just dunked my whole head into the bucket then my head got so waterlogged i felt like i was drowning in a pool HAHA
yup in the end we lost cause we cheated haha a few of us went more than once lol
then the other group poured dirty water on us haha! lol :D
yup after that we went to the side of the track to play waterbomb captain's ball, omg
the heat from the track was so getting into my feet i could hardly walk properly :(
but still everything's fun la hahaha yup we won i think, haha forgot la
then we went to the basketball court to play some waterbomb number game
and i accidentally went for a turn cause i heard the wrong number LOL
but aiya whatever. kinda fun we helped the other group do their forfiet by pouring water on them!
yup then i think thats the end la then we had mass rally then og meeting then home time :)
went home bathed ate dinner slept.

saturday orientation campfire night :D
whee last day of orientation! finally can wake up a little later
mass rally at the bleachers then went for cca exhibition
went around collecting stuff then giving all of that to mel haha
rotted around then had to go off with the og, walked around sports complex
practiced only a little of the dances cause the radio spoiled
then we went to play games! yay not so dirty one hahaha
we played the everyone-squeeze-on-one-mat game and the mat keeps getting smaller kind
aiya we couldn't make it haha so lame la
then we went to the side of the track to play the pass-the-waterbomb-back game
quite fun la haha the last one has to burst it and stuff then ya i think we won?
so in the end we took the forfiet water and drenched aaron :D:D:D HAHA
yup then we went to play the SHAVING CREAM GAME HAHAHA
omg damn disgusting la we have to like pass the shaving cream on to the next person using cheek only
kinda sick la but aiya just have some fun la haha
in the end we got aaron all creamed up and stuff so he styled his hair wa damn punk la! lol
yup then we went to wash and stuff then to the bleachers
then to the canteen to get some drinks where we met the oracle and company haha
got called back to play the last game which was pass-the-squeeze haha
quite lame la in the end we don't know how many squeeze LOL
yup after that games ended, we had mass rally then went to washup and change etc
and finally it was time for OG tine :D haha 4 hours of og time yay lol
my og decided to go hollandv's swensens in the end for lunch,
ordered lots of stuff in the end we got 2 free earthquakes haha! yum
had a baked rice and bought a chocopop which i didn't finish aww sad.
quite boring la, like stone stone stone lol quite sian la
in the end we decided to walk back to ac so it was quite a long walk but we reached early
talked quite a lot to jialing haha but aiya the afternoon was kinda boring la
we went back then we had some more og time and we shared our thoughts and stuff
and that was the only time i felt that our og was united and stuff but yeah
it was really nice la, wish we could have been like this the entire time.
yup then everyone came back then it was CAMPFIRE yay yay! :D:D:D
all of us gathered at the basketball court (quite surprised it could fit everyone haha)
then there were quite a number of programmes and stuff
and oh ya lots of crashers omg! hahahaha nurul babe! :D:D:D
yup i think we did some ac cheers, campfire songs, then there was the ending of the story
and there were some campfire dances and etc, some boringish mascot thingy that didn't get anyone's attention
and oh ya they showed us bloopers! omg damn funny la! hahaha
your mother so ugly! and the 5566 thing omg lol! all those silly moments the council had making the orientation skit :)
yup then when it was 9plus or near 10? finally the DANCING started! :D:D:D
mass dance yeah man! we did singles then couples, i had to try and teach the ib crashers haha
then the campfire kind of ended but dancing continued, there were lots of cheering and stuff
people left, my og disappeared so i searched for em and enjia and we DANCED THE NIGHT AWAY WHEE :D:D:D
damn fun la there was like normal speed, fast and faster and faster omg damn fun! wheee
and we danced like nonstop so it was super high adrenaline rush woohoo! damn damn fun man.
ooh-aah! ooh-aah! ooh-aah! LOL HAHAHA
yup then it finally ended around 10.45 or something like that
so we went back to the hall to get our stuff then left sch etc
went home bathed sleep hahaha.
yup indeed it has been a blast of an orientation for me so far, its been really great hanging out with new people especially the band people haha :D
its been a great time having fun with my og medusa and my clan saralonde
even though i'm kinda quiet or antisocial in the og i still enjoyed our time together so thanks people :)
and a mega thanks to the council and all the ogls who put together this great orientation for us j1s! :D:D:D
thank you aaron debbie pauline for being super ogls, you guys have been so sporting and enthusiastic, love you all!
thanks everyone for making acjc orientation a superb one for me :D
I LOVE AC :D

left go left go left right AC!
left go left go left right AC!
who'd you wanna be a AC WARRIOR!
who'd you wanna be a AC WARRIOR!
how far? ALL THE WAY!
half way? NO WAY!
any sweat? NO SWEAT!
CHICKEN FEET! HAHA! ALL THE WAY! :D:D:D

i still love manprick (sp?) combo haha :D esp ice ice baby :D:D:D

ok say yay i finally updated.
will be updating the rest of last week and etc SOON.
(hopefully.)

life is like a sine graph =)
11:10 PM

20070107

it doesn't seem appropriate not to have a new year's post.
so here it is! sam's new year post :)

2006 resolutions
1. to do my very very best for my Os! study study! [okay pass.]
2. to keep my promises! cos sometimes i tend to forget or overlook time.. [er, fail.]
3. to be loyal to my klarinette! i must keep my standard up even after i leave the band. [pass sia.]
4. to appreciate my family. (this will be, hard... hm.) [49/100. must try harder..]
5. to love myself ^_^ [what shit is this?]
6. not to lose my identity. this is important. i nearly lost it many many times. [i sound so emo last time la. fail?]
7. to have fun! yeah! [duh pass.]
8. to learn to focus and balance my life, because i really need to this year. [erm. pass la. still ok.]
9. to control that temper of mine.. like lgp says it's explosive -_- [FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL]
10. to adapt well.. so that i can accept all kinds of weird surprises! haha. (that includes mock tests too. -_-) [pass? rmb the lit mock..]

erm that was crappy. now its time for this year's.

2007 resolutions
1. GET INTO ACJC ARTS :)
2. fix intonation problem on clarinet. learn triple and flutter tongueing.
3. stop writing key signatures into the scores.
4. WORK HARD FOR MEP MEP MEP MEP MEP. fix music theory foundation.
5. master all movements of Mozart's Concerto for Clarinet in A.
6. get a grip on electone. pass grade 5?
7. be organised.
8. CONTROL THE TEMPER.
9. FOCUS. DON'T RETAIN.
10. understand and respect others. be a true friend and a good daughter.

and anw, on the midnight of 31st december i received 19 smses and 1 call
in order of who smsed me first, i'd like to thank desmond, liyun, ms koh, xingtong, genseow, ivy, wanteng, sarina, jefri, carol, leeyen, mr chua :D, zhihao, cheryl, delia, vicky, weijie, hansel, emily, and of course baohui who wished me on the phone at 12 sharp haha.

8 out of 20 of them msged with a 'too' behind.
does that mean it is just out of courtesy to wish me back just cause i wished them happy new year?
i really wonder.
i'm not being sensitive here.
its just how they reply me that gets me thinking.
it makes me wonder about what i mean to the people who actually mean something to me.
i guess i think too much? must be it.

okay people recap 2006! :D
2006 was a blast, no doubt (:
met new friends, mugged my ass off, played until i died.. yup.
actually, THE COMPUTER WAS A HUGE DISTRACTION OMG
did you guys realise that i blogged EVERY SINGLE DAY?! or every other day la, about the same.
i basically got ADDICTED. lol
but yeah i mean, at least i can express myself better this way. (i think)
yup eh lets see..

JANUARY :D basically just getting used to school, sec4 work, LOSING LOTS OF SLEEP OMG, EVERYONE CAN SO VOUCH FOR THAT CAN?! yup chinese new year, band pracs for feb concerts etc.
FEBRUARY :D feb concert, jap graf IV! lion king! to the stars! :D lovelovelove cgssb X) mus'art performance, crescentian reunion, common tests, MOCK TESTS etc etc.
MARCH :D lots of homework, DIRTIEST CLASS OF THE WEEK AWARDS (LOL HAHAHA), chem lab POP music :D, habbo hotel with cher, farrah's corroding shirt, burning up test tube kiaps, I AM GIFTED WOOHOO :D:D:D gary wayne danny! NORTH POLE PAT HAHA. handing down of instrument and band u :( KOREAN DRAMA CRAZE :D:D:D lovers in paris :D another mus'art performance, leaving band :(
APRIL :D making colourful flames in chem lab! got braces O_O AHHHH nightmare of my life :( CRESCENT FUNFAIR! :D:D:D whooo rides! online fights with wanky! SHINSHING DIUDIU CHEEBABOOM WANKOM! going crazy over 2 for $2 snacks at mobil!
MAY :D midyears! XIAO MAO mzd LOL! post midyr shopping and stuff! MOTHER TONGUE INTENSIVE OMG D: my lovely samsoon craze! :D my boyfriend is type B craze! :D A2 FOR MUSIC :D :D:D:D CHINESE Os D:
JUNE :D signing up for english tuition on my own (guai genes!), worked really hard to finish my homework at my SECRET HIDEOUT in town :D:D:D got addicted to starbucks hot chocolate :) philwinds concert with hansel! lunch with ms koh :D:D:D ac tune in + bbq! fun fun :D movie with em and friends, finding my scores with hansel and realising i cried for nothing HAHA, ELECTONE GRADE 6 EXAM HAHAHAHA I PASSED WOOHOO :D:D:D:D:D my right foot was shaking like MAD HAHAHA so annoying! yup then movie with em, acjc concert, trouble with dsa, yamaha electone festival :D bad incident during prac :( solo shopping :D crazy about yoshi breakfast/yoshi beehoon! haising concert, malaysia trip, back to school.. OVERSLEEP HAHAHA LOL! hansel bending my ligature HAHA! phonecalls with hansel (got one until ASSEMBLY sia HAHA), ramly burgers! :D
JULY :D EYE INFECTIONS HAHA due to lack of sleep, watching FIFA world cup on the com, more phonecalls with hansel, HATED WEDNESDAY TIMETABLES LOL, O LEVEL CHINESE ORAL HAHAHAHAHAHA I PASSED IT BTW :D anqi came back from america/china and i FINALLY met her once again after 4 LONG YEARS :D hiding in the TOILET to finish HISTORY ESSAY HAHAHA, trip to the esplanade with the mep girls (: heaps and heaps of mus'art practice, NBC :D GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD in Open Div! 85.29% :D:D:D:D:D yup and mus'art rhythme et blues concert :D dares in school! breaking eggs cause i don't know how to hold them HAHA! movie outings with hansel leeyen deanna! :D sleeping during lit lol.
AUGUST :D mus'art performance, trips out with peilin, fireworks show with leeyen deanna weijie, mus'art beautiful sunday :D anti-relative velocity association (ARVA) with sheree and em! movie outings with leeyen deanna weijie, mus'art party! egg tart craze! :D minesweeper craze! more homework, prelims coming in.
SEPTEMBER :D cher and i saving pamela! swissbake cheesecake with sampan! back to the future with my electone class at our Musical Journey concert! prelims, getting into the IMF smiles mural LOL, PREEEELIMS D: post-prelims :) tuitioning peilin HAHA, GOONG CRAZE WOOHOO :D:D:D:D:D:D lady in me day, THE FORBIDDEN CITY with WANKY! WHEE! :D:D:D more IAG stuff and etc.
OCTOBER :D NEW mp3 player finally :D MORE GOONG CRAZE :D:D:D A1 FOR MUSIC YAY! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D DROPPING BIO MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BIO SUCKS. graduating from crescent.. performing with the mep girls as OSTINATO at farewell assembly :) acjc open house! preparing for Os.. 2 weeks of mugging mugging mugging, O level practicals for physchem and music etc.. watching ANIME during mugging -_- tsubasa, xxxHolic, series, movies, etc etc.. bad bad -_- YOUTUBE THAI ADS OMG FRICKING FUNNY LA! hahaha aiya bad bad.. mugging sessions with carol and sampan, first endofyear Os paper - CHINESE (retake), JAMES as my invigilator -_- having a quiet birthday, EXTREMELY ODD SLEEPING HOURS.. etc, basically dying from Os prep.
NOVEMBER :D having LOTS OF TUITION, LOTS OF FOOD (fat), and NOT ENOUGH SLEEP! whee! O LEVELS O LEVELS O LEVELS! :D:D:D:D:D it was quite horrible, a lot of suffering, loads of crying, stress, mugging etc.. and the worst came just before music paper i broke down (won't ever forget that, damnit) and ya all the papers taking so long to end but seem to be over so fast etc, all of that.. what an experience. yup.. and sudden attraction to watching tv! the Ellen Degeneres show LOVE :D:D:D yup and then finally FREEDOM WOOHOO :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D FIRST HOLIDAY WITHOUT HOMEWORK! :D last day of Os out with cheryl love, ac band pracs :D:D:D, alumni band pracs, band farewell, prom shopping :D ac tune in :) PROM :D:D:D quite fun la, all about the photos only. MUSICAL EVENING :D:D:D yay i actually performed instead of attended! haha with both alumni and main bands. yup then band exchange! movie outing with beloved section :D:D:D:D:D and wenhui! XD lol then dinner with ms seow and the mep girls! :D finally having the time of my life :)
DECEMBER :D ac concerts! :D both days haha. KOREA TRIP :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D land of kimchi! haha lots of SHOPPING, EATING (fat), SNOW :D and lots of my beloved joo ji hoon haha :D loved it. ac band pracs :) mus'art performance, section chalet! made fun only with baohui hansel weijie haha :D pae results, concerts with baohui hansel weijie, movie with baohui hansel, got addicted to starbuck's BAGELS :D:D:D visiting ms low, movie with liyun jefri stuart, tsubasa marathon with emily sheree gen, jc bandfest with emily sheree huilin gerdine etc etc, movies with emily gen jefri, PASSION concert with weijie xinhui and friend, giving dorothy her pet hamster yuki, x'mas eve at sentosa, x'mas movie with baohui, baohui's chalet :D:D:D ac band chalet :D:D:D NIGHT CYCLING :D:D:D free stay at MERITUS MANDARIN :D:D:D visiting liyun at her workplace, spending the last day of 2006 with new friends and counting down at vivo with annann :)
yup then baohui coming over to my place for new year and pudding my hamster passing away that night.

so here's my 2006. lots of fun and laughter, pain and joy, etc etc. well to sum up, i had a rough start for 2006 cause i had quite a lot of fun in sec3 end of year holidays, then not focused and stuff. i got to know some bad friends so i sort of slacked a lot in the first few months. there was a period of time i deluded myself and thought i knew what love was but no, i've yet to learn about that cause i never had a taste of true love before. lots of distractions (computer included) and there were so many school events or outside events etc, i didn't do myself justice for the studies part. indeed i suffered a lot losing all that sleep every night but i always thought it would be better to sleep late and finish studying rather than sleep early and wake up early to study finish, not knowing whether i'll finish in time or not. midyears were surprisingly alright, my first l1r5 below 20, and then the june holidays came and i believe it was the only june hols that i tried so hard to finish my work and even went to the extent of signing up for a holiday tuition on my own. having finished the first semester of overpiling homework, i dived into the second semester only to be distracted once again by band and stuff with mus'art, concerts and competition etc, but it goes without saying that i really enjoyed myself with everyone. time passed, o levels came nearer and nearer like never before, i panicked and studied like crazy, etc.. prelims came, it was quite a horrible experience sleeping late even on the night before exams but heck it was nothing compared to the actual Os which i DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL the night before :( oh well. prelims were surprisingly okay as well, first time my l1r5 hit below 10 (including bonus) and getting an a1 for music (its seriously just luck.) oh and i finally believed that i should just drop bio cause it sucks and i keep failing it -beams- haha. yup kinda wasted but heck, no more time already. finally left crescent and became a graduate, which i sort of looked forward to due to all that bitching gossip drama etc that only happens in girl schools, i couldn't stand any of that anymore, but seriously to be honest its never a nice feeling to leave a place you've become so attached to for so many years, and also all the memories you've had there. i wouldn't want to leave if i had a choice but life has to move on yup, and anyway i've been looking forward to acjc since never haha :D i love crescent, it will always be my alma mater :D yup so after that we had our study breaks, drama craze came in, affected my studying for the crucial weeks before Os and stuff but i still kind of managed. Os finally came, like i said i didn't actually get sleep everyday, the earliest i slept was 4.30am for every night and i remember vividly for lit paper 2 i slept from 6am to 6.15am only, and even though i studied throughout the night i didn't have enough time to finish the last 4 stories and it was so terrifying going into the exam hall. it was really horrible, those nights, i would suffer from insomnia and anxiety and i couldn't sleep even though i knew i had only about an hour or two before i woke up to go to school for the actual exam. needless to say i was extremely tired, sick, sad.. you name it. when the hated Os finally ended, life brightened up, everything changed, i got back my life :D so many activities going on, no time to even pack my sec4 work and clean up etc, so much fun with everyone, making so many new friends and in no time the holidays were ending and 2007 came. so yeah. that's my 2006. certainly lots of new friends, new experiences, new stuff. lots of suffering, mugging, dying, etc. but still it was a good experience, especially with my good friends around me who were always there to support me and stuff. sec4 is never considered a fun year la, but for me i guess it was quite fun and all that, cause i went through everything with my friends and all of us created so many memories which made up 2006. throughout the year i got closer to certain people, got more distant to others, etc etc, you know people change and stuff, but still i'm glad that i know all of you people who have been my friends so far. 2006 was a really memorable year with you guys, so here's a few shoutouts to my beloved friends :D thank you so much for being friends in 2006, i had a really good time yup? thank you EMILY for always being there silently, thankfully we became closer towards the end of the year. hopefully we will be able to be schoolmates for the next 2 years or even more, that way i'll have more time to finish writing your half-written farewell letter meant to be delivered during farewell assembly HAHAHA -_- haha ya hmm hope things will not change too much but still i will respect your decisions, conscious or unconscious (don't make much sense here haha) but ya i'll still be around like i said cause sam's the best YAY :D don't forget we're supposed to be neighbours next time okay :D:D:D yep and thank you CHERYL for being such a STUPID RETARDED HAMSTER like ME :D:D:D omg i love you a lot a lot okay i will miss you like crazy you stupid ham2. ham1 loves you forever! haha thanks so much for all the times we had together at the back of 4s2 being silly hamhams sleeping in class, eating in class, talking in class, etc etc whatever la. haha i know i'm very missable cause you miss me already RIGHT HAHA :D enjoy your time in sajc and hope you will continue to stay there and pursue your dreams of becoming a doctor so that next time the both of us will be able to go to new york to study together HAHA don't forget ok! you'll be studying in john hopkins and i'll be studying in juillard music school then we'll meet at new york central park to have recess YAY! :D:D:D omg our future plan sounds so retarded now la haha but ya must keep in contact ah! sorry for all the times we quarreled and stuff, i'm sure we all have our differences but after everything i still love you a lot a lot and we'll be hamhams forever YAY HAHA :D:D:D i miss you! and also thank you carol delia nengzi for being such chummy classmates and for bringing so much fun and laughter into my life :D:D:D thank you hansel weijie leeyen deanna baohui xinhui lihong for being friends, we sure had lots of fun in mus'art :D:D:D thank you gen nurul ashikin sarina ivy pam xingtong nicole for being my beloved section batchmates, love all of you :D:D:D thank you band batchmates for being the rockin sec4s cause we rock hahahaha :D:D:D thank you seniors juniors batchmates teachers everyone for making 2006 a memorable year for me :)

yup i guess thats about all for 2006. loads of memories. yup.
thanks everyone, its been great.
:)

the day when we must part
may crescent remain in our hearts

life is like a sine graph =)
8:47 PM

20070103

okay i'm like finally back after so long.
so many chalets
SO MUCH FUN X)
okay yup its gonna be a long post guys :D
chalets are love, seriously ;)

tuesday
woke up late. had late lunch. slacked on the com.
left the house around 8. dad fetched me to tiong, i trained to pasir ris.
bused to downtown, walked to costa sands pasir ris via the dark and scary place :l
was so freaked by the dark/puddles/FROGS :( super bad experience.
for one it was raining like nobody's business, so i had to carry my umbrella
for two it was dark and wet and the stupid FROGS were singing/croaking/making scary noises.
the frogs freaked me out and i ran across the small bridge which was all puddle-y
and basically i created a fountain. (aka i got super wet.)
and when i was almost there this stupid frog gave such a HUGE CROAK
i jumped out of my skin and unfortunately for emily who was on the phone i SCREAMED
and subsequently scooted to the chalet unit which i found without knowing.
-claps-
so erm. yup. first chalet of the week: baohui's chalet X)
according to her there's like, ngee ann band people, soka people, mus'art people.
but when i reached apparently the ngee ann band people left already
so there were only soka and mus'art people left.
(oh and there was no bbq btw. -_-)
basically when i reached, the people there were baohui, hansel, vanessa, kenneth and baohui's 2 friends.
first things first - dry my stupid self. tsk.
the rain stopped so hansel and baohui went to downtown for dinner.
(i asked them to buy dinner for me heh heh)
i started watching open season on hansel's notebook
so the 4 people playing cards gave me weird looks when i laughed like shit.
i mean i was listening through earphones. so paiseh lah haha.
started on happy feet after that but hansel's com died and hibernated instead LOL.
weijie came during happy feet, like around 12 plus? o_o lol. he brought my dinner for me yay X)
then vanessa had to go off, so kenneth eventually disappeared to call her or something haha.
and baohui's 2 friends decided to go walk so the chalet was quite empty with only me and weijie.
watched some tv then baohui and hansel came back, then all of us just rotted and rotted and rotted.
our chalet was really quite cosy cause the people staying over were just
baohui, hansel, weijie, kenneth, baohui's 2 friends, me. (vanessa came back at 5am though.)
yup so we watched more movies, rotted, talked, died.. etc.
NO NIGHT CYCLING :(:(:(:(:(:(:( stupid rain! ARGH.
and hansel and weijie and i promised... SIGH :( oh well.
when the rain got lighter around 3plus weijie and i walked to downtown mac to get supper hehheh
by then the 2 friends and kenneth were sleeping alr, baohui and hansel continued to rot.
so we walked there (with umbrellas, still) and back. sundae in cold weather rocks la.
went back to eat, rot, rot, rot, rot, you get the idea.
tried (read: tried) blogging (slow net), youtube (slow net), bloghopping (slow net)
conclusion, screw downtown's wireless. but we were connecting from costa sands pasir ris so.. ah well.
oh but at least we could o2-jam! yay haha!
there was once baohui was playing O2 Brahms then weijie and i were listening to PASSION concert on my mp3
we were listening to hungarian dance by ayako and its like we realised its the SAME SONG HAHA :P lol.
so yup we spent the whole night talking, rotting, slacking..
around 5 vanessa came back, she and kenneth plus the 2 friends took up the pullout (aka lower) bed
baohui and weijie got tired and eventually slept on the normal (aka upper) bed
while hansel watched prison break on his com and i o2jam-ed on weijie's com heh heh heh.
the sun started to rise and it was 6am so baohui woke up to go to sch for band prac omg
the poor girl, i hope she didn't sleep during mrs chua's combined.
ya so by the time i got tired apparently i had already o2jam-ed for hours and hours
cause it was like 7plus when i finished and i rmb i started around 4 or 5? don't know la.
yup so i decided to go sleep while hansel sent baohui out, which was near 8? can't rmb.
took baohui's place on the normal bed heh heh X)
woke up a bit when hansel came back but nonetheless had a good sleep.

wednesday
if you haven't noticed it was 12am long long ago
so my wednesday officially begins after i wake up.
same goes for the following days lar.
yup woke up around 10.30 when weijie woke up. 2 hours of sleep.
hansel took weijie's place aft that and slept like a pig haha.
rotted around, packed, left the chalet around 11.30 with weijie.
he walked home, i walked to pasir ris mrt (had lots of time mah)
stepped into absolut MUD eew. on the way to the bus interchange.
luckily i was smart and washed my feet/slippers with my bottled water :)
then i trained to orchard to meet a giraffe and a mouse. (sleeping takes you anywhere damn fast la.)
my phone died in the train, sigh. oh and i saw gretchen along the way haha :)
yup so since i was still early and damn freaking tired i decided to buy starbucks freshly brewed coffee (cheapest one)
then cause i couldn't contact the giraffe due to my stupid dead phone
i went to nokia centre at wisma to try and beg for help
as in either get a charging port or borrow a phone to see my contact list.
the frigging arrogant salesman was like,
i'm sorry we don't have a charging port for you, and we can't possibly lend you a phone to see your contact list because you see, your phone is quite an OLD MODEL and nowadays they have a new card instead of the SD card you're using so the phones we have here cannot read your phone's SD card. as in like, you know, your phone is quite OUTDATED already. yeah, i'm sorry we can't help you.
OMG I SO WANTED TO PUNCH HIM. RIGHT THERE AND THEN. TJSH! GARRHH!
and so i decided to use the last resort
which is to call the cheese's house
to get the cheese's number
from the cheese's mum
and then call the cheese
to get the giraffe's number.
sorry if this sounds confusing. its meant to protect identity lar.
erm yup so i finally managed to call the giraffe using the public phone
and then i went to taka kfc to meet the giraffe and the mouse.
and along the way i was thinking, something's missing...
SHIT I FORGOT AHHHHHHHHHH!
I FORGOT TO TAKE MY FRESHLY BREWED COFFEE FROM THE TOP OF THE PUBLIC TELEPHONE!
well. it is quite sad. i mean, it was freshly brewed anyways.
even though it was cheap and tasted yucky somehow it was still coffee.
and it was HOT. it was frigging fresh can?!
i just wasted money on it by forgetting to take it from the top of the telephone.
SIGH. i'm seriously like, the best lar. yeah. applause please. SIGH. and the stupid giraffe still dare to laugh lar.
oh well forget about the coffee already, i hope they cleared it.
yup so after that we ate kfc lunch and then went around taka buying stuff.
taka toys section. nothing.
toy store at level 4. neh thingy.
taka cold storage.. NO CHOC GAH!
erm then the split thingy.
mouse gave me gum heh.
esprit. shirt for giraffe, keychain for me X)
WALK WALK WALK
isetan. NO CHOC AGAIN ARGH!
WALK WALK WALK
BUS BUS BUS
tanglin mall toy store. box thing.
tanglin supermarket. NO CHOC GAHHHHH
RUN RUN RUN
BUS BUS BUS
TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN
bugis cold storage. NO CHOC OMG ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANTED TO KILL THE GIRAFFE.
in the end, last resort, call john little.
oh yay, have stock. a lot of stock. -claps- AND JOHN LITTLE WAS JUST NEXT TO TAKA?!
giraffe owes me big time. i mean, BIG TIME.
was super late alr, like 6plus when we finished?! OMG DIE
i promised my mum i would go home after lunch and its like 6plus?! omgomgomg.
my mum even called the giraffe la. cause i used the giraffe's phone to call home cause of my dead phone.
but anyways. the giraffe and the mouse were kind enough to wait for a cab with me.
frigging long queue lar. but anyway thanks okay.
oh but giraffe you still owe me damn big time. i hate you to bits oh yay :D LOL
reached home and the first thing i did was MAI'MSORRYI'MLATE!
and then my mum was like, oh i left you voicemail you know, you didn't check? aiyo your phone died? oh must be talk too much on the phone la! see la last month hor your phone bill 150 dollars okay! who ask you talk so much on your phone la! so expensive i tell you ah daddy find out hor you die.
and i'm like, ... orh okay (phew).
REALLY PHEW LAR. giraffe i spared you one of your 1000 lives.
yup so erm. damn shag, bathed, begged parents to stay for another night at baohui's chalet.
parents consented, packed for the next few days X)
ate dinner, o2-jammed, dad drove me to costa sands pasir ris :)
THANKS DAD! was so tired la, i totally blacked out in the car until i arrived.
yup so when i reached it was just baohui weijie and baohui's friend. so lonely LOL.
they ate macs, baohui and friend went out to walk, weijie and i rotted.
lihong came and ate, hansel came, baohui and friend came back, we all rotted.
i went bonkers memorising dr lee's 22 musical concepts, tien commandments, tien-yin.
when i finally finished, we slacked somemore, got bored, listened to music.
hansel got seriously bored so he set up baohui's clarinet and played. like at 2am?! -_-
yup then we all got kinda tired and stuff, decided to watch totoro on hansel's notebook hahaha :D
he ah, got a lot of movies in his notebook la. tsk tsk tsk.
so anw hansel baohui and friend took the lower bed,
weijie and i took the upper bed
and lihong played worms on weijie's com (HAHA)
i wanted to play worms too! after the movie la. but unfortunately didn't have the chance to.
so erm yup we watched, talked, eventually fell asleep etc.
weijie fell asleep first with his tissue box, poor guy had a tap for a nose for so long hai.
next was me haha. i rmb i watched until nearly the end of the show?
guess it was about 3am. shag la. so sleep lor. heh.

thursday
i woke up at 8 to see weijie still sleeping with his specs on haha.
then i felt something at my foot. i tapped it a few times.. feels like.. hair?
i looked - WA SOMETHING HUGE THERE.
oh its lihong HAHAHAHA. he slept horizontally at weijie's and my feet.
okay it was still early.
-sleep-
i woke up at 10am when everyone was waking up.
we were all discussing about our sleep fights HAHAHA. damn funny la.
apparently i dangled my leg down halfway and attacked hansel's butt
and then hansel attacked baohui's elbow using his elbow.
then apparently lihong slept facing my feet and i gave him a nice kick, then he turned the other way HAHA.
and apparently for the rest of the night i kept kicking his head HAHAHA.
he speaks of free massage from me and weijie -_- LOL
and lihong said weijie and i kept sleep fighting? HAHAHA i didn't even know la.
in fact i didn't know all that except for the part that i tapped lihong's head/hair LOL.
oh but there was once i rmb clearly, i curled up and somehow weijie's elbow was above my head
then he mumbled something in his sleep and gave me a huge ELBOW on my head! omg like TJSH!
i swear i became more stupid.. should have attacked him with the tissue box lol.
hm ya enough about sleep fights haha, we packed and then locked up the chalet
we returned the key and checked out, then walked to downtown's BK for breakfast :)
slow service grr. ate halfway then i lost my appetite cause of some thoughts.
got so pissed and irritated that i decided to stay with hansel and baohui instead of going somewhere else.
so after breakfast lihong and weijie bused home, baohui and i went to hansel's house.
before that the 3 of us went to white sands to walk around and rot haha, bought some stuff
then bused to hansel's house which was really quite near, then went to say hi to his dog tim! :)
sigh tim is sick :( hopefully he'll be better soon.
yup played with tim for a while and rotted, then left the house at 2 for town with hansel's windbreaker.
(finally) got the stupid giraffe's and my chocs at john little
then went to taka to meet the giraffe and stuff
after that went to meet em and gen at orchard mrt! haha :)
em and i trained to pasir ris while gen trained home, then went to meet jefri and stuart and enjia
apparently em and i had to do the christmas gifts which were at hansel's house
and the rest had nothing to do
so i brought them all over to the void deck there hahaha
they read up on dr lee's stuff while em and i chionged the last few pressies
oh i kinda lost my way there cause i forgot about the stupid bridge
and subsequently got everyone wet? cause it was raining like, persians and greyhounds? whatever.
sorry guys. but anw it was silly lar, the guys took out umbrellas and the girls just walked in the rain :D
lol so anw, sorry hansel for wetting your windbreaker! :( i was super drenched la.
but haiya he still so nice give me towel to dry up haha.
yup so while the rest were downstairs doing the stuff hansel baohui and i ate lunch (i bought macs :D)
hansel's dog tim liked the foldover bread so in the end i ate the patties only T_T lol but it was fun feeding it haha :)
yup so it was about 5plus that i sent the rest off cause they had nothing to do alr
oh before that i gave em the birthday presents which were
1. tsubasa poster
2. hp accessory
3. stupid melty kiss choc that i searched all around singapore for
4. music note tee from korea :D:D:D
yay yay hahaha :) yup then they went off
while i continued staying at hansel's house for a while to pack and stuff
after that hansel and baohui left for mus'art prac while i went for the next chalet T_T oops :(
i seriously hope mrs chua doesn't read this.. zhihao and wenhui don't tell ah! o_o
yup so we bused back to pasir ris then they left
i bused to downtown and walked to costa sands pasir ris to rent a BIKE YAY :D
FINALLY :D:D:D NIGHT CYCLING :D:D:D
yup eh rented it overnight for 15bucks, good catch compared to emily's aloha bikes at 13bucks HAHA
cause her bikes don't have locks and they're at the nearly unrepairable kind of stage.
muahaha -claps- okay yup so erm. cycled to aloha loyang which really wasn't that far away hahaha
and yup i arrived at the ac band chalet :D around 7pm?
hm yeah so didn't really do much stuff other than walk around and help em rent her (lousy) bikes hohoho
em and enjia and i got bored so we decided to go visit the cgssb chalet at costa sands downtown east haha :)
we cycled there and dried ourselves cause it was kinda like pouring like mad?
yup oh we shared 1 lock to 3 bikes hoho. my bike rental rocks la, got give lock some more.
erm yup there wasn't much stuff there, prisyuen and company were playing xbox and cards etc
only a few graduates came, so ya erm the 3 of us just rotted there for a while la
had a nice talk with prisy and stuff, slacked, koped some of their chips lol.
yup then we left them, went to kopitiam to get some grub then cycled back to aloha
got lost along the way OMG i'm so totally stupid la grrr and its like damn scary path with the stupid FROGS singing
reached a dead end and we cycled back to the correct place sigh i'm so sorry guys :(
yup so we reached aloha just in time to see dr lee LOL
omg we were like, AHHH test's gonna start soon omgomgomg -escapes-
and we succeeded cause em and i had to walk enjia out to downtown to meet hweegeok and sheryan to go home
(but apparently there wasn't any testing, dr lee just threw people into the pool and stuff haha we missed it lar)
so erm we walked enjia out, left ej with hg and sy then em and i went for long walk :D
before that we went to buy plaster for em's knee and i went to tong a nihonhon thingy for baohui :)
to replace the one that dropped off her clarinet case X) but don't need hor baohui... sorry sia lol :P
yupyup so em and me walk walk walk walk walk for longlonglong
sorry for everything ok :( and thanks also -hug- whee :D
we buuuuddieeeeee! forever! :D:D:D (open season porcupine voice) heh heh.
yep after that we reached aloha around 11.30? bize and company koped our bikes so we had to wait till midnight
so meanwhile i decided to go and WADE :D in the pool X)
wade wade, play fetch, sit on the metal bars talk talk etc
oh and i erm, drank pool water -_- everyone say eeeew!
was just helping a j3 (i think yangy) complete his dare haha lol. chlorine water -chokes-
had to drink in front of the group of j3s and act shocked HAHA lame
yup eh then a cat appeared and em jumped into the water, literally speaking
she climbed onto the slide and stayed there
so i'm like, haha lets just get all wet lar and started wading in the deeper parts
ya so somehow our phones kept getting wet so i put them at the side of the pool
(while secretly waiting for 12midnight muahaha)
so we continued wading around in the pool
then kenneth and friend came around, em was squabbling with him about something and finally it was 12mn
so i was like HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY! -PUSH- :D
alas, i didn't push her hard enough to make her fall face-down in the pool SIGH :(
but at least she was quite drenched cause she almost fell muahaha
and we started a water fight LOL muahahahaha HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BABE! :D
yupyupyup. a lot of splash and stuff, some fat guard came wading into the pool to tell us to shush
hm yeah then we decided to go NIGHT CYCLING! :D:D:D FINALLY :D:D:D
bize and company returned the bikes so emily jefri and i decided to go cycle yay!
we cycled to downtown, jefri was damn lousy with his bike cause it was the sucky bike LOL
we stopped at the toilet, then we cycled to lots of places! haha.
first we cycled past haising to nowhere, then we turned back and OMG em and jef are like damn slow can
i cycled around the hdb block come back they still haven't caught up?! omg la hahaha
yup then we cycled to white sands! in search of food.
no food.. so we decided to go tampines mall OMG HAHA
along the way out right in front of white sands i made a u-turn..
AND FELL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! damn dumb lar.
its like after i fell, i could see emily and jefri rush to save me and i'm like, looking horizontally LOL
ah well it was nothing much, just a little bit pain only and a bualuku
and OMG SO DIRTY LAR EEEEEWW! em and i went to search for toilet, nada.
so we bought a bottle of ICE COLD ICE MOUNTAIN YEAH MAN! wash wash wash.
i was disgusted by what stuck to me. dirt, water, HAIR, fluff.. eew lar.
at least i was ok (: with like a huge chunk of scratches on my calf LOL.
yup so we cycled halfway and met with this dark stretch of road.. plan cancelled.
i called hansel to ask for directions to any food place, thanks man.
then we cycled back to haising there, and further up to the 24hour coffeeshop
along the way we cycled on the MAIN ROAD WOOHOO YEAH MAN!
there were like no cars and i just went zig-zagging around the white stripes, omg it was COOL LAR :D:D:D
yup then we reached the coffeeshop,
i was getting soso tired so i bought a cup of kopi milk, sipped at it while it cooled
and finally drank the remaining, which was nearly everything, in 1 gulp?!
subsequently got a BAD BAD BAD STOMACHACHE AFTER THAT I WANTED TO DIE :(
i went to the toilet to puke, but i saw a cockroach and scramed instead.
went to the roadside to pude, but saw a rat and scramed instead.
in the end no puke. tried to burp. washed up and went back to our table to rest.
we bought prata but had no appetite. so my share went to jefri -_-
rested for quite some time then we cycled back.
was getting extremely tired so i kinda slept and cycled at the same time.
jefri was like sam. sam.. sam. sam? sam. sam! sam.. sam! wake up!
i'm like.. aiya.. shag.. sorry.. zzz.
got back to the chalet, everyone was watching death note.
waited for liyun to finish watching so we could go cycle heh heh, even though i was nearly dead.
meanwhile the rest of the sec4s meaning huilin sheree shawn sat with me at the stairs and talked
haha sorry for worrying you guys okay, i was just quite shag la. haha sorry! thanks ya? :)
yup then joel the greedy pig wanted food, plus theresa and stuart too
so i was nice LOL, huilin and i cycled to downtown cheers to get food for them
justin and friend cycled back with the food
oh yeah unfortunately no food for joel cause there were no sandwiches left HAHA
but being nice huilin and i cycled to white sands 7eleven to get his stupid sandwich for him tsk.
yup then we cycled back to deliver joel's food
and realised that liyun and sheree and friends all went to downtown mac alr OMG D:
so huilin and i walked to downtown to find them cause joel and feroz wanted to use our bikes
then halfway joel and feroz made us turn back and then returned our bikes -_- whatever la.
at least i spent some time talking with huilin :) we had a nice cycle/walk haha.
cycled to downtown mac, met liyun they all
then went to costa sands downtown east first to dump my belongings at cgssb chalet
and then went to eat a little something with liyun and the rest, breakfast LOL
went cycling again after that with liyun :D:D:D yay yay :D yup we went to pasir ris town park place
cycled around the pond thingy then went to the playground where we watched the sky change colour
had a nice talk haha :) after some time we went back and it was nearly 8, the rest had already gone back
so i went to costa sands pasir ris to cgssb chalet to bathe and sleep while liyun cycled back to aloha
thanks pris and co for letting me kope your facilities LOL heh heh, feel kinda bad ya.
bathed and slept next to lijin in the emptier room haha, while the rest played xbox in the other room lol.
finally some rest la.

friday
woke up 2 hours later at 10, went to return my bike at costa sands pasir ris.
walked back in, got my stuff, thanked pris and co then left for aloha.
walked in to aloha while talking to baohui on the phone haha :)
yup eh then met the rest of the sec4s who were waiting for the shuttle bus
all of them were super sianed and tired LOL while i was so refreshed HAHA oops
yup so all of us went to the poolside to wait, turned out we remembered the wrong timing
so ya it was a long long wait at the poolside, huilin fell asleep LOL
em and i talked and stuff, i rotted, etc etc until the bus came! yay.
then liyun meiling me walked back to the chalet (we sent them out) and then we realised..
WE WERE LOCKED IN HAHAHAHA! nobody was in the chalet cause everyone went escape alr -_-
yup so we decided to catch the shuttle bus to pasir ris mrt station as well HAHA
so when we reached the pasir ris we sent them off, then the 3 of us went to white sands to walk haha
went to eat lunch at 12 at food point, got a BAD nose then ): like weijie's tap nose -_-
used a lot of tissue, walked around etc, decided to take the shuttle bus back to aloha hahaha
waited for ages and i was dying of nose attack, go figure
finally the costa sands downtown east and costa sands pasir ris shuttle came, we decided to take that one
but afterwards realised that the aloha shuttle was just behind but heck, too late la
meiling dropped off at downtown to buy lunch back for eileen and friends who were back at the chalet alr
then liyun and i dropped off at costa sands pasir ris and walked back
reached the chalet, felt horrible with the stupid nose, so liyun sent me to sleep haha
quite surprised that i actually went to sleep la, guess i must be really tired with 2 hours of slp
oh the air con in room4 was like freezing la so yup i died sleeping.
slept at 2, woke up at 4 and liyun had already gone home, meiling gone too so only me and eileen
went downstairs, rotted while watching my favourite show the ellen show :D but quite boring lar.
after a while bize and company came back from escape, then they were gonna take the shuttle to pasir ris to go home
so i decided to follow them since i was going to meet baohui they all to go anglican high concert haha
yup so took the shuttle to pasir ris, trained 1 stop to tampines haha
went tampines mall to try get a decent pair of berms or something cause i was in fbts
and its like so rude la, i mean concert etiquette yup?
so i bought a pair of matching brown berms yay haha
but its like together with my jurassic park shirt i look damn stupid la, like super kiddy -_-
yup so aft buying i went to meet baohui hansel and friends, we trained to tanjong pagar
no actually we MISSED OUR STOP HAHA cause baohui was talking to me LOL
yup so we reached tanjong pagar, went to change at the toilet, walked to SCH
bought ticket then went in to sit with them
was kinda tired when i suddenly spotted zhihao waving frantically HAHA oops
apparently wenhui was coming up to sit with me (just nice got empty seat LOL) and i didn't see haha
so yup i got the job of taking care of wenhui haha -_- we ate sweets during the concert lol
erm couldn't really concentrate on the music but it wasn't as good as i thought
no offence to ahband members but somehow something's missing.. compared to the previous concert
yup eh their high school musical COPY CRESCENT!! ahhhhh -bish-
but expected la haha, its quite entertaining anyways :)
hm yup then intermission, wenhui listened to my mp3 recording
then we went to find mrs chua but we couldn't go backstage -_- so we went downstairs
bought coffee but apparently its some sugar water?! crap la no coffee beans. tsk.
bought prawn crackers for wenhui, tried to sneak in but cannot so we had to stay outside to eat T_T
in other words i missed the entire second half of the concert T_T
ah well at least i heard some of the music via the tv outside la. yup and i also had a nice talk with wenhui haha
after she finished the crackers we went to get drinks but no coins -_-
so i tried changing my 10buck note via the sandwich machine.. scully NO REFUND BUTTON WTH O_O
so ya we just had to buy a sandwich lor. gave it to wenhui, think she gave it her mum haha -_-
yup so we used the change to buy soya bean milk, then the concert ended T_T
after that i went to return wenhui to her brother/mother haha, then went to meet baohui hansel and friends
yup so we went outside, baohui went to meet her dad
in the end all of us went to laopasat to dinner yay! :D yummy.
yup so after that we walked to raffles place mrt, the rest trained home while baohui hansel and i trained to somerset
guess what? we went to stay at the MERITUS MANDARIN HOTEL :D WHEE!
baohui's dad booked rooms and there was space so baohui asked us to come over :)
too bad weijie couldn't come haha, or else it'd be like the chalet alr LOL
yup so we went to room 2929 HAHA cool eh! yupyup. its like a suite la!
got living room and bedroom. bathroom and toilet. cool not!
we decided to sleep in the living room cause baohui's dad would be sleeping in the bedroom.
i koped the bigbig chair! haha.
they started watching some korean show so i decided to go bathe haha
OMG the toilet damn posh! hahaha. yup eh there were like 5 showerheads?! o_o
so high class la omg. i felt so inferior LOL
yup eh bathed then went back to the living room and watched the dragon tiger gate (long hu men), the kungfu show?
don't know, quite boring la aiya.
i think we finished the show around 2 and i kind of fell asleep HAHA.
the bigbig chair was damn nice la! got leg rest, damn cushiony
and can adjust the angle so its almost like a bed instead haha
yup so erm. i fell asleep without knowing la yup LOL.

saturday
woke up when i heard my phone vibrating (it was charging on the floor)
saw my mum calling.. better not answer la.
think it was 11am? still kinda shag.
-sleep-
woke up and it was 1pm HAHAHA.
check phone.. 10 MISSED CALLS HAHAHA all my mum sia.
apparently according to baohui and hansel i slept damn early.
they slept at 4. tsk. and they took pictures of me sleeping ARGH! -bish-
yup eh we slacked, packed, ate some snacks, watched tv (PLASMA LEH)
left the hotel near 4pm and i brought them to ps via bus.
went to yamaha to buy theory book, then ate kfc lunch.
i trained to tiong to meet mum to make my EZlink card while they went walking.
sigh so sad la, i should ask them to scan my old photo instead, now so diao looking, last time so cute.
yup and ALL MY MAC POINTS ARE GONE LAR :( stupid.
whatever la. yup then i trained back to meet them again at the arcade
then we went downstairs, rot, walk, etc etc.
after a while they went home, i trained to harbourfront to meet parents at vivo.
ate dinner at this brazilian restaurant, fish was damn tasty.
went home, bathed, sleep.
SHAG.

sunday
woke up 1plus. slacked, rot, o2jam hehheh. left the house at 4.
bused to vivo to visit liyun at her workplace earle (swensens)! :D:D:D
ate lunch (some shrimp thingy) then went out with liyun's friends.
haha kinda weird la, but still its good to make new friends :)
yup so liyun annann and xueshan knocked off at 5pm then i went out with them
liyun went off to meet her other friends, annann xueshan me went to banquet to wait for more friends haha
ate dinner there with all the friends (from plmgs, forgot to mention)
they were liza, daphne, daphne's twin. plus annann and xueshan la. yup.
haha after that we went around to walk, decided to get drinks from coffee bean
bought this peppermint chocolate ice-blend, not bad la
then we all walked to the promenade to see the ship and stuff, in the end we all just slacked la
we sat at the seaside near the ship's front and played games lol!
rotted, talked, played silly games.. haha it was as if i knew them my whole life?
they were really friendly, i mean like,
its only been a few hours i've been around them and they're really nice and didn't mind me
so yeah it was really fun spending time with them :)
after that we walked around vivo and they all had to leave around 9plus
so it was only me and annann left, and we decided to countdown together :D haha!
we were really bored so we just walked up to see the crowd at the vivo countdown then down again to rot
then we went daiso and bought caramel corn to munch LOL
basically had nothing much to do so we went to 2nd floor opp her workplace to sit and rot outside haha :D
talked, rotted, played phone games, died.. its like quite sian for a countdown la lol
but at least we had fun talking and stuff haha :)
people say that what you do on the midnight of 31st dec is what you'll be doing the entire year
so i guess i'll be making new friends all year round! :D thats really cool la X)
yup so we waited until 12 and everyone started crowding around so we stood up and squeezed around
then we saw these small bits of fireworks over at the sentosa side? like our view was damn pathetic haha
and we heard fireworks from upstairs, but we couldn't see it -_-
so its like, not much commotion? haha quite boring in fact! lol
annann got quite depressed cause it was like nothing much? we didn't even countdown LOL
haha don't sad la! it was nice to just sit and talk. at least to me la :)
thanks for 'counting down' 2007 with me yup! i'll visit you guys often ;) heh heh.
yup eh so we just sat there after the crowd went, ate our caramel corn, rotted again lol
it was around 1 that she had to leave to meet her bro somewhere so we said goodbye
i had to wait at vivo for my dad to come fetch me so i went to read up at the exhibition on the ship gotheborg
haha its cool lar i guess lol.
yup soon dad came and fetched, went home
bathed, sleep.

monday
woke up at 2plus?! HAHA. still not my latest la.
dad brought me along for a car wash then fetched me to vivo
went to visit liyun annann xueshan again! haha! :P
ate lunch (some tortilla thing), dad had coffee
then dad went home, i shopped while waiting for baohui
bought 5 esprit apparels :D:D:D yay haha. almost not enough money -_-
yup then trained to outram to meet baohui who was too lazy to train to harbourfront -_-
bused home from there haha, went to 7eleven to get coffee
(i was playing with mine until it dropped and rolled and got dented so i threw it away)
yup then we went to cold storage to get groceries and stuff
then we walked to my house :D yay hahaha
actually hansel and weijie were supposed to come but aiya another day la haha
baohui did homework/watched tv while i went to cook
lots of stuff to eat la, omg haha
microwave-yakitori, cup noodles, pasta :D
yupyup we watched tv and ate, baohui did her homework (guai!)
we rotted until past midnight then my dad fetched her home
yay haha it was fun! come again ah! :)
yup along the way back dad bought mac, then reached home and bathed
tried to feed pudding some mac foldover bread but she didn't want to eat
sigh she was dying la. yup. (emo part, skip it if you hate it.)
she was so tired, so sick.
she broke her leg a few weeks ago cause she was stuck at the top of the cage
the cage was faulty but i didn't notice, i just pushed her a bit but she didn't react
when i finally realised i freed her from the cage and she dropped down cause i didn't catch her properly
then when i let her walk around she was limping already..
so it was sort of my fault that she started fading away.
cause i didn't free her in time, i even pushed her
cause i didn't take care of her enough to realise there was something wrong with the cage
cause i wasn't a good owner.
but then its like these few weeks she got better, more energetic and more lively
she could even walk around on 3 legs!
we thought she would be okay, but slowly she started to die..
she wouldn't eat or drink, she would just sleep and walk around and look tired, so tired
it hurt me a lot to see her suffering so much so i talked to her often and fed her her favourite food
i hoped that she would become better but suddenly she became so old and frail and weak..
until she couldn't walk anymore.
when i fed her the mac bread, she didn't care and went to sleep.
after a while when i checked her, she was lying on her side.
hamsters usually sleep in a ball, but she was so weak she could only lie on her side.
i gave her a small cotton wool blanket and put a cornflake next to her
then i let her rest for some time.
when i next checked her again, she was awake, eyes wide open, unable to blink.
her breathing was shallow, she moved occasionally to respond to my words.
my dad said she was about to go soon.. so i decided to stay with her through the night.
i talked to her about her life, my life, thanking her for the joys she brought and apologising for being such a bad owner
i knew she was listening because she would move occasionally and sniff the air
she was so tired, so old, so weak, so frail.. yet so strong, to keep holding on.
she was suffering so badly, i couldn't stop crying.
so in the end i told her..
if you're tired, then just go. its okay.
i know you're suffering. its tiring right?
its okay. i'm here.. i understand.
i don't want you to suffer anymore..
so if you're tired, its okay to let go.
i'll always remember you, forever.
when you leave,
don't forget that from the day you came till the day you left,
i have always and will always love you.
thank you for everything.

i went to sleep, hoping that she had heard me.

this morning, she left.
and i still can't stop crying.

tuesday
woke up 1plus, had lunch, tried practicing electone.
went for electone class INDIVIDUAL omg -_-
from now on i've changed class.. no more with the group la sigh.
cause of band prac on saturdays, oh well.
so yup it was not that scary la (phew)
must practice must practice.. yup.
hm.. after lesson went home, use com.
blog, rot, dinner, rot, talk, blog etc.
okay time to sleep now.
OMG I TOOK SO FRICKING LONG TO FINISH THIS STUPID LONG POST ARGH.
ah well at least i'll remember about all the fun i had last week :)
and the parting of a family member.. yep.
END! :D

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i'm sorry, i can't seem to talk to you normally anymore?
the more i think about things, i get more annoyed.
i'll try ok.

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partings are always painful right?

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OH YAY SOMEONE SPECIAL IS IN THE SAME OG AS ME!
PAM TAN MY DEAREST HUBBY! LOVE LOVE LOVE!
yup. orientation starts in about 5 and a half hours.
ciao people! :D

life is like a sine graph =)
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