:D

20070227

today was a good day, i wish everyday would be like today.

La Befana. The Epiphany.
it took me so long to realise it.

-

on a lighter note...
bize says:
he has affections for u
bize says:
i.e. not gay
samho (: says:
MY GAY SHIT
samho (: says:
HAHA
samho (: says:
affections.. siao.
bize says:
ur shit is GAY
bize says:
omygosh
bize says:
i never seen a happier shit in my life
bize says:
harhahra
samho (: says:
HAHA

bize is always full of funny shit :)

life is like a sine graph =)
11:59 PM

20070226

its always raining during chinese lessons..

btw i feel a little silly playing mozart and bach.
so Ic-V7-I or I-IV-V-I.
but nevermind, they're all happy and jolly.

hey jon, congrats man! i'm so happy for you :)

life is like a sine graph =)
11:04 PM

20070225

wed
woke up feeling horrible cause i slept at 4 doing math and lit tutorials. and studying econs.
haha i went high on mugging econs for 2 hours and didn't notice the time until 2plus!
only then did i start on my homework lol. so mugger D: lol
wore acjc uniform! whee how exciting. haha.
felt quite nauseous after eating a little something, felt like vomiting :( drank water instead.
did harmony before assembly at the qm room.
devotions was inspiring. its interesting to keep learning about christ.
math tutorial was yayness, i felt so accomplished to have finished the tutorial :D
ate yongtaufoo during break and felt like vomiting again :(
chinese was free! wheehee laoshi didn't come so we just had to do this wksht
we intended to play but decided to be guai and finish the wksht first
in the end it was soooo frigging difficult by the time we finished the bell JUST had to go D:
had an hour's worth of lit tutorial aft that, damn boring i think i konked out for like 10 min.
an hour's break spent rotting/eating before going for 20th century which was quite fun :)
started 10min late, ended 10min late. econs lect aft that was super short cause we were late haha.
went to hall for lupus talk aft lect, omgosh so emo the speakers all cried D: so saddening.
aft talk went to set up instru and got ready for founders' day rehearsal which lasted frm 2plus to 6ish.
actually it ended around 4 or smth but we continued to prac the hyms and etc.
tiring, esp with an empty stomach even more trying to make music.
aft that went hollandv subway with kristen mel puaybing sheree sarah eve gerdine em
dad came to fetch kristen and i home.
before i managed to do ANY work i fell asleep on the sofa till morning.
HOW FRUSTRATING ):

thurs
oh yay, dewei was in sch to be my mount acjc expedition buddy haha :D
curse h1lit at level 7 on thursday mornings.
anyways, did harmony (as usual) while 'listening' to lit lect
and FELL ASLEEP cause harmony was so so boring
when i woke up mr sam ng just had to pick me to read out some stuff! omgosh la -_-
i fell asleep cause harmony was boring and not the lit lect! why pick me D:
okay nevermind, not like i was supposed to be doing harmony anyways haha.
harmony was ok, massPE was quite okay surprisingly :D
okay at least i felt fitter :D even though i was like the last when it comes to running lol
jumps and sprints were killers but still i felt fitter, yay :)
econs was quite bad D: mr lance got pissed off about our latecoming (sigh)
break was funny! jialin bought chicken abalone myojo cup noodles! LOL
me: omg why you so poor meh need to eat cup noodles?!
jialin: raaa!#$%^&*
-pause-
me: omg why you so rich meh can afford ABALONE HAHA
jialin: RAAA!#$%^&*
hahahahaha. that was super funny la, don't eat so much msg jialin! :P
chinese was free again, laoshi didn't come and we had do some ganxiang thingy thats it
but i guess it was really slack so i only completed it at the qm room during break aft that
math lect was chiong-gp-essay-time haha, then gp was stressish haha.
stayed back in the classrm with ianthe&jialin to do some work before heading to lt4
set up instru, went to get a bite, went back to prac, went canteen for band/section dinner
back to lt4 for combined, romanfest. must prac the ornaments gaaah, i can't get them all right at 1 shot.
aft band dad came to fetch kristen and i home.

fri
math tutorial was as usual not paying attention haha, edwin was rushing techniques
techniques were okayish, we made ms leong not-so-pissed-off
gp was boooring, 4 periods of compre that kind of boring stuff la.
econs tutorial was omg i'm gonna doze off like now.
mr lancelot: i've lost you already right?
me: -shakes head- (thinks) how many more minutes..
long break! 3 hours 20 mins :) slept 1 hour away @ qm room immediately aft econs.
went to get a quick lunch then mugged neoclassicism with gladys jacq enjia outside qm room.
had mep test during h3 timeslot, commentary on stravinsky's pulcinella suite mvt VI gavotta !#$%^&*
should have been a frigging mep mugger and have listened to pulcinella beforehand D:
it was okay except i didn't have time to write about tonality. gah.
went back to qm room to practice, joel came along so we practiced romanfest.
found my long lost waterbottle in the band FRIDGE omg HAHAHAHA oops :P
the water was like so frozen gosh haha i left it inside for like 1 wk! lol.
dad fetched me home, had a productive math tuition (yay)
cycled over to kristen's house to mug :) suyin was there to stayover haha
we didn't really concentrate much hahaha but anyways
left my bike there haha, dad came to fetch like 12plus
spent hours reading and thinking and slept near 4.

sat
was almost late for motivational talk before sectionals. hm..
sectionals was not so productive. i wish we could focus more.
my section almost went off without me again. went ghihmoh market for lunch.
the section guys queued damn long for charkueytiao so by the time they started it was 1plus alr
us j1s left first and rushed back for combined.
combined was bad.. sigh :( really really bad. i wish.. nevermind.
sectionals again, this time more productive after benpooi came.
aft band went for dinner with the j1s @ ps thai express.
trained/bused home, decided not to go kristen's house but meet the next day instead haha.
went to bed like 1plus.

sun
woke up at like 10.59 and oh no i'm supposed to meet kristen @ hollandv at 11.
then saw kristen's msg to meet up later. okay so went back to sleep.
woke up at 12.30 then went out to the 7eleven. got bored so went esso. then back to 7eleven.
kristen came, we bused to harbourfront to lunch at yoshi.
trained to cityhall and walked to esplanade. whee esplanade library = scores!
the nachos + melted cheese there is not bad :) did homework, went on a search for duets.
no flute&clarinet duets, so i just borrowed clarinet duets and solos.
kristen found roman festival for me, yay! :) went to have a listen, wow it was so overwhelming!
the perc and brasses were so much more powerful than the recording we have.
and omg that was the NICEST Eb clarinet tone i've ever heard! :D haha, love the percs.
borrowed the cd haha, ripped the recordings (muaha)
left the esplanade for dinner at marina carl's jnr at around 7plus
haha the cut half thing was rather amusing! hahaha, annoying service
bused home aft that, haha we had some funny discussions lol
went to get my bike from her house and cycled back home :)
grandma and uncle were over for dinner so joined them for a while
used the com, bathed, finished up harmony. sleep time!

-

its really quite sad to think about the class being reshuffled.
no matter what i still i love 1AA4.
all the friendships i've formed with the 20 of them.
yeah. will i be in the same class with those whom i'm close to? some maybe.
jefri's changing stream so i can't play thumbs with him anymore.
edwin's changing stream (and dropping mep DDDD:) so i can't bitch with him anymore hahaha.
ann's dropping mep so i can't go to the music centre with her anymore.
and the list goes on, its so depressing.

btw, i think rihanna's fringe is damn nice :) she's hot.

somehow the more i read about people the more i find people like myself
wanting to have a certain someone who knows myself inside out
to have a close friend who knows and understands everything in my life.
of course there people who are dear to me, being my good friends
but someone whom you can talk to all the time and won't mind you
someone whom will listen and actually understand, is really hard to come by.
guess i've found a few, but situations do get complicated, things change.
and somehow i guess i can't really find this certain someone.
its okay really, i'm quite happy with the current situation but maybe not in a few weeks' time.
guess i really wish everything happened faster, earlier.
so i can enjoy myself in this very situation for as long as possible.
i don't want it to end but things do change, its just life.

wish we met earlier.
i know three out of the seven you asked for.
guess it just speaks for itself.
i can only smile grimly and pretend i didn't know.
wish i could have at least been around.
i'm so tired, i really think i'll just forget it
but then again like what she said i don't think i can.

after the whole series of events, i've been thinking about the future.
and i predict that i'll suffer. a lot, in fact.
no i'm not wallowing in self-pity. i'm just realising my fate.

hai, so much for being random.
no la i'm not emo, i'm normal, i'm okay, yup? no worries..
okay guys, lights out :)

life is like a sine graph =)
11:16 PM

20070224

have been doing lotsa thinking after coming back home from mugging @ kristen's house.
lots of reading, lots of deep thought.
guess i'd better hit the sack or else i won't last for tomorrow's band prac.
or rather today's; its starting in another 6 hours.
goodnight.

.

life is like a sine graph =)
3:26 AM

20070221

i'm sorry.
i just wanted to help..

life is like a sine graph =)
8:37 PM

20070220

OKAY! i've FINALLY updated friendster :D whee.
oh i forgot. i actually participated in 1 yu-sheng-lao-ing this year. oh wow. yups.
okay its getting kinda late. better finish up my work and its bedtime!
oh before i go, i'll just post up the jay chao song that i'm crazy about now :)
edwin intro-ed me to it! haha he sang like a line out of the blue and i'm like ehhh nice! send me!
haha turns out its the theme song from Curse of the Golden Flower. yup
here it is! night :)

菊花台 Ju Hua Tai
妳　的淚光　柔弱中帶傷
ni de lei guang rou ruan zhong dai shang
慘白的月彎彎　勾住過往
can bai de yue wan wan gou zhu guo wang
夜　太漫長　凝結成了霜
ye tai man chang ning jie cheng le shuang
是誰在閣樓上　冰冷的絕望
shi shui zai ge lou shang bing leng de jue wang
雨　輕輕彈　朱紅色的窗
yu qing qing tan zhu hong se de chuang
我一生在紙上　被風吹亂
wo yi sheng zai zhi shang bei feng chui luan
夢　在遠方　化成一縷香
meng zai yuan fang hua cheng yi lu xiang
隨風飄散　妳的模樣
sui feng piao shan ni de mo yang

＊菊花殘　滿地傷　妳的笑容已泛黃
ju hua chan man di shang ni de xiao rong yi fan huang
花落人斷腸　我心事靜靜躺
hua luo ren duan chang wo xin shi jin jin tang
北風亂　夜未央　妳的影子剪不斷
bei feng luan ye wei yang ni de ying zi jian bu duan
徒留我孤單　在湖面　成雙＊
tu liu wo gu dan zai hu mian cheng shuang

花　已向晚　飄落了燦爛
hua yi xiang wan piao luo le can lan
凋謝的世道上　命運不堪
diao xie de shi dao shang ming yun bu kan
愁　莫渡江　秋心拆兩半
chou muo du jiang qiu xin chai liang ban
怕妳上不了岸　一輩子搖晃
pa ni shang bu liao an yi bei zi yao huang
誰　的江山　馬蹄聲狂亂
shui de jiang shan ma ti sheng guang luan
我一身的戎裝　呼嘯滄桑
wo yi shen de wu zhuang hu xiao cang sang
天　微微亮　妳輕聲的嘆
tian wei wei liang ni qing sheng de tan
一夜惆悵　如此委婉
yi ye chou chang ru ci wei wan

REPEAT＊＊

life is like a sine graph =)
11:54 PM

hellos i'm back from malaysia :D back in civilisation!
now i know why people get fat during chinese new year.
1. there're so many chinese new year goodies around so you get tempted easily
2. meals always seem to arrive really slowly so you resort to eating other stuff ie cny goodies
3. there's nothing else (solid enough) to eat so you again resort to cny goodies
bottom line: cny goodies are either super oily or high in cholesterol/fats/calories etc.
i tried my best to stay off the cny goodies but unfortunately am guilty of eating:
- more than 10 love letters (with floss)
- near 30 kueh bankits
- 3 murukus
- 10 other treats which i don't know their names.
FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT omgosh, i'm so gonna suffer during massPE on thurs.
think i shall bring biscuits to eat the next cny.
as in good quality biscuits from singapore and not laohong biscuits sold in 7elevens in malaysia (as from experience).
okay recaps.

sat
aft leaving the house went westcoast macs for brekkie tapao
had sausage mcmuffin yums. went to fetch cousin at je mrt before heading to tuas.
fell aslp after crossing checkpoint
woke up about 2 or 3 hours later cause i unknowingly fell aslp onto my cousin's space.
reached malacca, went to hotel to check-in then lunched at coffeehouse.
had an EXTREMELY PRODUCTIVE self prac in the hotel room :D:D:D
haha i think i must have irritated all the neighbours for 2hours+
practiced every single piece, got almost all the running notes :D
esp happy abt tosca G section cause i spent about an hour on the whole chunk. yay!
took a shower before going to the hotel opposite for reunion dinner with paternal relatives.
not exactly close to them so i didn't exactly enjoy myself as usual.
after a not-so-appetizing dinner went to grandma's house to chill and pass time
apparently one of the families didn't come back (from china) this year so kinda quiet this cny la.
no games like the past new years and no noise from the kids etc.
chatted with my cousin cynthia, guess i got to know her better considering i don't usually talk to anyone there.
haha, we were discussing weird topics like lesbianism in singapore girl schools -_-
after midnight about 3 families (including mine) decided to leave which was really uncanny
cause for the past years everyone always stayed till 2 or 3am
guess its cause of the missing family that there's less commotion.
quite relieved though, was already dozing off by the time the clock struck 12.
went back to the hotel and think i slept at 1.

sun
woke up at 10, dad went to fetch mum to grandma's house first so i passed time writing out lyrics
aft dad came back went for brekkie at coffeehouse before heading to grandma's house
spent a few hours waiting for lunch (makes me sound like a lazy glutton)
but anyhow there was this intriguing chinese drama on tv which caught my attention totally
wow that movie really has lots of literal meaning, i love this kind of old chinese films with hidden meanings
lots of frozen scenes and you have to do lots of interpretation. haha it was quite mindboggling.
it was about a female lead whose husband was eloping with the neighbour's wife
so she and the neighbour was supposed to go elope as well but she couldn't let go etc
she couldn't bear the thought of betraying her husband although it hurt her to know he was having an affair
meanwhile she and the neighbour got closer and eventually he fell in love with her
but like i said she didn't want to elope cause she still loved her husband
so in the end the neighbour wanted to leave so he could get away and forget her
and when he was about to leave she realised she couldn't live without him
aiya complications. but anyway he left and after many years he saw her and her child but not her husband
and the film ends with him in some monastery ruins giving life to a plant in a wall crack.
deeeeeep literal meaning. haha kept my thoughts occupied for a while there.
yup after lunch went to the village tampin an hour's drive away to my maternal grandma's house
met all my maternal relatives which were much nicer in comparison
ate some cny goodies D: fat fat
did mep notes for the whole afternoon on the kitchen table/in the aircon room until 9
went for (super late) dinner at a nearby restaurant before the drive back to malacca to rest for the night.
oh and i got attacked several times at the stomach by my beloved younger cousin lianglung who was on a high.
aiya. he's damn cute la, he wanna attack me but end up giving me a big hug :)

mon
woke up at 11plus and slacked/mugged econs in the hotel rm until about 12
watched goong on the drive to the village tampin like the day before
suffered in hunger while i waited for lunch which was at 2plus D:
was so frigging hungry that i ate 2-3 helpings D: fat fat fat D:
after lunch slacked with jin who had arrived by then
then left for the temple to pray for my deceased grandfather as annual custom
if i'm not wrong its a taoist temple? not exactly sure but anyways, a little emo then la.
good thing about being a free thinker, you get exposed to the customs of different religions haha.
aft praying went to one of the aunt's house to chill cause the granny there makes cny goodies!
and they taste really damn good la, haha i was like so shocked at the amount of food
tasted one of each there, think i ate about 10 pieces of the stuff there? haha an experience la.
aft everyone had their fill we all went back to the main house to slack until dinnertime wich was 9pm again
took family photos, then walked out to the empty field nearby with jin to watch the sunset
visited the tree, took lotsa photos, went to the sch nearby to slack but mosquitoes came along and had a feast.
went back to bathe, slacked, went for dinner at some restaurant which served huge portions.
my table was the leftover's table cause we finished the food really fast so the other tables gave us their leftovers haha.
hungry ma, haha. had the worst/best dessert ever - ice longan.
for one it came in a pot with more ice than longans.
considering the ice cubes were huge, everyone received 3 huge cubes of ice and 2 miserable longans.
being the smart me, i went to the kid's table and ate about 8 more longans. haha, the kids didn't like it so i ate them :)
(i sound like a glutton, haha.)
aft dinner jin and i were playing the thumbs game (HAHA JEFRI!)
and we got our cousin's husband hooked on it lol! haha how to address cousin's husband? biao3zhang4? hm.
in the end when we went back to the main house the 3 of us played the thumbs game with f&n orange 'forfiets'
haha i think we got him super high over it! lol so fun la, addictive sia! :D
yup aft that slacked some more before returning to the hotel in malacca.
so tired i slept on the car and immediately when i reached the room.

tues
woke up at 11? packed and got ready to leave.
met shin downstairs cause we were to fetch him back to singapore to work
he passed me jin's present to me. whee! treble clef clip :D:D:D:D:D love! thanks jin :D
aft that had to wait for his mum cause he forgot to bring his sg house keys -_-
then we went off! whee finally on the way back to singapore.
bought macs for brunch, somehow i got 2 packets of fries and 2 drinks? weird.
fell asleep after much frustration in vain to block out the sun !#$%^&*
walao! damn pissed off with the sun la!
on the day we went m'sia i sat on the right, then the sun was on my side cause it was morning
on the day we left m'sia i sat on the right again, then the sun was on my side AGAIN cause it was afternoon
baskit la! kns. okay nevermind.
i forgot to remove the repeat in my mp3 player so i listened to festive overture for 2 hours while sleeping.
woke up when we reached the esso near the checkpoint, went toilet to prepare for the jam.
surprisingly when we reached the checkpoint there was NO jam :D:D:D:D:D:D:D YAY.
probably due to a minor jam along the way where there was an accident. i think.
yup then dropped shin off at je mrt before reaching home sweet home! yay :D
unpacked, bathed, and here i am.
i shall update my friendster before going off for dinner/homework.
i desperately need to update it, its so so so outdated.
ciao!

-

so many changes, even though i've pretty much grown used to them to call them changes.
hope i can just continue to live with it :)

i just want to give up.
plus with the likelihood of something happening soon,
the likelihood of somethingsomething happening will thus increase,
and thus thus thus,
i should just shut up and forget it all :D yeah.
this sounds emo, but i'm hurting inside.
somehow, thinking about it just hurts.
knowing that i can't do anything about it.
all these going to waste. i'm hopeless.
and i guess i'll just have to leave it be. like i said, just forget it.
i'm just grateful that i have friends who care and bother to listen :) thanks guys :)

hey jialin! i was thinking about you man! wish i could have dropped by at kluang to visit while i was in m'sia :D
btw your smokey eye sang majulahsingapura on friday when you weren't in sch! lol heehee XD

edit; my dad was super funny la! cause while we were in malaysia i charged my mp3 using his tablet so when i wanted to listen to my own mp3s i had to copy the files over from my mp3 player to his desktop. yup and there was one jay chou song (that i'm currently crazy about) that i copied over, so just now when he just opened his tablet to he was like, eh whats all this jay chao stuff? HAHAHAHA (think chao as in ccb the chao. if you're too innocent then its okay :D)

life is like a sine graph =)
8:47 PM

20070217

HELLO I WILL BE AWAY IN MALAYSIA FOR THE NEXT 4 DAYS SO PLEASE TAG MY BOARD/EMAIL ME IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING URGENT TO TELL ME. PHONE WILL HAVE NO RECEPTION DUE TO LACK OF AUTOROAM.HAVE A NICE CHINESE NEW YEAR WHILE I SUFFER IN M'SIA WITH SILLY PENTATONIC CHINESE MUSIC D:

i'm on my way to hell.
i hate chinese new year.
its a time i have to meet superficial relatives, be extremely polite and don on fake smiles
i have to pretend that i'm okay with hearing comments like 'you're getting fatter every year' or 'you're not growing taller anymore'
i have to be on appropriate behaviour aka take care of kids
i have to bear the shame of disliking yu-sheng and hence not eating it nor participating in the mixing of it
i have to pretend that everything in my life is okay when it might not be
and worst of all i have to change my angbaos from RINGGITS to SING DOLLARS,
which is fricking irritating because i'm left with less than half of the original amount, if you even consider it an amount.
i hate going to malaysia. its a bloody waste of time. every year at that!
in conclusion i'm going to be very miserable for the next 4 days
because i'll be suffering from homesickness (literally) and singaporesickness and internetsickness and acjcsickness and acbandsickness
something along that line i suppose,
and also having to suffer from irritating pentatonic chinese music.
sorry i know i complain a lot, just let me vent a little.
recaps and then i'll have to go.

wed vday :D
woke up earlier than usual, went to sch earlier than usual :)
started giving out the foam hearts to the people at the qm room :D
dropped by the council room to pass choc and hearts to aaron :D
went hall aft lots of frantic giving out of hearts haha
assembly was cool! the strings of hearts across the hall :)
went for math, breaked at qm room but ended up getting my mortal's flower from canteen
chinese was slackish, so was h1lit HAHA gosh i think dewei and i quite enjoyed ourselves!
we were situated at 3.1 which was directly above the void deck and we could hear ac.fm for the whole hour
haha time passed faster when we listened to the music! haha explains our unresponsiveness in class lol
and omgosh i heard this dedication from a secret admirer to ---! haha so jawdropping!
yup then had an hour's break, got some crappy sticker from joel and then got some grub
20th century music was replaced by an 'interactive' session in the madams' office
gosh, so stressful D: and cause our class was smaller i suppose it wasn't as fun as the previous class.
econs lecture was shit, didn't listen at all LOL
instead talked a lot to rachel :D:D:D hahaha so fun! must hang out more often :D
had contact time aft that, quite slack la nothing much to do
aft dismissal went to give ms sng vday present before going to qm room to practice.
got quite sian after a while but i'm quite glad i managed to squeeze out some time to prac.
yingda should die. he's like like 'currently talking to samho' then a minute later 'currently talking to trumpet'.
walao scold me for talking/not talking lor! crazy la hahaha.
went to get late lunch near 5, then when i went back weiting and yingda made me join their sadistic game
some sort of answer the qian4bian3wen4da2ti2 or else eat the.. lump of mango pudding.
apparently it was a vday gift but it kind of looked disgusting. hahaha.
gosh, the questions were seriously damn lame la! haha yingda and i had to eat first
it tasted okay, but after that weiting went to add more green tea! omg D: so yucky!
haha i escaped torture frm yingda's question of french term for oboe! haha hautbois :D
lol then we played some word game, like, form words longer than 3 alphabets from the word ACtually
so they started staring at my shirt since i was the only one wearing it there -_- haha yingda decided to use his own
the game continued until we had to use LoveACtually but had to form words longer than 5 alphabets
gosh, really weird words la! haha yingda got vacuole wth?!
escaped from drinking up the rest of the 'concoction' barely haha, yingda had to finish it!
hahaha omgosh so sadistic to uh, derive joy from watching him drink that crap LOL
we were like haha sure confirm bad tummyache!
lol then weiting went to force this pink tattoo on yingda but failed cos it was a lousy tattoo haha!
haha yup then we left school, i had to cab to clementi cause i was late alr
yingda and weiting cabbed too, weiting to dover and yingda to bukit batok or smth
omgosh we waited so frigging long for a cab D: in the end had to resort to booking cab
and then the joke of the century happened! gosh! hahaha super funny la!
cause i could only rmb the first number of the cab plate which was 8, then there was this cab u-turning to fetch us
and the first number was 8 so we quickly flagged it to come and got on
then after a while the actual cabbie called me to ask where i was! HAHA my goodness
i was like uh, i thought you're fetching us now? we're on the taxi already
omg! feel so bad la! hahaha turned out the cab we were on was just a normal empty cab! gosh.
but it was like super funny la! we kept laughing about it haha
yup went for electone like 40 MINS LATE HAHAA MY GOSH
went through morning glory and improB, then bused home (changed bus twice, mafan.)
tapaoed duck rice which i thought was not exactly very nice
and then this huge golden retriever followed me home OMG HAHAHA
it was like sniffing around the mosque and the malay guys were all like shooshoo!
i think it got attracted to the duck rice. haha it followed me right to my doorstep la! lol
decided to bring it back to where i first saw it but it tried to bring me somewhere else to play
in the end i decided to leave it alone cause i believed that it would find its way home somehow la.
talked online to cher and wj, bathed, fell asleep on the sofa at around 11.
woke up at 3.30, tried to do some work, couldn't, went to sleep at 5.

thurs
gosh i was SO FRIGGING TIRED D: lack of sleep as usual.
omg the silly dewei got himself so tired ytd he decided to pon! D:
no 7th floor expedition buddy on a tired thursday morning D: mount acjc indeed dewei!
sat with rachel and zhiwen (who dozed off like every 5min haha)
was quite groggy during lit but managed to focus on harmony instead
totally didn't pay attention but at least i jotted notes haha
aft lit felt quite kanchiong about the last unfinished harmony exercise so i was just chionging while walking
then guess what, i just walked INTO a fire extinguisher box which was quite stuck quite high on the wall
and konked my head omg D: D: D: haha rachel and zhiwen were like O_O are you ok!
gosh i felt so stupid and emptyheaded D: gaaah.
harmony was okayish, mass pe was much worse than the previous times D:
did 2 rounds, 40pushups, 40crunches, 6sets of superman, 3 sets of jumps, 3 sets of shuttlerun, plus cooldown round.
something along that line and i'm quite sure i broke my spine doing all that
i suppose it hurts cause i use my back to raise myself up during pushups cos of my weak arms.
really felt like dying after pe but had econs haha mr lim forgot his timing so we lost a period! gosh
break aft that was okay, changed and my class girls went crazy over my nerd look HAHA one day only ah.
went to get some food before chinese which was super EMO cause of edwin's emo chinese compo! HAHA
OMG I CRIED READING HIS ESSAY CAN?! edwin you absolut ownage la.
he even made laoshi tear when she read it! haha we saw her nose/eyes getting red!
gosh it was really really touching and sad la, esp the dialogue part omg i must photocopy it as a model essay.
omg super effective la, haha i kept crying omgosh hahaha, i freaked edwin out LOL
yup hahaha then had break at qm room before math lect which was spent writing lit notes/listening to music
aft that had a minibreak before gp which was just a little writing and a little discussing
haha i think jialin must be sick and tired of me bothering her! LOL
all i have to do is just say 'you don't give a damn about me! D:' and she'll get super flustered HAHA!
lol cause there was once she ignored me during lesson or something cause the teacher was talking
then i was like telling ianthe, apparently jialin doesn't give a damn about me
HAHA then jialin was like NOOO! deny deny hahahaha. omg so funny haha! oops!
yup aft that did chinese compo (omg i wrote more than edwin la LOL) at lt4 then at the STI room until 5.45
omg i was like SUPER LATE for sectionals and whats more, yingda was taking my section so all the more dead i was
practiced march but was quite unsuccessful in hitting all the notes, must must must prac more
aft that packed up, waited for some dinner group to form but unfortunately no j1s stayed back
in the end went hollandv bk with the band j2s for dinner! haha theresa was being super funny as usual la
jasmine's scared of lizards! haha there was a huge one outside the window lol.
aft dinner went home by cab cause the bus took ages to come compared to cabs grrr.
bathed, online, ate some fruits, sleep.

fri ac celebrations :)
reached sch early, starting chionging chinese new year cards for my close(r) friends
and earlier birds since i had a limited amount of cards only
gave most of them to the band j1s and j2s, and a few to teachers
after assembly had contact, bought tickets to west side (but think i'll have to change the day)
went to hall again for ac celebrations! gosh it was cool lar, something like crescent's but much higher energy!
there was co, strings (qing again omg lol), guitar, chinese soc, indian dance, malay soc, ac dance, singalong etc.
haha i really like the 2nd mvt to qing! pizzicato rocks.
chinese soc was so lame! haha but i think they did a damn good job.
malay soc ownage! so funny la, esp the tokyo drift part hahaha
ac dance rocked cause the dance was so damn hot! omg it was even hotter than crescent's!
wow all the guys and girls danced like mad, it was so cool la :D
oh btw everyone got an angbao stuck under their chair hahaha, then its like almost everyone got a bible verse
but edwin's was damn funny, it was 'one day your smile will be as big as smiley's' HAHAHAHA
i can't imagine edwin having a huge smile like smiley's hahaha
yup then we were dismissed, went to put stuff at qm room then lunched at dover with band ppl.
gosh my table was being so retarded la, mx ben renard lambchop bize
ben said don't drink bubble tea, your breath (breast) will stink
and then everyone started making a joke out of it haha, ben you shd go for phonetics class once more!
haha yup then went back to sch for sectionals or rather self prac
then had combined practicing the fanfare and hymns for founders day
ended quite late so i happily cancelled tuiton hahaha, went out with my fellow j1s for dinner at taka kfc lol
talked quite a bit to ernest haha, and i kept molesting eugene's tbone LOL
trained/bused home aft that, bathe online sleep.
was doing the concert prog front cover with zhiwen and i kept falling asleep D: so paiseh
when i 'wake up' i would be like super surprised like, huh you mean i fell asleep again?!
yups, ultimately fell asleep on the sofa and woke up at 6am
then went to my bed and slept until 10.

OKAY TIME TO GO MALAYSIA D: BYE PEOPLE, MISS ME.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:13 AM

20070214

omgosh its so tedious doing the vday gifts! D:
i take about 5 min to do one! and i had like 150 to do DDDD:
gosh i finally finished it.

mon
chapel was really quite enlightening.
i think i look more towards God nowadays.
and i think pastor moh who spoke today gave an inspiring speech.
even i am guilty of the sins she spoke of.
shall pray more to correct my ways..
asian was quite tiring. math lect was the shit.
1 hr break was spent eating + sitting outside qm room doing homework.
math tutorial was boring. i felt happier though :)
harmony lect was even more tiring.
chinese was really slack, we finished watching the show
omgosh its so so touching i teared D: what a tragic ending.
gp was boringish. swim pe was fun! :D haha it rained while we swam.
went qm room after showering and practiced a little.
kristen's mum came to fetch, thanks lots :D:D:D haha her bro is so cute.
home, bathe, online, dinner, work..
fell asleep at 10 on the sofa and woke up at 3.30.
did the gavotte essay until dawn.
fell asleep at 6plus, woke up at 7plus.

tues
damn frigging tired the whole day due to lousy sleep.
chinese was boring. zuo wen D:
gp was super tiring. break was rush-for-food.
econs was okayish. econs lect was just out of the window couldn't concentrate.
played roller coaster instead hahaha.
for 2hr20min break sat outside qm room doing the stupid gavotte essay.
so off focus la, wth. chiong like mad.
did all the way into h1lit. thankfully finished it.
mep hist was alright. and finally the timetable ended.
went council room to exchange shirt size. went to lt4 for band prac.
did march, tosca. need practice, think will practice tmrw.
aft band dad came to fetch kristen and i home.
bathed, dinnered, did some work, did vday gifts.
fell asleep doing the gifts near 2. woke up at 3plus and continued till now.

i'm fricking tired.
thank god vday comes once a year only.. too many gifts alr haha.
at least i'll now sleep with the assurance that i'll make many people happy tmr.
its definitely a joy to give than to receive.
nights.

i wonder what'll happen tmr.

life is like a sine graph =)
4:29 AM

20070212

i'm REALLY REALLY FRUSTRATED.

i can't sleep.
cause i keep thinking.

and i CAN'T FOCUS.
damn, i didn't manage to do ANY homework since more than 6 hours ago.

why am i so affected by you?

life is like a sine graph =)
2:22 AM

recaps.

sat
band phototaking! reached sch around 7.40, rushed to get changed into band u
started chasing my section up to the rooftop, gosh so many were late
by the time we started phototaking it was alr 10 min behind time
haha i think my section photos are quite spas anyways. lol.
then the trumpets came to the rooftop, then changed their minds to the track
waited quite long for some people, weather was damn hot
took quite a number of shots for the tpets before moving off to lt4 to meet the doublereeds/lww
but horns were ready so they went first, and like the tpets they changed locations multiple times
finally back into lt4 to finish off the doublereeds/lww before proceeding to the bleachers for full band photo.
i stood at the last row haha! act tall only sia.
thanks lots to shibin, jonathan and benard from photog club! :)
oh man chasing the sections around and rushing everyone for time isn't an easy job but i guess we did it :)
changed back to sch u, went for sectionals, did tosca.
lunch was so weird! clarinets left for holland without me D:
cause i took so long to help mel&martin take photos in sec sch uniforms hahaha
in the end went dover market with the tbones haha! felt like a foreigner.
haha yup then back for combined, dr lee got quite angry abt our playing
did tosca in quite a miserable fashion, in the end got sent out for sectionals.
aft sectionals went back for briefing, talk, announcements.
met zhiwen and ernest to discuss about the day's work, packed up, went holland with the j1s for dinner
met kristen aft dinner to bus home, in the end got invited to go suyin's house together with kris to study
dropped by kristen's house to borrow notes then bused to suyin's place.
oh my her family was still having dinner so when we reached we had to eat with them too
omg so bloated! D: so filling! but the food was good haha, healthy :)
aft that went upstairs to suyin's room to talk/study (a little)
left around 10plus while kristen stayed on. dad fetched me home, bathed, online.
spent quite a long time talking online.. thanks yup? :)
haha slept around 2.30, super tired.

sun
left the house for extended family lunch at my aunt's mum's house at tanjong pagar.
everyone there was like some sort of a distant relative i guess.
there were a few nice guys from cat high. haha i taught them chem, had to try so hard to dig out equations.
had a rather filling homecooked lunch before going to town to get my acjc uniform :D
my gosh haha it was so funny la, i went to the fitting rm to try the uniform then when i opened i was like

ma does this look ok?
-looks to the person next to mum-
gasp! (its emily's mum!)
-looks to the person next to em's mum-
HUGE GASPPP (ITS EMILY HAHAHAHA)

HAHAHA she told me she would be buying on sun so i thought i might as well
but i didn't really expect to SEE her there even though i (miss-)called to ask if she was there
wow HAHA SO FATED LOL haha yup so aft me she went to try uniform
then she came out and we were standing at the counter when we heard an OOOOHMYGOD from behind
and i was like thatsoundslikeeugene -we turn around- AHHAHA EUGENE
and sheree and the rest of 1AD3 arrived hahaha, also sort of a timing coincidence
cos sheree and i did arrange to 'meet' but didn't exactly say the time so just nice la haha
then i went in again since i was quite unsure about which size to get haha, then sheree and her classmates
bought my uniform and gave to my parents who went home first
went to taka with sheree aft quite sometime and did vday shopping! :D
bought materials from artfriend, haha the uncle there was funny
we saw this cute brown heartshaped box with a cream ribbon on it and it opens in the middle
we were like OMG SO CUUUUUTE! and then the uncle said eh don't buy! later your lover break up with you!
i took like 5 seconds to realise that the opening actually resembles heartbreak HAHA omg so funny la.
walked sheree to cine (tempted to shop but decided not to)
walked back to orchard to get some other stuff from popular
bused home but decided to drop at vivo to get some UHU glue which i found in a secluded mamashop
continued busing home, got juice from 7eleven, home for dinner, bath, online..
i still have like, gp, math, econs, mep hist to do.
i think i'll just do gp
since not everyone was around on friday for math
and econs and mep hist lessons are only on tues.
damn tired.

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stravinsky is love. i've been loving his 'the firebird' since 3 years ago.
more stravinsky! more angst! more dissonances! more heavy chords! more big orchestras! more extreme dynamics!
okay nevermind. in a very !#$%^&*( mood.

-

like edwin says,
KILL HER
stuff the clarinet down her throat. (-_-)
ok nvm, then stuff - down her throat.
HAHAHAHA i must really give it up to him to cheer me up la.

-

Lord please give me strength to overcome my troubles.
give me strength to be able to look past these small incidents
give me strength to smile once again.

life is like a sine graph =)
12:30 AM

20070211

we took turns making each other feel better today :)

thanks for everything yup? :)

life is like a sine graph =)
1:39 AM

20070210

what an eventful day.

the day started off as a jittery one.
i just HAD to practice. but just did a few notes and had to pack.
assembly was quite touching. haha i know someone cried!
nearly teared during the school anthem with the thought that it might be my last time singing it.
(they used different cadences today! it sounded super nice.)
the teachers and j2s clapped for us.. was touched la.
yup then math tutorial was just free&easy, ms guo chatted with us gosh so nice!
techniques was quite a disaster ):
gp was fun! oh my haha the class played taboo against each other it was so hilarious!
teng puts BIRDS into ROLLERCOASTERS HAHAHA
and jialin's scapeGOATS and HORSEshoes (or rather UNICORNshoes) HAHAHA
so much fun! we kept laughing cause of these funny antics lol!
i thought the bird one was especially hilarious haha, we spent ages getting over it!
haha i think those were the best math and gp tutorials in my life LOL
so aft that j1s were dismissed at 10.30, people went back to their schs
met zhiwen and ernest to discuss about tmrw's phototaking
rotted/did homework at the qm room while waiting for sms replies
bused/trained to tiong aft that to meet delia for lunch at macs
omg haha we were getting quite stressed/kanchiong all over again so i decided to do my favourite pastime!
muahaha i started sending bluetooth msgs to random ppl MUAHAHA
and there was this computer with bluetooth and its like the guy using the com was at the far end of macs
so i decided to send to it and it received the note damn fast haha!
and then the guy was like -stares at screen- and then -starts looking around fervently- HAHAHAHA
OMG SO SO FUNNY LA HAHAHA so oblivious hahaha!
what makes it so funny is that my msg was 'hello you pig.' HAHAHHA
delia and i kept laughing about the guy's reaction to the bluetooth msg haha! my gosh.
tried sending to other people but failed la nevermind haha
trained to redhill, met cher and yifang at the bus stop, bused to crescent.
went to the canteen, rotted around, went to the hall to get ready for the release of the Os results.
took some time to start, there was the jae briefing and some stats stuff
and finally it was time to take our results! whee! :D how exciting.
cheryl freaked out just a few moments before we went to get our results haiyo -big hug-
went to collect all the stuff together and dumped the heavy books and etc near our bags
we rushed to a quieter part of the hall and started debating on which slip had our results on it
purple slip or brown slip? lol
was quite sure it was brown slip so we 1-2-3 uncover!
and both of us spent about 5 seconds reviewing our grades for each subject.
the first thing i saw was the one and only miserable B3, but to my surprise it was CHINESE OMG HAHAHA
I IMPROVED BY A GRADE HAHAHAA and started screaming but anyways.
we started jumping and hugging and stuff then we stood there and we were like, eh so where's our l1r5?
HAHAHAHA I TELL YOU WE'RE DAMN RETARDED LA. ok so purple slip.
tore off the sides for both mine and cher's, then we were like -breathe breathe- uh uh uh, 1-2-3 OPEN
and we took like 5 seconds to find the correct side of the paper, then another 5 seconds to find our l1r5 HAHA
i spotted it first and started screaming cause i couldn't believe my eyes! oh my hahaha
and cheryl was like slower than me by 3 seconds or something HAHAHA
then she also started screaming and hugged me like crazy! we kept crying omg!
hahaha its been some time since i've cried for joy.
it was indeed a glorious moment.. receiving our results.
haha yup after we finished hugging/crying we were like, eh actually quite funny lor!
lol her reaction was like how slow la! hahaha joking lol. so funny!
yup aft that went to look for em, gosh number 44 tops, gave her a huge hug!
oh man haha i felt so proud of her! when she told me her results we just started crying all over again haha!
haha yup after that went to pack up my stuff, meet some friends, sms LOTS of ppl, make a few calls..
in the end cher delia neng went to search for teachers while i went to talk to ms low
then went home around 5plus for math tuition at 6 (SAD LIFE RIGHT)
quite sleepy la. sheesh. and i feel damn bad la, i didn't do up to expectations for both math.
oh well :( feel bad towards my tuition teacher.
aft that dinnered, submitted JAE registration, online (LOADS of ppl keep talking to me omg) etc etc.
time to sleep soon!

just want to thank everyone who wished me luck before the release of results!
this goes out to jon oh, meiling, manning, grace, mel, peilin, aaron, kristen, samho&zhenrong, pauline, rebecca :D
and also i wanna thank everyone who shared my joy after i received my results!
this goes out to aaron, bize, zhiwen, rebecca, meiling, weijie, mel, wanky, peilin, kristen, ben, mingxuan :D

me: omg haha i can't stop crying!
mel: haha. stop crying and go celebrate
aii, my godfather indeed.. :D

to be honest, i felt like i belonged more to acjc rather than crescent.
back at crescent, everything feels different but yet with a tinge of nostalgia
luckily i'm able to stay on in acjc.. thats the most important point :)
and also i want to say a BIG thank you to the band j2s
thanks for being really caring and concerned over our results for us!
and thanks so much for all the moral support and encouragement! i felt really loved :)

its really really really late, gah
spent so much time entertaining like 8 people at a shot just now.
have to be in school in another 6 hours or so. phototaking!
night :)

PS. ham2 cheryl! we did it! :D love you lotslotslots yup! we're the best hamhams in the world! :D see you in new york central park for RECESS after jc!

life is like a sine graph =)
1:22 AM

20070209

after a few korean dramas
i'm finally ready to sleep.

its coming in 12 hours..

life is like a sine graph =)
2:20 AM

20070208

recaps before my execution tmrw.

mon
asian test was self-esteem boost!
ahhahaha so happy my mugging paid off.
math lect was damn boring. break at qm room & canteen.
math tutorial was okayish, harmony was super good.
chinese gp swim pe were all okayish. got quite sleepy in chinese.
i didn't have to swim/run! yay yay! hahaha
cause big auntie's here (almost left alr but heck)
and cause of my knee injury from the fall! hahaha can't swim can't run!
yup aft sch went to oldham with carol, then to qm room to meet zhiwen and ernest
in the end didn't need much discussion so zhiwen and i went to my house t finish up the front design
did quite a few permutations and finished around 7plus
thought we could burn everything into a huge dvd disc but couldn't ):
sigh too bad i didn't have normal discs. yup in the end used my zenvplus.
aft that sent zhiwen out to the main road then went back home to bathe dinner go online.
did a bit of work, bedtime.

tues
chinese was sleepy. gp was notsosleepy.
20min break was chiongforfood.
econs tutorial was ASTOUNDINGDISCOVERY. the end of the world aka judgement day is in 11 years.
econs lect was talking to jefri on paper time.
2hr20min break was spent eating, talking to kristen, at brahms, outside qm room.
lit was ultimately boring but dewei and i had a nice discussion (:
history was okay. haha apparently i said that i was intelligent -_-
band was roman festival. yay yay. haha paul is rubbish.
we kept sending random ppl bluetooth messages! LOL with stupid names like secret admirer HAHA
there were really funny bluetooth names like your mother HAHA
yup then aft band went to eat dinner with the band near dr lee's hse.
cabbed home with kristen and suyin.

wed x-country
majorly bad day i suppose.
math tutorial was quite tense. i couldn't stop thinking.
break was also filled with much thought.
lit was quite boring but discussions with dewei are always interesting.
went to grab a bite with edwin and ann then went for mep.
music was bad. to make it short and simple, i stood pathetically. and drowned.
its alr killing some ppl's passion. but i won't let it kill mine.
however i'm pretty sure i can't stay on anymore.
not after today at least.
anyway, whatever followed i threw out of the window cause my mind was bursting
econs lecture was absolutely nothing go in and nothing go out.
went to qm rm after dismissal to find peace. thanks to yingda kristen gerdine meiling.
got the house shirt and changed. thanks to gerdine and meiling for going turf with me.
met sheree and meiqi, all of us were smart enough to take to 111 busstop to cross over and take 74 back
hahaha so empty! by the time we reached the acjc stop there were millions trying to get on the bus haha
we even managed to get seats lol! haha yup after veryveryvery long we finally reached the turf city stop.
walked into turf city, took attendance, wanted to get lunch but macs was barred by the pe teacher.
rotted around until the start of mass run, was so so thirsty D: thanks to zhiwen for the ice! :)
then went running with the band ppl but in the end sheree and i decided to walk the whole thing LOL
i think we didn't earn any points lol but at least we talked about stuff (:
yup then collected milo! yay cooling! went to sit with kristen meiling gerdine sheree around the svm/tct area.
i think there was a cheer comp but nothing really happened at the back haha
then aft prize giving we were dismissed! yay haha
went to giant with the band j2s to get drinks and then walked out to the main road to bus home.
bize kept making me laugh like crazy! haha ouch so painful so painful so painful so painful
haha ya then on the bus with mingxuan and zhenrong was super funny! haha
mingxuan is zhenrong's evil bitch girlfriend who seduces him with math HAHAHAHA
and zhenrong kept cursing the guy who was sleeping in front of our seats. like really curse!
i really hate people who sleep on the bus. so stupid! HAHAHA omg i think he heard hahaha!
omg lol i died laughing. they're so funny la! thigh hair. lol.
cabbed home from ac cause i missed the bus. so pissed! it just zoomed off without me.
bathed, dinnered, talked online with some ppl.

thurs
thursdays are always long days.
dewei and i always have to climb up to the 7th floor for h1lit early in the morning. rarrr.
spent lit doing harmony. turned out it wasn't too bad.
missed first round for massPE. crunches pushups legraises supermans were all damn tiring.
i think if we did more i would have broken my spine during pushups. kept spasming during superman.
econs tutorial was lol, mr lim was so funny haha i was crouching cause my tummy muscles were hurting
he was like don't look so discouraged
and i'm like huh haha i got full marks (for the question he was going through) i'm not discouraged ah
and he's like huh? then you look so sad
i was like painful
he's like what painful?! my lesson is painful?! -utter shock-
i'm like muscle painful! D: haha he's so blur la!
didn't manage to bathe during break. changed, had chicken cutlet thing for breakfast.
chinese lesson was so fun! :D we watched a movie.
i think it had a lot of literal meaning to it. really wish we'll be able to finish watching it next week.
there's so much to interpret from the show. it was quite touching i think i teared a few times.
math lect was boring as usual. i desperately need tuition. but i so do not want to have tuition tmr la.
(i have math tuition tmrw after getting results. sad life la.)
gp was just discussions. watched a silly clip. jialin is so so funny omgosh! smokey eye! :D
laughing fit continued into sectionals, mingxuan was being funny all over again haha ben and i keep laughing
aft sectionals went to meet my LOVES cheryl delia nengzi! :D:D:D miss them so much!
went to essential brew @ hollandv HEH delia i know la my taste is so good, you keep wanting to go back there lol
yup so sorry guys, made you all wait so long for me D:
talked about lots of stuff and had discussions about our 3 different jcs
left the place around 9.30+ and walked to buonavistamrt to send them off while i bused home.

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deja vu, argh.

i'm damn kanchiong now. the thought of results are freaking me out.
i ever thought it would be nice if we got stuck in this 'limbo' state forever. for me that is.
i want to stay in acjc. forever.
if i can't get back in i think i'll just die of dehydration. i'll flood singapore.
besides staying in acjc, i want to continue taking mep even though everyone says its crazy.
and for these 2 things i'm getting extremely worried. because i'm quite sure i can't get 10 and below points.
and i'm frigging sure that the examiners wouldn't even pass my melodyharmonyanalysis & listening papers for music.
regretting? guess not. it was the best i could have done. except for my listening paper.
i'm just hoping for the best..
AND IT SUCKS DAMNIT CAUSE I KNOW I WON'T GET THE BEST I HOPED FOR.

i feel like practicing roman festival. as in really practice until every note will be perfect.
and i know i'll be able to do it, esp in this condition.
it'll calm my nerves.

glad there's nothing wrong.

Let us run with perseverance, the race marked out for us,
Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfector of our faith.
Hebrews 12:1-12:2
was quite inspired by these quotes on the sports complex wall cause at that time i was running
guess i just wanted to post this up to remind myself that God has a plan for everyone
and getting results tmr will just be part of His plan for me.
although it doesn't really seem to make sense to non-believers like myself i hope in time to come i'll understand it more.

life is like a sine graph =)
11:28 PM

20070204

hellowellos!
this week has been full of.. ups and downs.
saturday was the best (:

anyways i'm sick of typing out my timetable so i won't be doing that anymore
and anyway you guys have probably memorised my timetable by now
considering the fact that i always start my recaps with the day's schedule. gah.

mon
long day. mondays are the worst.
asian was shit.
swim was fun. we took eons to change HAHA.
swimming feels good again. anyone wants to swim with me every week? during free periods la.
i'm free on tuesdays from 1230 to 1450. can swim for 1hr plus :)
and fridays from 1150 to 1510 (assuming there's no reserved tutorial). can swim for 2hrs plus! :D
anw i'm in intermediate grp2. think cos my strokes aren't accurate or whatever.
aft swim went to bathe/dry up at oldham wing HAHA i drenched my skirt
went to qm room with sheree and then the appeal ppl came back
decided to go hollandv's essential brew with sheree and gerdine :)
ate some stuff and had some nice discussions lol. did some work.
went home aft that, dinnered, slept from 10 to 12, did concert programme until 3.

tues
didn't really bother to chiong econs tutorial.
band was okay, i think we did festive and colonial.
aft band rushed to cc with joel for mus'art practice
we were starving like crazy aft that so we ate mac (aft a lot of hesitation though)
oh and i spilled desmond's iced teas IN THE STUDIO omg :(
something to do with the pulling/opening of my case la haiya sad.
SO GUILTY KNOW i just drenched the whole area and it was frigging CARPETED :(
and that justin still turn back and chuckle D:
oh and anw he keep saying joel's then joel say chenghuat's walao they ought to die!
bused/taxi home aft that. joel is a nice person to talk to la. interesting stories haha :)
i feel bad lying to my parents but anyway its gotten me into deep shit alr la.

wed
after contact time everyone rushed to the jumbo sale oh my!
wa just chiong there la! was with ianthe and jialin.
managed to get in after very long due to super long wait
and by the time ianthe and i reached the counters most of the shirts were sold alr.
bought a bottle, 5 notebks, a boxfile and a ringfile.
aft that cabbed home to dump the stuff and back to ac
went town with bize tim sheree, bought some stuff from popular orchard
trained back to clementi for electone
trained to dhoby ghaut to meet ms koh cheekeong and mala to celebrate ms koh's and cheekeong's birthdays :D
was kinda early so went SHOPPING :D heh heh
bought 2 bag charms :D and a buy2forthepriceof1 bag(s)! :D:D:D
i gave one to ms koh for her birthday present. it was worth 20 bucks know! :D
and i bought play dough for ms koh and cheekeong! lol! :D
yups then met all of them for dinner at ps swensens :)
left the place like damn late, couldn't get a cab so in the end it was mrt/bus
walao wasted so much time trying to get a cab i would have got home an hour earlier.
happy birthday ms koh and cheekeong! :D

thurs
i hate thursdays. dewei and i have to climb to the 7th floor for h1lit in the mornings :(
and dewei wants to drop h1lit. so next time i'll be alone :(
shibin slept through it hahahahaha.
pe was okayish. edwin ann and i were late from music.
they gave us the j2's programme last week so apparently we got pushed over our limits.
but still it was super tiring la. econs was guilt trip.
went to bathe at the mep centre. managed to grab a small bite before chinese.
chinese was fked up shit. got frigging irritated on my left and damn upset on my right.
all added up to saltwater. i died faking illness and slept.
was still damn upset aft chinese. couldn't stop the rain, i fell down while escaping from the northlodge.
bad injury, bad mood, bad day. sorry i shocked you mingxuan.
em came to rescue at the qm room.
the rest of the day was shit. at least they FINALLY realised and felt guilty.
practiced until 7 or 8. both rooftop and stairwell are good places for training.

fri
gp was prepare-for-econs-test-time.
in the end the test was soso. got tips from eugene and sheree alr anw.
spent the longlong break with edwin and gerdine walking,
then did homework at britten, then got chased out so continued at oldham.
had h3 slot, harp is damn cool lar hahaha christina's so hilarious.
aft that had to finish up math tutorial so canceled math tuition (ironic yes)
finally finished ard 5plus then went to bleachers to meet gerdine and her og
aft that went back to qm room to set up, went bleachers to prac with evelyn gerdine edwin.
there was the welcome tea so aft everything parents brought me home
talked to my dad until i fell alsp. haha.

sat acband prac + mus'art concert :D
was 10mins ate for the concert prog meeting T_T oh my god so stressful in front of ms sng! :(
so afraid she would scold me la omg
cos firstly i was late secondly my parents complained abt me going home late from band D:
but she didn't la. but STILL omg so scary! :( :( :( sigh and its usually not so scary one la, dunno what happened :(
oh well hope what zhiwen says is true then.
had sectionals/selfprac. roman festival is so chim! but i'm determined to master it! :D
haha benjamin and i are bestfriends cause we play the same part for festive and roman and phantom! haha yay lol!
LOL his KNEECAPS kept cracking! omg hahaha!
ppl crack their knuckles but he cracks his kneecaps! oh my lol!
and he kept complaining about how painful it was HAHA
yup we ended sectionals early cause of the j2s' discussion so the j1s went dover for lunch :D
yay so fun! batch outing! :D haha had chicken rice and 1andahalf coolers! :D
haha bubble tea craze. damn thirsty la. but got so full so tim drank the remaining half :)
yup then back to lt4 for combined, wow so tough la. but the song sounds nice la.
got sent for sectionals again so we had about an hour to practice.
renard and paul were being so funny la! haha and we kept copying cynthia's sitting style of playing the clarinet LOL
i 'ate' paul's thumbrest! lol haha he didn't realise it was gone until super long later.
mingxuan got so frustrated with us cause we keep continue playing even after he cut alr HAHA
aiya cos kanchiong ma, so stressful the piece
so he kept saying shutup shutup shutup! hahahaha damn funny la his actions!
he like waggled his jaw and then there was this once he lifted up his right hand in the -stop!- sign
and someone was like YOU SHALL RECEIVE THE BENEDICTION
OMG HAHAHAHAHHAA DAMN HILARIOUS LA our whole section burst out laughing
oh man my muscle aches frm mass pe came back after that whole fit of laughing lol
aft that combined again, we played through, dr lee talked quite a lot, and there were announcements..
in other words it was getting LATE
and stupid paul just had to go eh sam, TICK, TOCK, TICK, TOCK..
walao want to kill him la! hahaha make me stressed only.
yup then finally we ended, got instructions from rebecca, (LUCKILY) managed to borrow cream skirt from meiling
and ZOOM RUSHEDDDD OFF! cab cab cab to vch and run run run to backstage.
got changed and set up instru and tuned and went to meet cheryl and others.
got a plush flower from cheryl ham2 LOVE :D
LOST TRACK OF TIME HAHAHA i didn't knw the instructions la, in the end i was the last one to go on stage
haha mrs chua was like aiyo the whole stage waiting for you! and i was like omg sorrysorrysorry!
big apology to the logistics people and mrs chua D: haha so paiseh.
yup then we started the concert! :D:D:D:D:D:D unauthorised entry :D
space battleship yamato was damn good la, i think we played it really well! whee.
it rocked! all 4 movements were super super heh heh :D
DANCERIES WAS LOVELOVELOVE! haha so happy i got to play my favourite song LIVE on stage with mwo :D
and i think the thirds played really well! whee! esp the slow parts in mvt 3!
oh oh and we did mvt 4 damn well man! loved it :D:D:D
then it was time for the sec schs to join us so yup it was like:
fairfield - alvamar overture
wa run run run like siao! haha fun. OMG PAISEH i stood up with the fairfield ppl aft the song!
omg nobody told me not supposed to stand up! HAHA SO PAISEH i realised like only a few ppl were standing
and the mwo people were sitting HAHAHAHA omg so throwface.
peilin just had to sms me aft the concert and tell me that she saw that!
OMG HAHA and i thought (and hoped) nobody saw! LOL
hongkah & bukitview - an english sea song suite
HAHA THIS ONE WHACK LA lol we only got the scores last wk and i didn't really practice LOL
and BEST LA i got posted to first for this one! HAHAHA huili baohui and i were like
HAHAHA erm WHACKWHACKWHACK.
but its quite a nice song la. just too english for me lol.
junyuan - to the summit!: strive for the highest
this piece was quite nice la. the running parts are damn shiok. in easy keys also.
the accents for the continuous Cs were damn fun to play la! super synco.
intermission! went to meet my ever supporting fellow j1s! omgomg haha so touched! :D
they were emily jefri stuart sheree sarahlee huilin benjamin timothy patricia elizabeth sean plus justin (j2) haha
WHEE I FEEL SO LOVED! i'm so touched, really very grateful to have all of you guys coming to support me :D
yup then it was time to go back, got a flower from yiying from haising! oh man i feel so touched!
we're just acquaintances! haha omg T_T so touched haha and the stupid justin say is joel give me one wth!
so then we started the 2nd half with four dances from west side story :D
i think its a damn cool song la. it rocks. except for the fact that i didn't really practice my running notes haha.
loved the 2nd and 3rd mvt. walao we were like all damn high everyone go MAMBO! hahaha yay! so fun :D
yup then it was time for the sec schs to join us so it was:
chua chu kang - imperatrix
hahaha omg the conductor aka xiaowan's fiance was so shuai! oh my hahaha.
quite an enjoyable song la but still that kind of boringboring song.
ahmad ibrahim - the golden circle
haha quite a nice song to play la. as in melody was niceish.
but i was DYING ALR omg my teeth were like getting damn loose and shaky alr!
since intermission it was quite pain alr but this was worse! omg shaking.
smsed emily from the stage hahaha.
boon lay - ross roy
HAHAHA DESMOND SAYS HE LOVES THIS SONG CAUSE WHY? WE ALL JUST FRIGGING WHACK :D
we only got the scores on TUESDAY
it goes without saying that we don't actually know erm, how the piece sounds like :D
DAMN FUN LA. just whack like crazy. don't know don't care. and ppl still say good sia.
aiya. we're like kbkb la. unquote dr lee haha! just whacked the damn thing.
oh and mr chua was so sweet! he passed the baton to mrs chua when she couldn't find it to conduct this song! :D hee
yup finally finished with all the schs! we did our final song the little mermaid medley! whee :D:D:D
so fun la, got high and played damn nice hahaha!
yup and also there was the encore L-O-V-E! which got quite a number of ppl high over the lyrics :D
yay yay! so fun! hahahaha so glad that the concert was a huge success :D
oh yes if you guys haven't noticed, i played for EVERY SONG damnit hahaha
all sections did rotation and for good ol me, i got rotated for EVERY SONG -beams- aiya LOL la.
all the more worth it to come support me muahaha.
yups so aft the concert the band took photo on stage and then the clarinets took section photo! :D
aft that rushed backstage to pack up and then went off to find my fellow j1s! :D
all of us plus cheryl ham2 went boatquay's macs for dinner/supper!
but it was chock full omg so we went bk opposite but it was CLOSING ugh so we went back to macs.
aft that bought dad's dinner, parents came to fetch. END! :D
okay time to say thanks to manymany!
thanks to my beloved mus'art clarinet section! for all the fun we had last/this yr! preparing for this concert and all.
thanks to my sl desmond for helping out so much! :D
thanks to my friends baohui hansel weijie etc etc the pasir ris ppl HAHA for all the fun so far!
HUGE thanks to my ham2 CHERYL :D for coming to support me ALL ALONE D: thanks lots LOVE YOU LOADS! :D
HUMONGOUS THANKS to my fellow j1s from ac band :D:D:D for coming to support me! oh man.
its like we only know each other for a few wks?
except those who came for last yr's prac or have known me for years (looks at em)
and i'm really touched cause you guys make the effort to come for the concert.
esp benjamin! thanks so much! its like you don't really know the rest but you still came! oh man really touched.
and everyone had to STARVE cause of the rush from ac to vch, omg i'm so so sorry D:
AND then everyone had to go home LATE cause we all went to eat after the concert. omg doubly sorry! D:D:D:
sigh sigh. everyone, i really really appreciate everything! thank you guys so much! :D love!
this concert is really memorable in the sense that its one of the sell-ticket concerts rather than free ones
and its not a frigging beautiful sunday at the esplanade (sick of playing there actually)
and its not at the boring old sch which is so.. conference hall tsk
and its not at esplanade with fixed seats UGH hahaha.
and its at vch :D:D:D lots of memories. cgssb04 concert, nbc.. countless concerts.
and DANCERIES WHOOO :D:D:D
and my fellow j1s came :D:D:D so grateful to them :D
and and and.. it was a success la :)
whee! yay yay yay. mus'art is love! :D:D:D:D:D

sun 1AA4 outing!
woke up at 11 after 10 hours of slp. felt damn good.
went online. left the house at 1plus. bused to esplanade, walked to newyorknewyork at citilink to meet 1AA4 :)
had a super long lunch! haha had fish&chips and a green apple cooler :D so filling D:
talked quite a bit to michelle ann grace jialin ianthe roxanne jeanette weisheng teng neville for the outing.
jeanette's hammy is frigging cute la! omgomg haha.
dewei and roxanne kept making our table laugh hahaha! the bimbo thing was super funny.
yup and ann and i tried tying cherry stalks with our tongues haha :) i could! whee.
had a great helping of the free green apple candyfloss :D
went walking aft that! went to marina square, shopped here and there, ended up at mac.
ann michelle weisheng and i left around 5plus, halfway to the mrt we decided to walk around
then they mrted, i went back to the bus stop to wait for my bus
stopped by prints to get a card and a few ribbons
bused/walked home, bathed, blog, time to do homework.

haha i thought vday was this coming wed! lol
cause like everyone's so hyped up about it! hahaha.
think i'll be getting gifts for everyone in band :D

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