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2. new pencilcase!
3. new wallet
4. new shoes (sports/flats)
5. new phone?

the last week of school has been the worst week ever.

i'm really tired of it all.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:51 PM

20071021

i dreamt of you.

<3

life is like a sine graph =)
11:21 PM

20071016

i am so hurt today.
by so many different people.

i started to doubt our friendship long ago.

how could you forget? are friends meant to be forgotten?

i've had enough of your crude remarks and irresponsible character.

is that all that i am to you?

you wanted to hurt me on purpose. and you did, even though it was a joke.

and i treated you guys as real, true friends.

thank you for showing me your true character.

i'm so sorry. i feel so regretful now for doing that to you.

am i someone you can just throw aside? do you care about how i feel?

do you know how bloody hurt i was when you said you don't care about my feelings right into my face?

thank you for forgetting me. intentional or not, i am hurt. thanks.

all those memories, didn't they mean anything? am i just another one of them?


you, who have hurt me today, will read this and not realise that i am talking about you. you will not know that you have hurt me, because you don't care, you didn't realise, you don't know. perhaps you will come to me and ask if i am alright, which i will reply that i am. i have seen through your true characters, how you treat people around you, how you treat close friends. and i will forgive and forget, in time to come, but for now, my heart is heavy, my soul is tired, i am hurt by your words and actions.

my legs hurt, my arms hurt.
my body hurts, my eyes hurt.
my heart hurts.

i wish i can reverse time, restart today again from 7.30am when i reached school.
i wish i can erase memories, erase everything that happened after school.
i wish i can forget the whole of today, delete this day itself, remove my existence for just this one day.
it has been such a horrible day.

thank you edwin, emily, benjamin, zhanwei, jiunkuang cousin, weijie, mel.
all of you have brightened this gloomy day by a little bit.


i am so hurt today.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:40 PM

20071015

i spent two hours searching.
and i found it.
at first i thought it was correct.. but turned out to be another one.
june and beyond. hmm.

interesting.


anyway! gonna blog about everything SOON :) nighty.

life is like a sine graph =)
3:12 AM

20071003

those five words..

thank you.

life is like a sine graph =)
10:47 PM